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"If Mas already has a wife, love Ms.'s wife with sincerity. No need to find another reason, because pity or pity me," said Rara who was filled with emotion.

Rara is like a smart but stupid person. Not listening to every Baihaqi speech that explains clearly, even taking their own conclusions based on their own thoughts when all is wrong.

Hearing Rara's words that were not synchronized with her explanation also made Baihaqi also look confused.

"I don't understand what you mean, Ra? You meanwhat?" tanya Baihaqi slowly digested every kaa thrown by Rara.

"Why can't you understand? It was obvious that Mas Baihaqi already had a wife! Why are you still trying to get close to Rara?" rara said in a loud voice. A loud voice was accompanied by a fixed and sharp gaze towards Baihaqi.

Baihaqi laughed loudly at Rara's explanation. Baihaqi just found out that Rara misunderstood Baihaqi's intentions. Maybe Rara is not focused and has been carried away by emotions because her thoughts are too negative.

"Astagfirullah, Ra. You misunderstood. You didn't listen to my words earlier. I already had a wife but died a few years ago" Baihaqi explained.

Rara covered her mouth with one palm. Embarrassed. Sure oes. Misunderstanding made Rara not dare to look at Baihaqi.

"Excuse Rara who spoke out loudly to Mas Baihaqi. Rara was just scared and disappointed to open hai. Whatagi Rara's condition is pregnant, it might be a humiliation and ridicule of others," said Rara Lirih.

Baihaqi sat down again on the outskirts of the hospital bed. Baihaqi nodded in understanding with everything Rara felt. It is not easy for someone who is down to rise in a short time without motivation from the closest people around him. Growing self-confidence is also not easy, because his mind is always haunted by guilt and sin every time. In fact, there are only regrets, disappointments and sadness. This is what makes a person unable to rise from the past. Not making mistakes a life lesson.

"I want to be your friend, Ra. Your best friend, just like Dyah. If allowed I want to get to know you more closely," Baihaqi reassured Rara.

Baihaqi's heart was already tethered. Not only was it rash and pity, but now Baihaqi wanted to care even more about Rara. His heart was moved just like that to help Rara, it felt so dear and wanted to better understand Rara.

Rara looked up her head at Baihaqi who was in front of her. Rara was quite surprised by Baihaqi's request which she thought was too fast. Only today they are acquainted, it is impossible that love and affection arise in a short time. In the past, it took Rara almost a year to accept Cantas, who also had many character differences.

With Baihaqi it would definitely be the same. Moreover, Baihaqi has had a family, would be very careful in snorting and acting.

"Why silence?" asked Baihaqi who was etia waiting for Rara's reply.

Rara herself still confused to answer what. It feels selfish to refuse before trying, but the difference in principle has clearly become a barrier so that this relationship will continue in seriousness.

"You're still not sure about me? I don't mind all your past, Ra. Bury all of your past that is interfering with your life. Now it's just me and you, and my hope will be us" Baihaqi said softly.

"But ..." Rara's words stopped because she was still confused and hesitant.

"But what? What makes you doubt? Are you not sure about me? I'm ready to wait until you're absolutely sure. I am ready to be your best friend first, before you can really accept me as someone who means something in your life" Baihaqi said.

Rara listened and listened to all the words spoken from Baihaqi. Rara took a deep breath and softened it. Honestly, his heart was still calm, there was still someone who would care about him. But, on the other hand, there are many differences between the two of them. One more thing that matters, Rara is afraid of being disappointed again. The problem of the heart is the main concern, if it is a matter of principle, maybe Rara can still tolerate and follow Baihaqi.

"We got to know first. Let fate take our relationship in which direction. It's not that easy for me to open my heart. There are a lot of things I have to consider for seriousness. Soon I give birth, it's a sign that I'm going to have children. Naturally, it would not be easy for Mas Baihaqi to accept the presence of my baby from another man. I'm whole soosk's husband and a responsible father, not just the love or material that I need but the comfort and warm relationship to fill each other up," said Rara explained at length slowly and calmly.

Rara tried to calm down and put on her best smile, the sweetest, full of sincerity to Baihaqi.

"I understand. I will try to be the best as long as you still want to approach, Ra," Baihaqi said slowly with a hopeful tone.

Rara nodded slowly, affirming with all Baihaqi's wishes. But, all that requires a process no need to rush or rush. It will be a bad assessment.

"We are friends, Mas. Just prove it, if indeed you are the one who was born to Rara," said Rara slowly.

Baihaqi nodded in understanding with Rara's desire which had become his unanimous decision.

"Alright, if that's all your decision, Ra. I can only wait and hope there will be a beautiful rainbow for my heart. Don't hesitate if you want to tell me or ask for advice. I'm glad that if you need me often, it's a sign that I'm needed in your life, Ra," Baihaqi told Rara.

"Yes Mas Bai. Rara will definitely trouble you a lot later," said Rara chuckled.

"I'm happy you're having trouble, Ra. I will take my time just to see your smile," said Baihaqi who chuckled, realizing his words were too much and like a young man in kasmaran.

They both look at. There is a message from Kedunay that cannot be spoken from the lips and only their hearts know what really happened. Feelings that continue to make them happy and can laugh freely when the problems that still continue to haunt their lives.

When those gazes met each other, they just threw smiles at each other without any words being said.

"You want to rest? Or eat again? Let me buy you again. Remember your health and the baby in your womb" Baihaqi said.

"I just want to rest. This conversation is quite draining my mind and heart. Let me calm things down for a moment" said Rara Lirih.