DOOR NO.7

Eps. 7 - I'm here

Without feeling, I have also worked here for a month. Drowsiness, fatigue, and fear have become my friends every day. I got my first paycheck. I remember, my first salary was only one million and eight hundred. But I'm using it all. Enough anyway because there is no need to pay for expenses, meals have been packed at work, most made for personal needs only.

"Ciee's out of pay"

Fito's been teased on the phone

"Alhamdulillah dear, neng has payday"

"Couldn't get your own money?"

"But baby, thank you a, it can't be like this without the support of aa"

"Same dear, remember aa message, do not be wasteful and have to save"

"Yes dear"

"Ohya, honey, can you talk?"

"what is it, baby?"

"Honestly, it's hard, baby, but it has to be a story from now on"

"What's the story, what's the matter"

"So like this.."

Fito was silent for a moment, I knitted my forehead

"Why baby, say it"

"Emmmh, so here's how yesterday I finished my mama's phone in the field"

"Oh, how are you doing with Dad?"

"Thank God their tidings are good"

"Thank God, keep going on and say what you said"

"Same daddy kangen same aa"

"Ohh, I guess what dear. It is natural to miss his name as well as his parents. I haven't been home in a long time"

"Dear, sweetie, you're sleeping, it's night. You come in tomorrow morning, and you're three in the morning. You're gabby gadang"

"Aaaaa gamau neng still misses aa"

"Yaudah if we still miss talking until sleepy ya"

Seneng was finally caught.

"What's that ring on the forehead"

I immediately swiftly rubbed my forehead.

"Where dear, what kind of cudgel ko"

"Guild his forehead to the camera"

I also follow Fito's orders

"Emmuuuuuaaaaaaaachh, I love you dear"

I smiled a little and replied

"Love you too"

Tonight was a great miss. A longing that cannot be treated with words.

Ever since my presence was cherished, ever since my heart was secured, I was no longer interested in the universe of treats.

If asked why?

The answer is in the first sentence.

And tonight I was wrapped up in a small talk full of jokes.

God, I am so happy to be a part of his life, I am happy to be someone special in his heart, no matter what gratitude I have to express. So far I'm comfortable with him and really don't want to lose him. Take care of him for me, God. Amynine

...******...

Such a beautiful morning, I must have prepared a cake to be delivered to the House of Representatives, the order must have arrived at 6 o'clock in Senayan. Even though I was working now, my time for fito was still the same, I always took 6am to wake him up. I love pura permission to go to the bathroom to build Fito.

One time the phone was not picked up

The phone was not picked up twice

Three calls, he picked up

"Bagy my darling"

"emmmmhhh morning"

His voice was clearly heard.

"Wake up, it's 6 in the morning. Cepetan is ready, do not forget to eat breakfast too. At 7 o'clock I have to be at work"

"Dear this is wake up. Thank you, baby, for waking up aa"

"Same dear, neng continued work again well"

" Oh baby, the spirit of work is dear, I love you"

"love you too"

The phone was also turned off. I continued the unfinished work.

It feels like you can spend time with each other when the situation is busy. I've heard a word of motivation, if it's not wrong :

"It should be able to distinguish the person who spends time with you, and the person who is with you in free time"

And fortunately, we are both the same people taking time out of each other.

...*****...

Time goes by very quickly.

The bustle of life in Jakarta is not far from the word traffic jam, expensive living costs and also the people who bodo subatan.

Today April and kiki leave leave to return to Java because there are their brothers who will get married.

I was also surprised, how new work a month has got a leave permit.

But the boss is good ko, at the age that began to enter the twilight he did not want complicated with a problem.

He always obeyed what his employees wanted.

That is the reason why its employees are at home for many years working here.

I pondered, if there were no them, who would I be? while inhabited by three alone is quite haunted, let alone me alone.

"Ki, when are you coming home?"

Kiki sneered

"Awas loh later there was the sound of people bathing and going down the stairs, continue malem malem there are more people picking sapodilla"

April said, I'm a little dickheaded

"What the hell, don't nakutin ah"

and they laughed with satisfaction.

Yes, I also stayed at the villa alone for some time while waiting for their return.

I told all of them to Fito.

"A, kiki same April wants to go home tomorrow"

"Who's in the villa?"

Ask fito

"Neng himself. But neng is not afraid"

"Yaudah baby, I love aa temenin neng every night. Neng gausah is afraid"

I'm still quiet.

"Why are you silent? there's aa"

"Jude, dear"

I am more into the fold. How else do you want..

"Back of work don't forget to buy food first yahh"

"Yes dear"

The next day, kiki and April return home for one week.

It was a long time ago that they had booked bus tickets.

I'm still pondering. Do I sleep well at night?

Arrrhhhhhhh vows not dear..

"Honey your friend has returned home? ko deserted?"

Ask fito.

Fito does know that I live in a villa three, because every fito nelfon always has kiki and april.

"Aa, neng himself. neng takuuut"

Slightly spoiled with glassy eyes, honestly is really scared.

"Honey don't be afraid, there will be aa here nemenin neng"

"It's a long way, baby"

"But neng can see aa, can hear the sound of aa"

I'm silent too. I don't know what I should do. While the state of the villa is getting worse and worse

"Neng has ordered food yet at Gofood?"

"Yet"

"Yes, dear ammpun, why not daritadi neng pesen eat. I have already remembered. What about laper? it's 11 o'clock in the night, do you dare to come down?"

I was crying too, burying my head under the pillow. It was like hearing a strange sound outside.

"Why is his head covered with that pillow? Kan aa gabisa see neng's face"

"The gang is afraid"

I said in a spoiled tone, like a child his mother had left behind

"Honey, yesterday aa fell in the pool of water, his body until dirty tau"

He tried to comfort me, I kept quiet. I was a coward from a long time ago.

"That's why he didn't bring a change of clothes, so he was forced to work dirty shit, because he wanted to go home far away first"

Instead of laughing, I cried. It was like hearing the sound of feet. Sounds clear, even clearer. It really is just a person or my feelings.

"Neng why? don't make me panic"

"The bell is afraid, there's the sound of the legs"

"His ugly mind was thrown away"

That night why I was parno. Gimana gak parno, the villa that has not been filled for a long time, the lights are not bright enough, and many shady trees planted in the courtyard of the villa make the villa atmosphere like uninhabited. Moreover, hearing every story from people who first lived in this villa.

"Neng, dear Istighfar, don't forget his prayers are read as well"

I was still crying and moved around the corner. I see fito's getting panicked. And I didn't think he was crying too, because I was worried about my situation here.

"Honey, aa sorry, aa gabisa nemenin neng, aa gabisa keep neng, and aa not always there for neng when neng again scared gini"

"Aa neng scared, tau gini neng rent a rame place of lodging"

"Darling, a telfon ivan first yeah"

"Ivan who?"

"Ivan sodara aa, he's in Jakarta. Aa told ivan to go there for nemenin neng"

"No, no, no"

"Aa ga can't look at the crybaby so rich. I'm panicking you know"

We cried together tonight. Just this time I saw a weeping fito, and I also felt his considerable worry

"Honey, it's already 1 pm, neng sleep yes, enter the morning right?"

"Yes in at 5 am now"

"Jaudah neng bobo, take the blanket and sleep. Aa ga sleeping ko, aa keep neng"

"Aa work tomorrow morning, what if aa mishap"

"Father dear, it's aa's business. The important thing tonight is a want to see a good bobo neng and bad luck work"

I cried, looking at the good man I had never touched. Every day I see only his face is blocked by a mobile phone screen.

To me he's no ordinary man, he's an angel God sent to look after me, he's a wing when I almost fall from a height, he's a body that always looks after me, tonight my fear turned into a deep yearning.

I wanted to hug the man across the street, I wanted to hold his hand, rub his cheek and say I loved him so much.

And tonight we are as good as not sleeping, we strengthen each other. He accompanied me in fear, and I accompanied him in worry.