
It doesn't feel like it's in early March. Our relationship has been going on for 7 months.
Although it is still corn, but we still enjoy our courtship style from time to time. Fito promised to see me on my birthday. But every time I ask him about it, he gets angry and at the end of it we always fight. So for the sake of mutual comfort, I don't want to talk about this anymore.
A very sensitive issue.
"ciee is having a birthday"
"it's still a long time, baby, just dated one"
"Neng wants a gift from aa"
Honestly, the most beautiful gift is the meeting. But I tried to hold back my selfishness.
"Neng wants a baby doll, let if neng kangen aa, just hug the doll"
"Jaudah, love the money, baby"
"Did you have money? the money aa pasan continues to be sent every month for the cost of a little sister college"
"Pope, just calm down, there's ko. Sorry to send a lot of money"
"Before thank you very much dear"
I smiled a little, nodded slowly and returned my smile.
"Although I don't give kadopun gapapa dear, aa remember the birthday neng even, neng already more than seneng"
Fito replied with a warm smile, and he said.
"Aa dear equally neng, neng don't stay aa yah"
"Please lose if nenggalin cowo as good as aa"
And it rained quite a lot tonight. During the attack, I just this time felt the cold of night, tangerang was hot, let alone day, night even sleep without using a rich fan sleeping in front of the bonfire.
"Zinc"
"Yes dear"
"Try the hair up"
I can already guess, the most he wants to kiss.
Then I raised my hair a little.
"Emuuaaaaaah"
He kissed me, approaching his lips towards the camera
"I love you"
I smiled and kissed her back and we looked at each other in four eyes.
"Neng if you meet later aa neng want to bring what gifts?"
"It's definitely the most beautiful gift for neng"
Fito smiled widely
"Other than that?"
"Mmmh what yeah"
I'm still thinking
"Want to not?"
"Lah ko bekantan. Gamau ahh"'s"
Fito laughed wide
"Who knows if you ask for a bekantan, later a sackin"
"Nobody's funnyuuu"
I'm a manyun
"Jude, what do you want"
"Neng wants a Borneo shirt"
"That's the buy it's gotta go to town baby. I'll see you later, baby"
I nodded too.
"Size M yes dear"
"Hiyaa darling. If there is sustenance the same typical bracelet Kalimantan also aa kasih"
"How rich is kalimantan bracelet, dear?"
"A used to have one, but now the bracelet goes where"
"Yaudah just wanted a bracelet with the same clothes"
"Kiss first doong"
Fito brought his cheek closer to the camera
"Emmmuuuuuaaaaaaaachhhh"
...*****...
Morning in the city of Tangerang. I work more passionately than usual. My salary was small and I didn't go to UMR, but I'm grateful to still get a job.
Kiki and Aprilpun have been far away from Java, he said unfortunately if you have to leave work.
On social media, the uproar tells about the existence of a new disease that is covid virus 19, or known as corona. Lockdown where, not a few lives lost due to this disease. Most of the victims died from China, because indeed from that country the beginning of the virus came. My boss, who was a little old, was very panicked to hear the news. Every time he came home from the outside, he always took and advised all his employees to wear masks, nerima money should wash their hands with soap, and basically parno of covid disease is excessive.
"Every time you meet the buyer do not forget to wear a mask, and immediately wash your hands. Ujang if you send cake to the DPR directly shower yes, change clothes"
Every day the instructions were like that and long ago we got tired of hearing them.
At 12pm, I was home from work. I went home first to the villa, because indeed kiki and April there are plans to go shopping first to BP.
Arriving at the villa, I immediately took a shower and fell down.
Fito nelfon's..
"hay dear"
"well, home"
"dear, I just finished my shower"
"sadly take care of your health there, again rame virus covid nih. Reportedly entered indonesia"
"Dear, my heart is also there. If anyone has a cough, flu, keep your distance, baby"
"Yes, darling for sure. Also, do not forget to wear a mask. Oh yeah baby, send account number yes, aa want to send money now"
"Well, is there any money?"
I asked again.
"Dear, calm down"
I was silent, absolutely not. I know his salary is also in Kalimantan is not big, he must send to the village also for his sister's expenses. Plus the cost of living in Kalimantan is quite high as well
"Neng pesen aja the doll from now on yes, neng choose which doll"
I was also looking for a large but cheap doll. Finally I got a large teddy bear at a price that is not too expensive. If not wrong 187 thousand plus cost of fare. Fito sent me 200 grand.
"I'm sorry, gabisa, so much. It's the only thing that can love"
I was silent, digesting every subtle tone of his voice and making the hearts of anyone who heard him touched. That's how I feel. In a fit financial condition, he still had time to set aside some of his money for me. It takes thousands of thanks for this incredible thing.
Three days later the package came.
"Thank you, my mom"
"yes same as mbak"
I am also excited that the package has come, excited because it is a special gift from the man I love.
"Cie's out with a doll"
"Hehe yes pril, from my guy"
"Your son has a man"
Connect kiki. I smiled loosely. I immediately opened the package and it turned out that the doll was quite large. Cream color bear doll to order. I immediately reported the fito and sent a photo of the doll.
"Well good, baby doll"
"Yes, baby, thank you"
I answered while hugging the doll.
There was comfort in me after I hugged this doll.
"Later tonight, a phone call, baby"
"Love ya"
Time shows at 9 p.m., I'm waiting for a fito nelfon. He promised to call me tonight.
I wait until 10pm, but fito doesn't have a phone either.
I tried to call him and he wouldn't pick up my phone either. To be honest, I'm upset
"Fuck"
"ko gamau picked up my phone?"
"where are you going??"
Henan......
There's no answer....
Still shrouded in curiosity, I kept contacting him but was not picked up either. It turned into worry.
It's because there's no answer, maybe he's sleeping I thought.
And my eyes were a little sleepy and I finally went to sleep...
And at exactly 00:00 fito called.
"**K**Well, did you say you wanted a phone?"
I said in a annoyed tone
"Happy birthday, my dear"
I'm silent too. I honestly cried. And my tongue suddenly faded. Mix in shame too because it's been sprained first.
"Loh, ko whose birthday even cry? here's where his face is, aa look"
I pointed at my face, smiling with tears constantly dripping down. This is truly a special day for me.
"Happy birthday dear, may long life, healthy, facilitated provision, may love continue the same, and may we meet and mate"
"Amiinu. Thanks, dear, for the prayer. Sorry I was angry"
"Dear father, I deliberately did not pick up the phone and reply Chatt neng. I want to wish you a happy birthday at twelve. Because I want on this special day neng aa say first"
I looked at him with full force.
"Although other people who say first, it is still the most special person in life neng"
He smiled out.
The characteristic thin mustache, how it shows that I can never forget his smile. His smile will always remain in my heart..
Thank you for being an encouragement to my life, thank you for bringing so much change.
First I knew him, it was not so sweet.
Now, more than just sweet.
When present in my life, I thought he was just an ordinary man in general.
Apparently not!!
He is more than just an ordinary man.
Now, I'm really afraid of losing.