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Baihaqi was unable to sleep overnight and accompanied Rara who was constantly moaning in pain. Baihaqi very patiently looked after Rara and prepared all her needs.

"Rb ... Want to eat or drink?" baihaqi asked to ask Rara.

Rara just shook her head slowly.His sleep was already sideways to hold the heartburn in her stomach that suddenly.

Seeing Rara's state, Baihaqi could only pity without being able to do anything.

"You haven't eaten or drunk since, Ra. Look at your body looking limp and your lips have turned white from the dry, "so slowly Baihaqi spoke.

"I don't want anything. I just want my baby to be safe. I was afraid," said Rara Lirih followed by tears that suddenly just shed to her cheeks because of sadness.

"Don't cry, I'm here. You are not alone, Ra," Baihaqi said as she watched Rara with her own wajh begin to cry.

"You'll never know, Mom. How much pain I must experience. Maybe it's karma from God? Sometimes I feel why God is unfair to me, even I sell sincerely do good to anyone without expecting anything in return," lirih Rara with her face getting bent from disappointment and enduring the pain in her stomach that began to feel like squeezed back.

"Not that I don't know, Ra. I can feel what you're going through by watching you moan and holding your stomach as it is today, but maybe the difference is I can't do anything about you and can only see because I'm not who you are" Baihaqi said softly.

Rara confirmed Baihaqi's words by nodding slowly.

"Yes very right. Mas Bai ..." lirih Rara still with sideways position. Both of Rara's eyes were closed holding a dizzy in her head which suddenly also hurt.

"Yes Ra? What was? What do you need?" baihaqi asked quietly and stood up to approach Rara.

Already wanting the dawn time, Baihaqi's two eyes were still awake and there was no drowsiness in the slightest. Anxiety and panic overcame everything, which was confused and worried every time he saw Rara.

"I'm just afraid of losing my baby" Rara said slowly.

"Ra sure, everything will be fine," Baihaqi replied softly and soothingly to Rara's troubled heart.

"Mas Bai ..." call Rara again. There was something Rara wanted to say but Rara felt that she was not free to express it.

"Yes Ra, how is it? Say what you want to say and do not hesitate," explained Baihaqi slowly.

"If I don't feel pain anymore, and my baby's condition is fine, I ..." Rara's words stopped and did not continue.

Rara wants to hope with a promise, usually if you hope by confirming a promise that must be kept then everything will be fulfilled.

"What's? What Ra? What do you want?" asked Baihaqi slowly with curiosity.

"I want us to get to know each other more closely," said Rara then opened her eyes and eyed Baihaqi who looked surprised by Rara's request.

"Did I not hear wrong? Please Ra, you're okay, right? This pain is also only temporary, is Ra aware?!" said Baihaqi who was getting panicked.

Baihaqi regarded Rara's words like the wind. His repeated rejection by Rara made Baihaqi increasingly convinced by his feeling that Rara was in her subconscious, so all of his remarks were false and false.

Rara looked sincerely at Baihaqi. Rara was confident in her decision this time. Perhaps Baihaqi was the man whom God had sent down for him to emulate. Since the fallout of these bullae, Baihaqi still cares and is available at all times for Rara.

The look on Baihaqi's face did not show happiness but instead expressed sadness and disappointment because Baihaqi knew it would never be a reality. His love for Rara only has her own without being well-welcomed.

"Why silence?" rara asked as she stared fixedly at Baihaqi.

Baihaqi returned Rara's sorrowful gaze. No matter what the look on his face meant, Baihaqi did not want to expect much about his expectations.

"I don't want to dream anymore" Baihaqi said softly.

"You're not dreaming. I want to make all those dreams come true for you, and for us" Rara said slowly. Both of his eyes looked very sincere and honest.

Baihaqi stared intently at Rara's two eyes. Quite surprised even astonished by our words that are spoken easily with the tiny rir Rara.

"Rb ... You're conscious, aren't you?" ask Biahaqi who still does not believe in all this.

Rara nodded her head slowly.

"I'm sober, Mas. Even I was honest and did not mess with my words," said Rara slowly.

"Not that I don't believe it, but only then did you make it clear about this relationship. It is impossible in a few hours that your decision has changed so easily" Baihaqi said slowly.

"Mas Bai, don't believe me? I have to prove my point in what way?" ask Rara slowly.

"It's not Ra. Moment .... Ekhm .... What's your reason?" ask Baihaqi slowly.

"My reason? I just want to be owned by a good man like you," said Rara slowly.

Honestly speaking, there was no feeling of affection let alone love within Rara for Baihaqi. But Baihaqi's kindness and sincerity made Rara realize that men like Baihaqi were the ones she had been looking for all along.

A man who is not only kind, friendly and gentle. But also a responsible man and always there and ready in all circumstances and conditions.

"Your excuse is just that? Why not show that you really want me? I don't want to force women to accept my love. It is enough that I love him and I do not expect anything in return for it" Baihaqi said.

"Mas Bai, I'm serious about this. Please understand me?" rara said without giving up.

"I understand. Give me your reasons? Reason that makes sense, Ra? How to live a relationship if one of them does not love even just to live with compulsion," Baihaqi asked back to Rara.

"Isn't love able to grow out of habit? I will try it, at least I have admired your attitude and all your nature, Mas," Rara said to Baihaqi.

Rara tried to convince Baihaqi with all the explanations she thought were very logical. While Baihaqi could not accept something unacceptable with good health.

"I don't want Ra. loving is hard, not easy. Especially if someone does not mean anything, it will all be difficult" said Baihaqi slowly.

"Mas Bai, try to believe me. Please, give me a chance to love you. Teach me to accept you sincerely" said Rara slowly.

Baihaqi shook her head slowly. Baihaqi just kept quiet and did not answer Rara.