DOOR NO.7

Eps. 4 - August 20, 2019

Like someone who just fell in love, I recorded the anniversary date in the HP memo.

I have noted :

(Kelly & Fito anniversary date August 20, 2019).

Day after day we go through happily, even long distances, we always vent our longing through video calls.

Every day without a phone, quota internetkupun certainly wasteful.

Fito is always sensitive about anything, so I don't have to bring it up to ask for it.

"Zinc still got a quota package?"

"Live 256mb again a"

"Yaudah later afternoon aa isi ya, afternoon aa payday"

"Love thank you so much"

"Yes dear"

In addition to paying attention to my habits, reminding me of kindness, she also always understood my needs. And only this time I felt noticed by a man I had never met.

Honestly, our approach is not too long, just know 1 week we have been made.

Hahaha, it might sound strange to some people.

But it all depends on each heart. If you feel comfortable what is wrong to live first.

Lanju.......

My relationship with Fito is known to be the same.

I told him the same story.

"Teh inget ga kalimantan man I ever told that?"

"Yes, why?"

"I'm with him now"

"Oh, what a pussy it is again. Didn't you just know?"

Doubtful surprise.

"I feel comfortable just tea with him, what's wrong if it's lived first"

"Judek. But remember not to use your heart too much. Later sick. Ordinary ordinary"

Teteh said gini because I already know that I am comfortable and love the same people like to use the heart really. Later the end of the end he again is made where vent.

"Where is she still single, right?"

"Yes tea, he saw the same KTP as me"

"Well, if you're sure he's good, he's single, go for it"

Already supportive. It's the kind of person who doesn't want to do something. That's the reason why many ask about fito. I was afraid I would fail again.

And as promised, fito also sent a pulse to my number. I'm so grateful.

So far, I have never heard a phito lie, he is always honest.

Hopefully what I believe today, I will continue to believe until later.

A healthy relationship is one that is not interfered with by lies.

...*****...

Time goes on as usual.

Nothing has changed between me and Fito.

It's just that, now I feel more.

Women are always easy to get carried away with feelings.

And one more, since the same fito I never dugem, karaoke or midnight wandering.

I follow what Fito wants..

Fuuha.....

The longer the fito is more open about his work. He told me that there was one co-worker who didn't like him, and was always looking for his mistakes.

"He was so upset with her!"

"Aa patient, baby, don't be emotional, just let him be. In the world of work people who do not like there must be"

I calmed his heart a little, at least he felt cared for.

"Aa was patient, but the more days he showed his dislike the same as aa"

"Let god do everything. Aa is quiet enough. Silence is better, baby. Believe the same"

"He was silent and always giving up. But long time aa feel stepped on tau tau not"

"Honey, the way to deal with such a person is indeed in a way of silence. He's been fishing for emotion"

Fito was silent, he was like listening to advice from a motivator.

"If aa follows the emotions, then the work will fall apart, that's what he's looking for. It's his purpose to get rid of aa"

She smiles. His smile signified pride in him.

"The same"

From his eyes, I saw something sincere. From his eyes I also saw a longing that might be resolved sometime.

LDR is torturous for some people, that's why there are those who can't afford it because of the longing.

And now I'm starting to feel that longing.

When we miss, we can only meet face to face through HP, when we miss that we can only hear the sound through the speaker. Sometimes he also told me he wanted to hug my body tightly, smell my hair and hold my hand. It is human desire of man.

The thing we don't know when we can get. But we are always grateful, while still being able to see faces and hear voices, our longing has been greatly healed.

...*****...

The next morning, I woke up the fito to go to work, but he didn't pick up the phone, I didn't reply. I thought maybe he was at work.

At 10pm, unlike usual he had no news, if I called I was afraid to interrupt him to work, and I just waited until 12pm. Apparently there is still no news. I was worried curious, and then I called him. And thank goodness it was lifted up.

"Hallo assallamaallaikum"

"Waallaikum sallam" he replied in a slightly raucous tone

"Darling where you've been, I'm worried"

"Sorry baby, another body. Aa's body is jolly, last night it's raining"

"Holy shit baby why didn't you say it"

"Sorry yes dear"

"Neng who should be apologizing is the same, when aa again sick gini neng gabisa take care of aa"

"Don't be rich that's a pity, with the sound of neng aja dalam"

Honestly very sad, want to feel meluk, give him medicine, nemenin him up close as well. But all just delusions that keep on perching in the head.

"Are you taking medication?"

"It's neng"

"Jaudah aa rest, baby, aa sleep again and neng temenin"

"Thank you very much, dear"

"yes my dear, jaudah bobo yah"

He complied and finally slept wearing a sarong. This time I really looked at his face. I catch every line on his face. Her slightly faint eyes, a reddish nose, a shivering body illustrate how bothersome the disease is.

Look he's sick I feel sick too, because if he's sick there's no one to take a phone. And it turns out I just realized that I love her. Just being sick I felt lost.

...*****...

The sun began to shine its light in the east. It was pretty cold this morning..

Before Fito came into my life, I always woke up during the day, because I always spent the night staying up.

That's the least fito habit I like.

"ROOKOOM!!"

"MASTER AWAKE!!!"

The incoming messages are quite disturbing.

This morning Fito woke me up at 7 a.m.

Immediately I answered the message.

"Yes, I woke up, baby"

"Well, he said he wanted to see the morning sun"

"Yes, he's awake"

I took a shower and sat on the porch. The morning sun is beautiful..

The light gives a lot of warmth.

"Where, baby, is the morning sun beautiful, isn't it?"

I smiled loosely. Then he continued

"In addition to being beautiful, it is also good for health"

"There's still a lot of well baby, just this little thing aa pay attention"

"I don't want to and don't like it when I wake up. I want to wake up in the morning. The morning air is cool and good for health. But there are other reasons why you should wake up early"

"What is it, baby?"

"Good morning to you"

Lord, may I wish one day to meet him with me. For today, this morning and tonight it's okay if it should be like this.

But if something is going to be beautiful in time, I'll wait until the good time comes..

I want to meet him.

Amynn....!