Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life
Should I Disappear From You?
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I'm still here
Waiting for your arrival
Knitting asa
Countering prejudice
There's no way you're forgetting
But where is your shadow
Is a promise just a lie?
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The drying of the phone shocked my behavior, 2 days had passed but Firgie was still unmoved ...
What really happened to you, Gie? what drives you to avoid? You can come even if you may not be ready to ask. So I stop hoping for your promise.
My phone rang again, after I had not yet picked up. Kak Fida's name is listed there, immediately I push the green button sign of my readiness to hear the word from him.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Ly ..." his first speech.
"Wa'alaikum Salam, Brother," I replied.
"Where has Firgie contacted you?" tanyakanya.
"No, yet" I replied briefly.
"Lho how the hell he is, this has been 2 days from the time he promised," said Kak Fida with a slightly raised tone.
"Don't know Sis, or Firgie's having a problem?"
"So you still want to wait? until when? This is a sign Ly, he's not really serious with you" Fida said.
"Firgie's serious, brother, I know. He couldn't possibly deny it, at that time he said he wanted to keep me as his destiny" I said still defending Firgie.
"Oh Lyra, it's a waste of time. Mending forget it. You want to get married? I'll know my friend Fahmi, who is handsome like Firgie a lot of sholeh anyway," Fida began to intimidate me.
"It's not like that, Brother ...."
"Yes, are you presenting today? forget for a moment your problem, you must fight hard!! Being a permanent employee is now not easy and you have been given a chance by Allah do not waste your struggle living at the end of this!!" said Kak Fida cheering.
"Yes, brother," I said no less excited.
"Don't forget!! You must have a benchmark for how long to wait, and immediately get back up after. Just as you can go through these 1 year, your struggle should not be eroded and in vain because of false hope. Obviously Lyra?" firmly Brother Fida.
"Yes, Brother."
Brother Fida he opened again like a friend, but already like a very nurturing brother. Especially after marrying Mas Fahmi, the nature of the tomboy and his urgency changed. Now Kak Fida turned into a polite and mature Muslim figure. The words lo or gw that he used to call me have changed to me and you.
Love can change everything. Ohh, Love ..why are those words not as friendly as I am. Love always goes with the clutter for me.
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I'm 1 in 60 people in a closed meeting room right now. One by one we were called to another room at this time.
The cold AC increasingly makes my body sigh. Panic makes my heart pump faster. I tried to take a deep breath and let go slowly, and then I repeated until my heartbeat returned to normal.
Do not let my nervousness become my weakness, my mind.
Some of my comrades have been summoned, and have returned to where they were sitting. Circumstances seem silent in this closed space, all participants communicate on their own thoughts. All the same averages are neutralizing our stage fright.
It's 14:30, half an hour to go home.
Looks like a man with 1 beam in the hand like before came back, our heart began to irregular back full of questions, who will be called in next?
Call 1 name now, Lyra Fariska come with me!!!
Ohh, i-tu is na-maku ...
I also followed the footsteps of the sturdy man in front of me. I was nervous again with a few breaths.
He took me into a room with a big projector screen there. We saw 3 men in PT work uniforms sitting there. At the very end was Ozawa Sang then Production Manager and another was the production supervisor, they seemed ready to pay attention to what I was going to say.
Using English I began to introduce myself, explaining slide by slide the presentation material I had carefully made. I look good because I have been repeating reading my presentation at the boarding house.
Until the start of the question and answer session, Mr. Manager asked me, about my motivation to become a permanent employee, what things in the production line are lacking in my opinion and what changes I will make if I become a leader to improve the conditions that are lacking in the line.
With my experience for 2 years in the production line, I answer every question Pak Manager easily, even though the right and wrong answers remain only as year as the Manager, he said, most importantly for me I have tried to answer according to the conditions I see in the line, without following anyone.
Yes, indeed since I was among the selected to do a presentation with Ozawa Sang, the production company released me from the line. They've prepared my replacement man in line.
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The breeze came back I guess from the window gap of the shuttle bus I was currently on.
I took my phone out of my pocket.
Dag dig dug it feels like when I turn on my phone, will there be a message from him? After waiting for a while, my phone turned on. I stared at the glowing screen in front of me now, still no trace of it.
What's wrong with you, Gie?
Where'd you?
Are you tired of being away from me?
Do you no longer want to defend me?
Why do you seem to disappear?
Can't you tell me, so I'm not waiting for you like this ...
Should I throw away all my dreams with you?
Water drops forced out of my eye. Do I have to listen to everything Fida said to forget you?
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As usual I rushed to take a shower and continued my activities with Umi Hasna. And Umi Hasna came up to me again after our activities.
"When will he see your family, Lyra?" Umi thinks I've met Firgie.
I'm shaking.
"Why?" tanyanya.
"He hasn't called me, Um," I said.
"Lyra, yes! stop waiting without certainty like this? Now you start thinking about it again. Stop Lyra, who is she to make you like this? Husband, obviously. But what relationship between you? there isn't, is there? no relationship yet but it's made you cramped, Umi disagrees with Lyra. Stop that!!! It was the best decision, Umi Hasna said firmly.
I nodded, though,
Every word of Umi and Kak Fida is true, I can not deny it.
Bishmij ...
I'm sorry Gie, I think I should really disappear from you.
You can't play me like this ...
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I turned on Dakta Radio 107 FM at the moment, the night study back to being my loyal friend ...
And the nasyid chant as usual returned to my penance ...
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Blue sky, white clouds
Makes me stunned captive
Lamba tree oh dancing - nari
Inviting me to remember the Divine
The more I am filled with all the gifts
No one can rival Your majesty
Will I find all the bounties of Your mercy
But I'm ashamed because it's not appropriate for me
I have so many sins to do
Will You forgive
But I am sure that You are Most Merciful
To his servant who surrendered
Your Gift - The Fikr
