DOOR NO.7

PART 29 - SORRY

Afternoon in mid-August. The air was quite cold and the sky was starting to cloud, it seemed like this afternoon it was going to rain.

And sure enough, this afternoon it rained quite heavily.

I immediately closed the windows and doors of the room, because if not closed splashes of rain water like to enter and wet the mattress.

I immediately made a warm tea, there happened to be bread as well.

Hemm, add aroma and delicious taste this afternoon.

Ceilehh.......

Every hour and even minute I always check email, do not forget to look for locker info as well. Hope and always hope that there will be luck this time.

The first batch of tea is quite warm to this body, the rain falls more and more until it produces a fairly noisy sound in the ear.

It feels good with music.

I also play music that is automatically connected to the blootooth.

The song I played this afternoon was dewa19 kangen.

Slowly follow that song..

I received your letter I read

And I get it

How much you will miss me

In the day you were together again....

You asked me when I'd be back

You said you couldn't resist the turmoil in your chest

The burning ones hold the feeling

Our meeting will be later

When with you...

All your missive words are making me helpless

Resist the sense of wanting to meet

Trust me, I miss you too

I'm going home

Take off all longing

The pent-up.......

Wow, the song is really good..

And it didn't take long, someone opened the door. It's joko.

"Want to go on a test run?"

His head was nipped behind the bedroom door.

"Huh? Ujan?"

"Yes come on"

"The rich little boy. Hengga ah, fear of cave pain"

"Don't be, come on, let's test it together"

Joko forced.

"Who is it?"

"Biasaalah"

"What's lucky what's a test run?"

"Udah come here come with us mop balcony"

"So I'm sick of responsibility yeah"

"It's quiet....."

I am also interested in Joko's offer. Gapapa has also not tested for a long time. I also immediately changed clothes, fitting out yudi, ojak, dede and joko again cool playing slide on the floor. I laughed amusedly.

"Jeez, rich little boy swear"

"Seru know here"

I'm still standing at the door. Seeing their ridiculous behavior. Then I also ruffled my waist.

"So your goal is rain rain rain just to play the slide?"

"Yes mama"

Answer the ticklish.

The rain was getting heavier, the 3rd floor balcony was indeed filled with water kicks. I was pulled together for a slide on the floor. Honestly, I did this ridiculous act 15 years ago.

Ojak do a fairly tight slide until it stops at the end of the wall.

I also sat and clenched my two calves. Then my back is pushed the same way.

Rich maen skateboard hahaa....

Ko can ya I'm interested in their behavior?

"So this is what you mean by balcony?"

I said

"Yes this, in the pel put calf"

We all laughed out loud. This afternoon was quite fun indeed. After 1 hour we enjoy the slide, the rain began to subside. We went back to our own rooms.

I shower and change clothes. After that I went straight to Yudi's room.

"Yud, give me coffee"

"There is, brew it"

"All I make"

Ojak yelled in his room.

"It's about the food of the denger mulu him"

Yudi said softly. I immediately opened 2 packets of sachetan coffee and poured hot water in the dispenser.

"Kel, can I not?"

Ask yudi

"Moran?"

I said with a sip of coffee

"Lu's the same as Marcel?"

"Yes a canoe, no"

"Don't lie"

"Gosh no"

"Honest"

"For God's sake"

"Related?"

"Gue I swear, why the hell?"

"Yes gapapa, lately I noticed you with a mute with him"

"Is there anything strange about me continuing with him? Marcel equals ko rich you on"

"It's a special marcel and we're original that's it"

"Martabak at first"

"Next week we want on holiday to the end of the tile. You're not coming?"

"So. Don't have a cave fund"

"Well, dugem together, go together, coffee together, have you ever been asked for money?"

I also grinned wide. Come come suddenly.

"Where's my coffee?"

Rhyme by wiping his hair using a towel.

"Well, you're a coffee item, I'm a cappucino"

"Add dong cave items"

"Jeez, just realized it"

Yudi sneered.

Our togetherness was cut off because of the sound of adzan magrib. We went to each other's boarding houses.

"Thanks for the coffee"

I said as I walked away........

...*****...

That night Marcel had a call, he said he wanted my innocence today. I also allow.

I tried to get out of the room if the 4 children were there, and apparently their room was still sealed.

Then tonight I was alone in the room. Luckily, marcel came here.

20 Minutes later marcel came, tonight marcel was wearing a red shirt and black shorts. Honestly, this time I saw Marcel wearing a shirt, usually marcel wear a shirt.

"Where are they?"

Marcel asked with his helmet off.

"Don't know, it's quiet there aren't them"

I said with a glance at the doors of rooms 8 and 9.

"I brought you food"

"Geez, thanks cel"

"The same"

I also store the plastic contents of the food near the balcony wall.

"Tonight it's cold"

Marcel said

"Yes, this afternoon we finished testing cel. It rained again"

"Yes, the land of the coachman is also the same as the rain"

He said with a small smile.

"Give me the food"

"He, yes, yes, yes. Still full of it"

"Oh yaudah, make the food"

I nodded too.

"No one wants me to talk about it..."

"What tuh?"

"I like you?"

Honestly, I'm not surprised. But more to the usual. I'm lazy to hear a word like this again.

"Well, how can you?"

"Yes, I like you, kel, is that weird?"

"Ohh, if you like, thank you. Nothing is strange"

"Loh, I love you"

Marcel began to change his seat. He looked me in the eyes slowly.

"Dear as what?"

"Not just as a temen, not as a temen decet"

I scrunched my forehead and raised my right eyebrow.

"meaning?"

"Would we not have this relationship?"

I smiled a little and looked down.

"Where? wanna?"

"I'm sorry about you cel before. Honestly, for now I'm still traumatized"

"Trauma why?"

"I used to have a girlfriend, but cut off just the right again unfortunately. It's really sick and it hasn't healed yet"

"Didn't you give me a chance to heal that wound?"

I'm silent too. There was ambition in his eyes.

"What's just because you get hurt with one guy you become numb to another guy?"

"Not so cel, I don't want to be disappointed again. I don't want to grow new wounds"

"Don't suggest first, kel. Remember not all men are the same"

"Well I know"

"Keep what makes you have to be alone?"

"Want to try to improve yourself first cel. There's a lot less in me"

"Can't I try to fix you? and you also fixed me? we're not perfect"

"Yes I know cel"

"So you don't want us to have this relationship?"

"We are friends with Cel. You're special ko"

Marcelpun.

"Jaudah no papa. The important thing is that I'm honest that I love you"

"Thank you so much that you love me. Thanks for your attention too. I never lost your kindness. And I hope not because of this you're angry with me"

"I'm not a kid. This is already a consequence in a relationship. Dare to fall in love, dare to also fall ill"

"I'm sorry, I'm a coward. I don't dare fall in love anymore"

"No papa kok kel. Yaudah ate the food first, cold hunting is not good"

Marcel opened the food plastic. I looked slowly into Marcel's eyes. I'm sorry Cel broke the rose that started to grow, I'm sorry I let your heart down.

But I'd rather make a decision now than later.

Honestly, disappointed because of the loss of fito still imprint. I never knew why it could be like this. I have never met him. The relationship was only 9 months.

But why the wound that fito gave is still gaping.

Is it because I am still curious about the real figure?

I don't know, obviously I don't love the same fito anymore.

The hope of meeting was no longer there..

But the effects of it all, still imprint until now.