Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life

Round up Determination

Bismillah...

Sorry after so long thor just continued the story of Lyra..

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The morning wind

Dewdrops

The mentors looked embarrassed

Get out of the dispute

Greeting a trained soul

Out of the circle of feeling

For fear of the Creator

The only true owner

"The spirit of the morning" one word told me this morning..

I still look at every episode of my life..

I miss being happy, I miss that love..

But do not want to make the Most Love jealous..

Monday Morning, though,

As I always put my passion into every activity, I put every product in front of me, and I and all my line mates are trying to do the best we can for today's planning to be achieved..

Until the break, though,

I looked at the screen on my phone..

Words of encouragement appeared there

From someone who put me in his heart, Firgie...

Thinking in my mind, tomorrow will be the same as today if I overflow all the disquieting sparks of faith that begin to fill my soul..

Will He understand my every fear?

I typed carefully one word at a time, which I would send to him..

"I'm sorry I don't have to wait for me at Gie's usual place, come after Isya. There's something I want to say." I wrote.

As usual, within seconds a reply from him had appeared.

"Is there anything serious? We'll have dinner together this afternoon okay?" bring him.

I mean meeting up tonight is to narrow down the time we meet. If it met in the afternoon, the distance to the night would be very long and I tried to avoid it.

I'll return the message, please,

"Come by night! Sorry..."

"All right, I'll see you later. Always take care of yourself wherever Ly is" she replied.

"Thank you" I said.

Tonight, to be honest the night I didn't want to go through.

A night I don't want to imagine.

I don't know what his reaction was.

Am I ready to accept whatever the decision is?

Maybe after tonight there are no more words of love and attention..

Can I, throw this taste away?

Can I survive my hijrah?

What if I feel lonely?

Yes Robb, I did it out of fear of you..

Afraid you're angry about our togetherness..

The bell has rung, though,

I will immediately get rid of all my worries.

Heart problems cannot affect my work..

And finally the clock came home, immediately I set foot to the bus my invitation.

Not to forget Iapa Babe who always faithfully drove and picked us up when I stepped foot into the bus that he was about to walk.

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And when I arrived at my kossan now, I immediately cleaned my body and then I performed my ashar worship.

I took my phone, I called someone, someone who understands my anxiety. I really need the strength from him at the moment, Ms. Alika..

"Assalamu'alaikum Ma'am.."

"Wa'alaikum hail Lyra" he answered.

"Is Mama busy?"

"No, just tell me if there's anything you want to say to Ly," he asked as if he knew how I'd break up tonight.

"Sir, tonight I will ask for his certainty" I said.

"It's definitely not easy for you Lyra, I'm proud that you made this decision. Sure Alloh already can't wait to embrace you Ly, keep the spirit and don't waver." he said assemangati.

"Sir, what if after this I feel lonely?" the water droplets I had held were finally spilled..

"You crying? The spirit of Lyra, Allah has chosen you to be a tender servant to receive His guidance. What would happen if Alloh let you stay with your friend? your various togetherness, who will bear the sins tucked away in it. Allaah loves you very much Lyra, rest assured.."

"Sir, why should I feel this love, love for him, if Allah turns out not to like him. Why is losing always happy to accompany me?" my word's back.

"Your color is a human being who was created by God with conscience and heart, different from other Godly creatures such as animals and plants. Rest assured of every stifling thing you feel there will be much good for you. Goodness that brings you real happiness, because you did it out of fear for your Robb, right?" abugn.

"Yes mbak," I said.

"It was narrated by Abu Huraira ra, from the Prophet sallallaahu 'alaihi wa sallam with the word Ly: 

"There are seven men whom God will shade in His Shade on the Day when there is no shade but His Shade; a just leader, a just one, a young man who grew up in the worship of Allah, the Almighty and the Great, a man whose heart was attached to the mosque, two people who loved each other because Allah met because of Allah and separated because of Allah, who was not, a man who was committed to adultery by a beautiful and high-ranking woman but she refused, a man who gave charity and hid it, and a man who thought to God in solitude to shed tears."

In shaa Alloh with the decisions you make, you include two people who love each other because God met because of God and separated because of God. And it's very noble Lyra.. Although make sure there will be a struggle after that because Allah will not let someone servant say faith without testing it," he explained.

"Thank you Ma'am, what a wonderful story. Please pray for Lyra to remain steadfast in her direction, ma'am,"

"Surely dear.."

"Yes, I'm sorry to interrupt my time. Assalamu'alaikum's chat.."

"Don't hesitate, Wa'alaiikumussalam Lyra,"

he said the last one ended our conversation.

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I also started to worship.

15 Minutes later...

*tock.. Geck...

I opened the door that limited us,

This face, it looked like some of her hair was wet..

It was my face that set this down..

Tonight will be the last night I see her..

"What's wrong?" without his voice breaking my seagrass.

As usual he thrust his hand at me, putting aside my faith, I kissed the back of his hand..

"Thank me, Robb," I thought.

"Let's go in" I said.

He went in and sat down where he used to sit..

After giving him mineral water, I sat down next to him..

Rumbling in my chest at this moment, how to start this conversation. Even just looking at him made me melt made. Firgie's..

"Have you eaten?" tanyakanya.

Attention as usual, he didn't even know what was on my mind these few days. He thinks everything's good. But not really Gie. How is this Robb?

"Here you go" I answered briefly.

"I haven't eaten yet, let's go out for food! his hand immediately pulled me.."

"Gie, wait.." I held back the pull of his hand.

"What's wrong? you don't want to come out with me?" tanyanya was astonished by my usual attitude according to.

How about this Ya Robb, did I accompany him to eat first. Poor he has not eaten, later after the new meal I will ask his seriousness, my inner.

Either pity or weakness of my faith..

"All right, I'll accompany you to a meal,"

And he smiled..

Oh this smile, my heart melts. I turned my face away for a moment.

I don't know what in Firgie's mind, a lot of food we passed, but he didn't stop the pace of the bike..

"Where do you eat?" my question was accompanied by a night wind sweeping our together.

"There will be no suitable food" he replied.

He's still pushing his satria forward, and instead of speeding up because he's hungry, instead I think the pace that Firgie's driving is slowing down, he's riding his satria slowly. And at once he pulled both of my hands to his waist.

The more I hold my body, the more I pull my hand so that our body is not far away.

"I'm cold, '" he said..

Haduhh, it turns out that my decision to accompany him to eat was wrong.. Yes Robb, again I am weak...

After some time we went around in circles. Firgie finally stopped her pace.

We stopped at pecel lele.

"Have you eaten?" tanyanya.

I'm nodding.

"Eat what?" ask again.

"Mie kuah," I replied innocently.

He seemed to shake his head.

"Pesen 2 servings yes sir," he said yelling at the owner of the stall.

"How's the job today?" he who saw me was silent seemed to start a conversation.

"Thank God," I replied.

He kept looking at me.

This face could not notice anything else..

"Don't look at me like that?" shirihku.

He smiles..

Food came to our table,

Firgie devoured it..

"Let's get eaten, I noticed lately you're looking thinner," she said, seeing me not touching my food.

I started eating eventually..

After a while the food on the plate we both had run out,.

And as usual he stayed away and sat on his red knight smoking a cigarette in his hand. His eyes still did not look at me.

A view like this, I'll see it tomorrow. I don't know why I can't take my eyes off her right now.

He looks smiling right there..

Slowly he walked closer, sitting by my side again still in the bakulan pecel lele.

"Let's look at me again like that" he said.

"Huhh.no, sorry"

"Why apologize? I haven't seen your eyes look at me in a long time, I'm glad you're looking at me Ly" she said.

I looked down at every word Fiegie said.

"Have finished? Let's go home?" take me.

"Why do you want to go back quickly? you know Lyra, I don't know why tonight I'm so scared to go home and lose your shadow....

I raise my head to look at him..

"I'm afraid tomorrow you don't want to see me anymore ...."

*Firgie does she feel what I'm going to tell her tonight?

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Happy reading❤❤

*After a long time no update, there is a concern "readers Fate Love Lyra is still there and faithfully waiting??"