DOOR NO.7

Eps. 10 - Kangeen kayang

That night I looked behind the stairs, I had thought to meet fito in the middle between Kalimantan and Jakarta. Honestly, the more days of this miss the more piled up, the container I prepared to store this miss it feels more and more full day. I took a slow breath letting the night breeze hit my face.

Not so poetic or easy to save the affection, so far the fito is always sufficient what women need. Be it born or inward.

Fito is rarely angry, he relents a lot and is indeed more mature than me.

We are 6 years different, so it's only natural that sometimes I like to be spoiled to ask for attention and so on.

I'm waiting for the fito nelfon at 10.

Fito was often overtime at work, so it was relaxing time for us to chat at midnight.

And sure enough, fito nelfon

"Good night, unfortunately, aa"

"Night too dear"

"Neng again what? ko's alone. That's where else?"

"Neng again sat on a staircase"

"Why is his face pouting?"

"Father dear"

"What's wrong?

What's the matter?

Let's tell the same story aa"

He's a sensitive person, just a little look my face grim or manyun he always nanya.

"Father dear, neng kangen aja same aa"

"It's not just ko kangen, it's the same"

I smiled a little with empty eyes

"It has one song for neng"

"What a pity"

"His song Didi kangen kite, but on the same cover Nufi wardhana"

"Did you like singing songs? Didi deflated the javanese. What do you know about the lyrics of the song?"

"Kan on the cover dear, the lyrics were changed to Indonesian"

"Oh, try to listen to how the song is"

Then he sang a little song lyrics. Here are the lyrics :

~Which heart can withstand longing

~At a long time I can't sleep well

~No heart is untouched

~Tak meet a day taste sewindu

~Trust me, strengthen your heart

~LOVER WAIT I'LL BE HOME..

I smiled and my tears fell. I wiped my tears, but my tears were getting louder. The song lyrics represent my feelings right now.

"Neng why cry?"

"Neng kangen sama aa, neng want to meet aa, when can we meet?"

Nadaku rises with ambition

"The patient gang. We will also meet ko. The last lyrics. Wait for me to go home"

Tonight, I let it be quiet.

I let the phone duration run. I'm still sitting here, hoping that the person I'm looking at through the HP screen comes to see me and hugs me tightly.

Then I downloaded the song..

Slowly I listen to the song again

~ Your message I received last afternoon

I have read what is your request..

You touched my heart, with your writing

Doesn't feel like I'm dripping my tears~

~If this body could fly

I want to go home quickly..

But circumstances cannot be blamed

My love wait I'll be home~

~Which heart can withstand longing

When far away it is impossible to sleep well

There is no heart untouched

Not meeting a day of sewindu

Trust me, strengthen your heart

Lover wait I'll go home~

It is undeniable indeed, every year this miss comes, enough this song that represents everything.

The heart is easily touched by a song whose lyrics are very fitting with our current situation.

KANGEN KAYANG..

I always play until I like this song

"The song is really good, until I memorize the lyrics"

Said kiki, who was busy with his HP

"What time?"

Much

"Yes, it's a song for someone who misses the return of his lover"

"Ko sampe tau that, listen to ya haha"

"Well, every minute people play"

We laughed, indeed today I and kiki work holiday, only April entered.

"How long has it been dating the Bornean?"

"Just like, it's only been eight months"

"Have you ever met?"

I shook my head.

"Hemm, how does it feel to be dating but have never met?"

Kiki asked in a curious tone

"Yes very special"

"Special where? what if I meet his feet there is no one"

"That's called special. Haven't met her body yet but can love each other"

Kiki applauded, like giving an award.

"Why applause?"

"Salut aja anyway. Eight months spent the same time as people who had never known their true physicality"

"I don't see the physicality"

"Continue what do you see other than that?"

Kiki approached and picked up the cassava chips that were beside her

"Nothing I see, but everything I feel"

"Can you have a kepo?"

"Moran?"

I asked while taking the cassava chips. Hemm was a little out of his throat, and I threw out the chips.

"Open the hell ki, chips have been alot also still eaten"

"This can buy yesterday, maybe all night in the wind. Yeudah throw it away"

"issshhhh throw it away"

"Yes hiya"

He grinned while throwing away those cassava chips. I kept watching his behavior.

"So I haven't answered my question yet"

"Which one?"

"Well, can't he?"

"What papo?"

"No intention of finding an affair so there's a pocket two?"

"How do you mean?"

I scrunched my forehead

"I mean gini, pocket two is backup"

"Hemm, I don't have rich intentions. I let it all go as it is. Faithful there's no harm either"

"Yes that means gini, we are not too loyal and expect too much. I wish I could, but don't be too ambitious"

"I have no ambition ki, the most ambitious when I'm nahan kangen aja"

"I salute you, I'll go like you. I also have a guy, I've been dating him for two years.

Before I worked, I met him a lot, and when I worked for LDR.

I really can't do it"

"Can't do why?"

"Yes, if you do not meet, fear he cheated, this is, that's, anyway a lot of bad thoughts deh"

I smiled a little at all the kiki curses.

This time I was a loyal listener. So the point is when we are in love, we should not put our expectations too high.

Especially people who we have never known what the original is like.

And. it's true...

But, I want to live what I should be doing right now.

Hearing advice does not hurt either, especially from a friend. But all back to each other. And here I am, still steadfast with the journey of romance.