DOOR NO.7
Eps. 15 - Not to be jealous
"You're why neng keeps making up a terrible story"
Fito comments on my WA story, because I made a terrible story.
It's as if she's finally sensitized, too.
"Gapapa ko"
"Sorry lately aa rarely give word, aa like so resign work"
"Oh, no more thinking?"
"No, I don't think so"
"Keep out what's new work"
"Not yet, aa is also dizzy. Going back to the field there's no money either"
I'm silent for a moment. Honestly, I can tell you what solutions other than having to survive in the old work.
"Can I ask you?"
"Can"
"Before aa ever made a mistake until aa hated coworkers?"
"It's also wrong aa what"
"Hemm yaudah if it has become a decision aa. Neng support whatever the next step aa"
I don't think like that, although recently the fito has changed.
I'm pretty prejudiced, maybe he's having a lot of trouble at work.
As a good boyfriend, my job is only to give full encouragement and support. Hopefully what the decision is, that's the best.
"When did I start resigning?"
"It looks like it's over this month"
"Where do you plan to go when you resign?"
"She's going to her cousin's house. For a while stay there"
"Oh dear jaudah"
Tonight, I saw that his eyes had a lot of trouble.
"Have you eaten?"
I asked
"Not yet"
"Eat first baby, later aa sick how"
"Let's do it, my head is dizzy"
"Geez, baby, are you sick?"
He's nodding. Fito if it hurts, his eyes are always red.
"His fever is coming back?"
"Yes"
"Jude sleep, rest"
"Yaudah aa sleep but don't turn off her HP well"
I comply. Fito started to fix the bed and then he dropped his body on the mattress and pulled the blanket.
"Don't forget to read the prayer"
Fito raised his hand and prayed, after which he rubbed both hands against his face. The sign of his prayer is done.
Our habit before going to bed is always to kiss the forehead, kiss both cheeks, bring the nose closer to the camera, and lastly kiss the lips.
Even though it is blocked by the camera, it is still comfortable.
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Sensitive it's normal that she's a darling
Possessiveness is natural when he loves
What is not normal and natural is to prohibit someone from being jealous and negative thoughts.
Maybe it was a word that was always forbidden when I started to get jealous of him who was chattan, who was the same phone and other things.
It indicates that I love him very much. But he doesn't understand that.
"What are you jealous of?
"Busy online but my chatt was answered long ago"
"I'm just listening to the group at my job"
"So my chatt you ignored?"
"If chatt I'm just making a fight better gausah chatt"
"Well, what I do is always wrong these days. I have no right to be jealous. So don't blame me if one day my feelings become ordinary"
"Whatever"
"What's? you said whatever?"
"Dad"
"I'm most gasuka the word horror is up"
"What do I need to do? you're a rich little boy"
"You said I was a kid?"
"Yes you are a rich little boy!"
I'm silent for a moment. His comments this time really made my heart ache.
"Can a child be jealous?
Can't a child demand news?"
"I told you I was busy!!"
"What should be this busy? forgetting? ignoring?"
"Conscious dong, you also yesterday ensured me all day. Am I angry?"
"I'm silencing you for a reason. I'm brooding over the fate of our relationship that your parents don't like"
Fito silent. Listening to what has been my burden.
"I'm looking for a solution to this relationship. You disappeared without notifying me at all. You're always online but my chatt is not also you reply, every time I call you are always on another call. Is that how you stay away??"
"I'm my mom in the village. I said I'd quit my job"
Fito explained. But still something stuck in my heart.
"Parent phones should be at 1pm?"
"What do you want now?"
"I don't want anything. I want if there's anything don't suck rich gini"
"Yaudah I'm sorry"
We are equally silent. Let the emotions between us decrease.
"Please don't make this relationship any more complicated"
Fito opened the conversation.
"I don't make it complicated. Can't I be jealous?
Have I ever suspected anything?"
"I never suspected you!!"
"You forgot that night I was playing to my boarding school? you are not only suspicious but you have already accused me!!"
"..................."
Heniing, there's no answer...
"I'm giving this relationship to you. It's free if we don't open up to each other. I am a child who wants a lot. I'm sorry."
This time I apologized.
Lately the fito is often angry, sensitive and always considers me the culprit of the problem. I never knew how much I had it wrong. The fito has really changed.
That's how I feel..
I call him rarely he picks up, I chatt rarely he replies too. Maybe he was bored?
I pondered and began to correct part by part the words I said.
Maybe something is wrong.
But if his heart is not good, as well as people care and love, it is always considered not good.
Tonight I let him fall asleep with his problem, tonight I let him fall asleep with his anger. And I hope that tomorrow he wakes up with a beautiful smile and a sincere heart.
Yeah, I hope........
