Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life

Am I a Hypocrite?

Firgie Mah later married Shin, only 25 years.3 or 4 years later. Let's collect money first, especially now still help nyekolahin adek-adeknya.."

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At 20:00

Firgie's bike just left my kossan.

I'mseparating.

Remembering every word Firgie's mother said.

It's obvious that I don't want Firgie to get married.

How is this Robb?

A vibration finally awakened my daydream.

A message from Mbak Alika currently appears on my phone screen.

"Assalamu'alaikum Lyra, are you asleep?" tanyakanya.

"Wa'alaikumsalam.has not been mbak," I replied.

"Tomorrow where is the plan?" ask again.

"There's no renana yet,"

"You want to do another study?" returned say.

"Mau mbak" I said.

How yes, I really wanted a new science but part of my soul seemed to reject it. The more I know the deeper I'm going to get. I feel so guilty about my relationship with Firgie. Guilty to Robku. If I'm on a study but after I meet Firgie, am I a hypocrite? Why do I feel so bad. Though at least just hold it, but why am I so guilty of Robbku. I feel so dirty and ugly. Am I so overreacting. But I'm really afraid my Robb is angry.. I would love to confide in Ms. Alika, but later Mbak Alika thinks I am bad. And ashamed of this self..

"Lyraaa, you're still there, right?"

I kept talking to my heart until I forgot, I'm currently talking to Ms. Alika on the phone.

"Yes mbak, yes I want mbak. What is the study where mbak?"

Let what happens later I want to hear the beauty of Your verse.. Adjacent to the people of Sholeh who are also pursuing Your Love Yes Robb.. Firgie's business, and my dilemma. Let it be my own snob ...

"At Al Muttaqien Perum 3 mosque, if Lyra so we meet at Bulak Kapal again Jam8 yes. The show starts at half 9."

"Yes, in shea Alloh. Ma'am but I'm wearing gpp pants? no skirts yet," I said.

"Yes gpp," he said.

"Thank you, mbak." I said.

"Good rest Lyra, Assalamu'alaikum,"

"Wa'alaikum hail Ma'am."

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Week 05:30

Shodaqollohul'adziimm...

I put down the Holy Scriptures I just chanted..

A knock on the door of my room instantly stopped me.

"Who came in the morning? What's Diah?" my inner.

I'm looking for my survival hijab.

I slowly opened my door.

A male figure with joggers and a black t-shirt stood there.

Firgie's..

"Assalamu'alaikum," he said.

"Wa'alaikum hail, tumben here early in the morning?"

"Ke GOR yuk!!" bring him.

"Well?"

"To what the hell? Jogginglah. Every Sunday morning at GOR Bekasi.. Come get ready!!" abugn.

"Gie, today I have an event ...."

"Where?" tanyakanya.

"Follow the study,"

"Oh," he looked.

"What time is the study?" ask again.

"Half 9 but I made an agreement with Mbak Alika at 8 in the boat's circle" I said.

"Still a long time.I promise before 8 we're home, how?" abugn.

Duhh..howa, pity Firgie has gone far and I rejected her.

I hesitated, though,

Firgie's smile looked at my nod. Firgie, I'm glad to see your smile. Forgive me, Robb, I lost my heart again.

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GOR BEKASI

Firgie kept holding my hand every step of the way we took.

Our legs go hand in hand through the ripples of people who were also jogging at that time.

Seen at the end of the boisterous traders also enliven GOR Bekasi this morning.

I nodded..

We sat on a wooden bench that looked empty.

Firgie stopped the beverage merchant who was going through us. 2 bottles of mineral water were now in Firgie's grasp.

And he gave me 1..

"Thanks" smirk.

Firgie washes my sweat with a small towel hanging on her shoulder.

"Let me do it myself" I said.

Firgie why you're so nice. My heart rate is starting to get irregular with his behavior..

I saw the clock in my hand. 07:05am.

"Yuk!!" Firgie extended her hand to me.

I stood up and walked back with him..

Moments like this, my Robb sure doesn't like it.

10 Minutes walk, our steps stopped at a chicken porridge trader.

"We have breakfast first.."

And again I nodded.

We ate chicken in front of us. Seen across from us sat a small family enjoying their breakfast. The hijab-wearing woman who was feeding her little daughter was plastered in front of me. While the father greedily ate his own porridge. Makes me unable to take my eyes off.

The scenery is very soothing, the mother still looks very young but they dare to get married and there is a cute little princess. Makes me envious.

And it turns out Firgie noticed me.

"Think of greedy porridge, do not pay attention to others," he said lirih.

I who felt caught, immediately looked at the man next to me. Duhh so embarrassed, lest Firgie know what's in my brain. I smiled spontaneously to answer.

07.30 Right now Firgie is taking me back home..

Thank God until, my heart.

I also went through the gate to get ready.

Firgie, why is he following in? Duhh, how do I get Firgie home..

"You're ready to take me to the Bulak Ship stop so that it's not too late" Firgie said.

Duhh, the time to go to the study is delivered by a guy. What if Madam Alika sees? Why Firgie doesn't understand this..

"Sorry Gie, I'm going alone don't have to be anther?" my word.

"Shame on me anther?" smith again.

How to explain to you Gie, shame is not on your figure, but shame is the same relationship. Especially if I want to meet Madam Alika whose religion is good.

"That's not it, please. I'm going alone? I will inform you when I reach the study place," I explained.

Firgie was still looking at me, and she finally nodded..

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08:05 I arrived at the Bulak Ship stop

A woman with a purple robe sits there, Ms. Alika.

"I'm sorry I'm late" I said.

"Gpp, let's go. We're taking 13A Ly, '" he said.

Finally we boarded the angkot which was at the front, so as not to be late.

And when the angkot we rode started to go. I felt like I was passing through a familiar figure, with his red knight. He stared at the angkot that I had raised away. Firgie's.. He was secretly following me. Back to taste.

I also sent him a message, too,

"Go home your mother will be waiting,"

"Yes, I'm just making sure you ride the angkot safely" he replied.

"Thank you, I'm silent on my phone,"

"Don't forget to report!!!" he added.

"It's a shah, alloh,"

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"Would you wait for me?"

"No, I just got here too" replied Alika.

"What is the theme of the study?" my many.

"The Purpose of Human Creation" replied Alika.

"Ohhh, so more curious about the contents of the material mbak,"

"The material is good Ly, Mbak never participated in studies with similar material. And it's very evocative of your faith.."

"O yeah, you're not bored, can you take me to the study again?" he added.

"It's Lyra who's happy, thanks for Lyra."

I was with Firgie this morning and now I'm off to study, am I your hypocritical servant Robb ... Forgive me servant ...

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