DOOR NO.7

DOOR NO.7
PART 34 - MISS IT AGAIN



The sound of wind, the wind that cradles the heart


Remind me of you that I love


I cried these tears


Long time no see even if only dream..


That morning I woke up to a song that I accidentally set in Alarm. I woke up with an irregular heartbeat. This morning, the image of the fito began to roll in my mind..


Argggghhhhh!!


I swear it is disturbing!!


Soon I replaced the music on that alarm with a factory suit song. The shadow of him will make my day worse.


I took a shower, changed clothes and had breakfast. Do not forget also sebats first build lungs that begin to thirst with smoke.


I sat with HP in my hand. Apparently last night Marcel had a nelfon but it wasn't uplifted. I tried calling back but the number wasn't active.


One is up, I am ready to order gojek and berkarekaat!!!!


Now I'm being ordered by Evan to go in the morning, let Evan come in the afternoon. Evan was worried that I should go home tonight....


I did my job as usual. Ready demo, install Alarm, live balloon olli and stay deh.


"Kell's in the morning too?"


Ask windy who's been standing at his desk.


"Iyanih, evan's noon"


Then the windypun stepped up and stood beside me.


"Lu mah delicious to stay both, guemah himself"


"Can I do it alone?"


"Yes, I have a one-man stay shop"


"Yes I'm also because of the new kid, so tell them both first"


"No ah dibrand you from the past rich so ko, stay both. Sometimes there are three"


Again the fun of talking arrived arrived Aji. He's V*vo's son.


"Wooi chatted no rhyme"


"Lagian you think, you're a guy who's doing the show"


Windy ketus said


"Yeah, my bete, my partner's gonna be in the afternoon"


"The same rich guelah"


I said a little jokester


"Eh from yesterday my number is still zero"


Aji.


"Lagian you gabisa ngelobby user. Be clear about how the blepotan masi, how users want to be sure of the same product lo"


"Geez windy, the user who came to me was average want high spec low price"


I laughed when I heard their conversation. Windy and Aji are not strange, it's always a user debate.


"If the matter of itumah is in my brand, anyways keselnya you do not throw it to me if there are your users who do not buy. You keep throwing the same vadia. Defying your mentang deket same him"


"So you're jealous?"


Aji asked while pointing amusedly


"Dih ogah guemah jealous just like you. Anyway gratefully you do not get numbers, every user you throw mulu to the vadia"


I still see what they're talking about. As far as I know Vadia is the next-door brand whose products are Windy's main competitors. That's what pisses windy off.


Our conversation was cut because there were customers coming. We all greeted him and went straight to the table. The customer did go into Ip*one's desk, I'm still waiting for the customer, who knows he's coming to my desk. But apparently not, the customer was apparently only asking acessories only.


Si Aji was already excited, wkwkwkwkwkw


This is how I became a promoter....


When it was 12pm, I was still waiting for Evan to arrive. And sure enough, I've seen evan coming from a distance. He threw a smile.


"Hayyyy, how's the sale?"


Evan sumringah asked


"Not Van, no one has broken down yet. Most people buy accessories just now"


"Jaudah gapapa, yahh spirit... Yehudah you broke first"


"Hemmm, sorry van"


I said


"Geez, did you say that? what is your fault? naturally, the store is quiet again ko"


Even said with a smile.


And then I went to Evan for a break with Windy.


During my time here, I was always grateful to have a good working partner. I also never awkwardly ask about work that I do not understand.


Evan prefers that I have a lot of money than I do and I don't know what the point is.


Anyway it turns out work so promoter is fun...


Working here is mostly young. From 18-27 years old.


We are always asked about fashion and make up.


Her hair must be cut can not be pickled. Not only that, if you can hair should be given a little dye like in omre or toning.


Pants should be jeans, shoes should be casual and our core should be attractive.


A man's hair can not be separated from the name pomade. Indeed, sometimes I also like to be somewhat interested if you see evan or marcel use pomade. There is an inner beauty of its own.


...*****...


The day passed as usual, where the boarding school was always noisy with the music that jedar jedernya, the boarding mother who was always cynical as the occupants of the 3rd floor and I who started the spirit with a new job.


That night I just came home from work, I did not go straight into my room, I went into his room yudi. I looked, and apparently there was a yudi doang there himself, he was sitting with a guitar in his hand.


"Jude"


"Eh kel, just got back to you"


"Yes yud"


I opened my shoes and went into his room.


"Wih tumben gengan"


"Yes, I have a guitar with me"


"Where are others?"


I asked while looking into Joko's room.


"They should be back at this hour. Hanging out first kel work"


"Where in the work hang out, yes gawe lah"


"Haha back gawe hang out first cave intent"


"Well, that's dong, speaking clearly. I want to sing Yud"


"What song?"


"Gue wants his song to be elegant tomorrow morning"


"That's an old song"


"Let's yud, I love that song"


"Tar I started the chord"


Yudi started to open HP and search for the chord of the song I requested.


"There's this, yo start"


And Yudi immediately plucked the strings of his guitar.


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Let me kiss your forehead


Not just in the dream


Tomorrow morning you open the window


You'll find a bunch of red flowers


You know I'm getting bored


Sparkling with shadows


Help me find myself


Welcoming morning throw away deserted


Let me remember a moment of travel


And let me understand what's in your eyes hooo.....


Probably in the middle of the lake


There are still details of love


And may this longing


Not a dream above a dream


Let me miss your black hair


And let me sing


For the sake of this worried heart ho....


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I sang that song with great pleasure. There is a shadow of someone I miss tonight. People I've never met but have deep wounds.


He made me forget about the night world but he left as I began to step towards what he expected.


"Lu nyanyinya very liveatin, again kangen someone yah?"


Yudi nyeluk


"Yes, I miss someone I haven't met"


"Huh? how can?"


"Any right? every time I tell the same people can also continue, as unique as I feel?"


"Well, how not unique, have you met what you rinduin of him yet?"


I took a breath, and then I continued.


"Gue longs, I used to be naughty often play to club nights, often karoke with my friend, now I can get rich gini because of the support and passion of him"


"He's your ex?"


I nodded too.


"Know where?"


"Know through the app. At first I also gasuka with him, cave uncomfortable if he nelfonin I mulu. Since my divorce, I haven't been dating again"


"Whose man is he?"


"The same rich you yud the paddocks"


"Where's it?"


"Say the hell on the south coast"


"Oh that's 3 hours from where I'm kel, why did you break up?"


"He who sent me, said his parents were not blessed because I was a widow"


"It is because of the widow"


Yudi clucked while smiling cynically.


"Emang padang his parents are rich that's all yud?"


"Once tired, the head can be the same but different thinking. My parents did that anyway. My parents are so free I want to marry whoever is important I'm happy"


"But different from her parents"


"Is he a rich man?"


"Gue didn't know, never knew about his family. Their families don't like me. What if he was rich?"


"Yes if he is a rich man's son deserves his parents' grandeur. In the field there is a tradition of its own. And the point is Padang sama Sunda is different races as well. Especially in the field it's a family of girls. If he marries you, his clan will be lost"


I'm speechless. Listen to what Yudi explains. Seribet?


I'm deep in heart.


"Jaudah gausah. Find aja whose family is ready to receive you and your status. Find one whose family is not complicated"


I listened to yudi's advice. Yes, I thought so too. But do not know why, tonight the shadow about the fito always perched in my head. We broke up for almost 5 months.


"He chose his parents and I did not do it jud."


"Surely he chose his parents. But I'm sure his decision was wrong. He saved some hearts but hurt others. If I say he has no stance"


Tonight's wind was strong enough to get into the room.I let the wind tonight hit my face and bring some of what I'm thinking right now. The past should not be remembered and remembered. Especially the ones that lead us to pain.


But the more we forget about the mass, the firmer the memories are remembered.


Is it not before we forget everything that we will remember first?


Erprggggghhh......!!!!


How can you remember?


Wh why?


Wh why?


Even though the number has been removed, let alone the photo that I always screenshot every video call.


But I forgot, I have a heart and a brain that used to argue about how I felt for him.


I forgot that I was a withered rose because the owner had left me.


Now, the withered rose must grow back in the new owner..


The right owner takes care of it..


The owner really takes care of him..


Until the rose really dies with the real owner..