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Rara's just waiting for one more queue. After this, he entered the operating room table for a major cesarean operation.

Her age is not seven months, yet, but inevitably must be forced to remove the baby because there are things that can make both lives drift if not followed properly and the right time. The point should not be too late.

Baihaqi was outside the operating room. Since then he had been pacing around the room with an erratic heartbeat and a very anxious heart.

"Hey, Baihaqi .." pnggil Karin in a soft voice from the direction of the operating room but came out from a different door. Special door for doctors and nurses as well as other interested medical teams.

Baihaqi immediately turned his head towards the karin who was already standing right behind him still fully using special clothes for the task of performing major operations actions in the operating room.

"Hey, Karin," Baihaqi replied that was slightly shocked by Karin's arrival.'

"You worried, Bai?" asked Karin in a soft voice.

Baihaqi nodded slowly and so resignedly.

"I'm not only anxious and worried but I'm afraid," Baihaqi lamented with slightly stiff and quivering lips.

"Fearful? Scared why? What are you afraid of?" asked Karin slowly while opening the plastic gloves she wore and dumped in a special medical garbage dump.

"Fear that something bad happened to Rara and her baby" Baihaqi said slowly.

"Rara was none of you, and even she was just another person you just knew. You just take him and help him that's enough because of humanity but you don't have to worry about this," said Karin with a little annoyed at being disappointed with Baihaqi's kind and friendly attitude especially to Rara.

"I love him Karin. Rara was different from any other woman I had ever known, even with Fatima being very different. Rara is unique" Baihaqi said firmly.

Karin only stared fixedly at Baihaqi's two eyes. He was not surprised just a little disappointed and upset. His steps and approach have been considered ordinary and nothing special.

"That love is you with Rara, Bai?" asked Karin who was clenching her right hand very tightly.

Baihaqi nodded her head slowly and tried to be friendly and kind to Karin.

"Not only love her, but I love her so much. So you should be able to understand what I feel right now, Karin," said Baihaqi, who looked frustrated.

Karin could only take a deep breath and then left Baihaqi alone in the hospital hallway right in front of Rara's operating room. Baihaqi's reply would only make Karin even more heartbroken and tormented in disappointment.

Baihaqi just stared at the strange back of Karin who suddenly passed and got further and further without saying goodbye or saying words just a pleasantries.

Baihaqi's lips kept twitching asmaul husna and praying for the smooth delivery of Rara.

It had been two hours for Baihaqi to wait in front of the operating room for Rara. Anxiety, panic, fear, confusion, curiosity and fatigue are jumbled into one.

Rara has entered the operating room. His body is now on the operating table. His body was plain and only used green operating clothes.

There is one obstetrician who is in charge of leading the course of the cesarean section with the help of four other assistant doctors including nurses.

One nurse is in charge of helping the obstetrician to serve the needs of the operation.

Another nurse is in charge of carrying the baby that has been lifted from the mother's stomach.

Rara has received an anesthetic injection as a total anesthetic to undergo cesarean section. His body was already stiff, and already could not feel anything when something touched his skin, both soft touch and rough touch though.

Rara's eyes opened wide staring at the glass above her while staring at her distended stomach which will soon be in surgery.

"Mrs Rara, does this touch feel?" asked a female nurse to Rara who was already silent to feel pain in her back after getting a shot of anesthesia as much as three injections.

Rara who is still aware of the condition of the body that is still stable can only nod resignedly. His body was as heavy as a rock and could not be moved freely.

"If this pinch? Is it still felt?" ask the nurse back to Rara.

Again Rara only answered with a head.

"If this blow?" the nurse asked him again, hitting both Rara's thighs and legs very hard.

Rara just shook her head slowly.

"Absolutely not felt. Everything feels very numb and like a cramp in the bite of an ant. Can not feel pain, can not feel itching, and can not feel anything but cold," said Rara Lirih answer the woman's nurse's question.

A very honest and innocent answer to what Rara felt at the moment.

Rara is already ready in a born and inner way. There were no more feelings in his heart and mind.

The doctor is ready, then, one team had just gathered in a corner of the room to divide the task and pray together according to their respective beliefs so that all that is done and done by one team it can run with good and very smooth.

The obstetrician smiled broadly at Rara who had been silent since just now because she felt something unusual.

"You ready? Do not be afraid, everything will go according to the stage well and smoothly. Do not fear anything and remain calm. Bismillah we start now," said Obstetrician was very steady.

Rara tried to smile and nodded slowly. In his chest began to feel nauseous and eneg because of the side effects of the anesthetic injection.

"Madam Rara, if you feel anything unusual can tell me, including wanting to remove the stomach or whatever it is," said the male nurse standing next to Rara Smabil carried a basin and a dry towel when needed.

"Yes, this is me a little dizzy and nauseous," said Rara Lirih who began to feel her head spinning.

According to mensin a gauge of a person's body condition. Rara's condition is very stable, but the side effects of the injection of anesthesia are different for each patient.

Maybe Rara who had been stressed because the mind made her condition slightly decreased.

The obstetrician had started to dissect Rara's stomach with a special surgical knife. Rara stared at the light and glass beam that highlighted just above her big belly.