
The night wind was so cold that it pierced my bones, I sat behind the window staring at the star that began to disappear into the night. Only the sound of the wall clock constantly spinning accompanied every second that was in rhythm with the heartbeat.
Tonight I couldn't sleep, my mind drifted somewhere.
But this heart is always fixed on the one name at the other end.
I want to be a little nostalgic about my very complicated love story, full of drama and also full of sharp thorns in every memory.
Which in it there is a story that makes me feel deeply in every story, washed away in every room.
And my story begins with one man coming into my life.
He changed everything. And the beginning of the story begins in 2019.
Oh yeah, introduce my name kelly, I'm a little brassy, possessive and grumpy woman. Maybe all the traits in me seem negative, but from this nature grew the sincere affection of a man who is patient, loving and also kind.
I was a single parent at 21, I got married young at 18.
Not because of a disgrace that made me have to marry young, but because of the circumstances in my family.
Yes, I was born to a simple family, my father was a trader in the market while my mother was only a housewife, my education was also just a high school graduation, I am happy to be part of this family.
About why I should get divorced maybe that would be my secret, and I'm pretty prejudiced to God.
There is a good plan for every failure.
The wind tonight is quite cold, maybe it would be better if accompanied by warm tea.
Understandably, highland bandung so very minimal to get warmth at night.
My mind goes back to when I first met her through an adult dating app.
He sent me a message :
"Hay good night"
Who is it, I asked in my heart.
Honestly, the first time I saw always his profile and biography, I checked his picture, hemm pretty hehe
"Yes night too"
A little judes, understand the name of the girl is always selling expensive haha
"Can contacts?"
"Can"
"I'm Fito, you?"
"I'm kelly"
"Oh, can you ask for his WA number?"
"By, nih 08*******1"
And then we moved to Whatsapp.
"You're a real bandung?"
"Well, I'm a real bandung, if you?"
"I'm a native of the field, only there is more work in Kalimantan"
"Oh far away too yeah"
"Near ko, here's proof we can talk"
And we were swept away in small talk as new people know.
We haven't opened up to each other yet, but I'm already open to my status.
I don't want any lies that end up disappointing others.
Anyway he does not problem it all, because for him the status is not important, so live if it is suitable.
At first I was a little strange, since the introduction he did not stop calling, saying good morning, noon, night, do not forget to eat and other things that smell approach.
He also often asked for video calls, chatting until late at night even when he slept the phone should not be turned off.
And I also long felt tied up without a relationship.
I go wherever he needs to know, hemm as much as he??
But who is not who.
But I don't mind about it, I still enjoy my world as always.
With my single parent status, I re-entered my former world.
I often come home late at night and I feel so free.
That night I was karaoke with my friend, again engrossed in karaoke, arrived fito nelfon.
I don't want to pick up the phone, and honestly I'm getting uncomfortable.
"The phone has a phone"
"Just let's go"
Answer me
"Aren't you lifting?"
"Thong ah males"
I still enjoy the charm of the night with a happy heart, gather with friends and also their respective partners, so it is only natural that I ignore the phone from him.
At 02pm, we went home sleepy.
My head's dizzy, then fito nelfon again.
"Well, why is nelfonin mulu"
Because dizzy hearing the sound of HP continues to sound, I also lift the phone.
"Hallo"
I said in a slightly cobbled tone.
"Yes hello, where are you going? why didn't you pick up my phone from earlier?"
"I was karaoke with my friend"
"Oh good, karaoke until 2pm"
"It's up to me, why interfere"
"God, you're a girl, if you why is anyone responsible?"
"Eh fito, horrifying yes we are new to know, met never before, why busy taking care of my life?"
"Alright if that's what you want. I just know. I'm waiting for you at 2pm because I'm afraid you're why"
Then she turned off her phone.
And to be honest at that time I was upset because of his excessive nature.
And it didn't take long, he was on the phone again.
"Kel, you're good, aren't you? I'm worried"
"I'm good, it's too over shito gausah"
"I'm not over, is it natural that I'm worried?"
"Worried that you're overreacting, we're just winning nothing more."
"I know we're victorious, but can't a minister talk about kindness?"
"Don't make me more upset. I want to sleep!"
And for the second time I turned off the phone without a salutation.
From the first I did not like the guy who mostly nelfon and also forbid a lot, that's why I began to feel the same ilfeel him.
I also fell asleep with the condition of the clothes have not been replaced, have not had time to wash my face.
"Kel, kelly get up"
The sound of people waking up, I saw it was my brother. I quickly checked the clock on my HP, apparently at 9 am.
"Dugem yah?"
"Karoke with temen"
Answer me
"Oh my goodness, karaoke until 2pm. If you're rich, don't stay here. Stay with your grandmother"
Yeah, ever since I got divorced, I've been living in my sister's house.
"Yes tea, this is tea. I mummified at mulu's house"
"It's hard to talk to you!!
yup, never shaved."
I got out of bed and took a shower, got hungry and ate. I'm trying to see if there were 12 missed calls and dozens of messages, I saw it turned out from the fito. I opened all the messages.
"Bagi"
"Bangguan"
"Hallo"
"Not woke up yet?"
"Thank my phone"
Blablabl..
I just read doang.
I didn't mind that message.
Until he finally called.
"Hallo"
Fito opened the conversation. His voice sounded soft.
"Yes hello"
"Have you woken up?"
"Not yet"
"Who's this?"
"That has HP"
"Eat"
Answer's simple
"You just woke up?"
"yes"
Nih nanya many people, I grumbled in my heart.
"Jam 10 just woke up, not lost dong dapet morning sunlight?"
"What's fito?"
I cut the question
"Gapapa kangen aja"
We also dissolved in small talk, he ngingetin again if the girl can not wander malem malem, wake up must be morning, can not be lazy, and the end is more to the lecture. I was just horrified until finally the rice on my plate ran out and did not realize it added again.
"What kind of work is Kalimantan?"
I began to dare to ask about his profession, because there was no more talk.
"I work at PT. palm, but the warehouse"
"hhh, has it been a long time in Kalimantan?"
"2 Years old too"
"yes, that was a long time ago"
"yes, that's good"
Because there is nothing to discuss, I also say to turn off the phone.
But he's holding it.
"Wait a minute, then I saw your story update mobile legend game yes, you like maen ML game too?"
"Well, why do you like it?"
"Later night mabar yu"
"Yes if I don't go out"
"Don't go out, mendingan we gadang maen game aja yuk. What's your rank?"
"Newly epic 3"
"I carry it until you are mythic"
Daaaaan we also talked more and more about the game, a phenomenal game that still exists today.
He told me that his favorite hero was Odette, and he had entered the local top of Kalimantan, namely west kotawaringin.
And I also do not want to lose if my favorite hero Change, the local top of west Bandung.
We boasted of each other, until finally our chat was closed because Fito had to continue working.
...*****...
As I said before, the weather is cold, especially at night.
And tonight it rained pretty hard.
Wow it's good if you eat meatballs, there happens to be a Ujang mang passing by.
"Buying meatballs a serving of pedasss"
"woke ready"
Mang ujang is a traveling meatballs, he routinely every 8 pm through the front of the house..
Kriing.
The phone call, I saw it was a fito.
"Hay kell again what"
"I'm eating meatballs again"
"You dong, there are no meatballs here, around all the palm trees"
"You're selling meatballs who knows how to sell"
We laughed last night.
"Oh yeah, so maen game together no?"
"It's raining, afraid of lag, minions I think enemies later"
"Yaudah if we custom aja yuk by one"
"Hayoo who's afraid"
And we're logiiinn...
Enter custom room
-ghobii_lord
(inviting you to play custom)
"Would you like to use a hero, Kell?"
"I can't possibly tell you"
"i've used fighters and you're free"
My brain plays wild, I guess what hero can be made by one.
After I select all users, I finally select user asassin si Hayabusa
The game began...
eng ing -....!!!
And it turns out he used the hero Aldous (fighter)
Anjrit, my mind is in my heart.
Inimah maen game gabby in lamain, must push cepet cepet, because aldous hero lategame.
Make the hobby maen this game must understand ya.
And we started fighting in the land of down.
WELCOME THE MOBILE LEGEND...
Five Seconds till the enemy reaches the battlefield smash them!
All troops deployed...
That's what early celebrations thought in the game. This game does teach a good way of cooperation, position, and also hidden. Moreover, asassin do not slowhand, a little slow can be hit.
We play by one by activating the voice, I heard Fito laughing.
"Ngapain laughing?"
"funny, you keep pushing"
"Let's just say, if I don't push first late game I can mampus dong marked aldos mulu"
So seriously playing the game until forgetting meatballs have not been eaten.
The rain was getting heavier and the sound was quite noisy in the ear.
We continued the game until it was 3-2.
Aldous lost because he ran out of shield tower. The tower destroyed me all hahaha... It seems he does not accept if he loses, and he says hero push lah, misty tower mulu, blablablabla, bodo is very important to win hihihi...
We also play the game only once, because the signal does not support. The name is also an online game, the signal is not tight do not expect to win.
Then our conversation continued through video call.
"Kell I'm not really feeling well anymore"
"Can I?"
"Maybe the soybeans because the goods entered the warehouse quite a lot earlier"
"Oh, have you taken your medicine?"
"Udah ko, this afternoon treatment to the deket dekempas work"
"Your eyes are rich red, like Argus' eyes"
Argus is a hero fighter in mobile legend.
"Your eyes are also round, similar to cyclops eyes"
"Your silence is wide, just as rich as balmond"
I don't want to lose any more.
"Hiya hiya, yaudah you are beautiful rich odette"
"Hiiii thanks lancelooooot"
And we laughed last night.
"Can we do the same as hobby maen ML game?"
"ML games are phenomenal games, surely many have this game"
"Hehe my intention is to gombalin even be tipped that way"
"You rest, it's 11 p.m. You're working tomorrow"
"Judah I'm taking a break, but I'm asking the phone not to turn off"
"Why?"
"I want to sleep with you"
"yeah"
I also obey her wishes.
Until he finally slept.
I saw how he slept.
His face was exhausted, and he was sick. I looked at his face again, asking at a glance in my heart.
Who is this? he's a distant person and I'm not sure if I'll see him, he's a stranger but so far he's been paying more attention. It reminds me a lot of kindness and always reminds me of positivity.
Instantly my heart began to drift in feelings, until finally we fell asleep in the internet connection is still connected.