Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life

Been Tired

●Thank you to the readers who are still faithful waiting for the continuation of the love story Lyra❤❤

Lanjuutt yaa👋☺..

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2 Months passed already ...

And Mas Dimas remains untapped ...

Everything in this house is going on as usual,

Shifa with her lecture,

Mayra with her school, by the way,

Aldo is like a family member,

Firgie who often comes to take Shifaa and give a smile to my children,

Bik Lasmi, Ms Dinar ...

Everyone does their job as if nothing happened.

Only the shadow of Mas Dimas is unseen ...

And aku ...

Does anyone know my pain?

Does anyone care about my clutter?

I feel lonely, though,

I'm on my own, man,

I'm lost in my empty mind,

I fell again in my own tears ...

Mass Dimass ...

You where??

Enough ... is enough..!!!

I can't you start it, though,

Dad, Mom, Aldo, Shifaa all silenced,

Do'a ...

Do'a ...

Patience ...

Again those words are what they say.

Of course I'm praying for my husband ...

Definitely without them reminding me,

He also told me that, like that,

But I want to see the shape of my husband..!!!

Is he okay??

Face ...

Smile ...

I want to see it directly not just in my imagination ...

The sun is almost sinking now in early February ...

This month is my month,

The moon that usually fills my smile,

But February is different, though,

I may have forgotten how to smile ...

And what should I smile for?

I'm down in my box room now ...

My body is getting weaker I guess,

But I own it, though,

I chose to pull over in the corner of this box room,

staring at self-reflection without color ...

Just like my 2 months of colorless life ...

Smiles are just a fake, though,

His movement is only limited to the loss of obligations in life ...

They're all ordinary but I'm not ordinary,

My beautiful February is now bristling .

Whatever reason you didn't show up I don't care,

If Mas chose to hide behind both of Mas's parents, I would do the same.

My mom and dad were on their way to pick me up and the kids,

I have vague things right and wrong in my brain,

Let me step up to what I think is right now.

At least I don't see any trace of you, your stuff and everything about you.

You don't care about me either, do you??

I looked at my twin angels crawling around me. Mayra was drawing by my side at the moment. Every now and then he approached me, swept a grain of water over my cheek, and kissed me. My clever son, though he was not born from my womb but his heart bond was deep in me.

4 The suitcase has been prepared now, until a knock is heard from the outside ...

"Makk, are you in there?? Mbakk ... open the door Mbakk..!!!" shifa's voice came from outside who kept calling me but my body seemed reluctant to move.

"Mother, Anti call Mother, may Mayra open the door Bun?" mayra asked by putting her face in front of my face, seeing that I did not respond. Mayra seemed to wipe my face trying to stop my residence.

I suddenly realized, "Oh ... What's the matter, dear?" I was shocked not to realize what had happened before.

"There's an Anti Shifaa outside, Bun ...."

"Sir, what happened to you? why don't you come out? Maqq ... You're doing well, aren't you?" there was a very clear Shifa cry I heard now.

"Mbak is fine Shif, you have a need today, don't you, go..!!!" my word.

"Mbakk .. Open first, I want to talk important," said Shifaa back now.

Shifa .. Although she was Dimas' sister, but she was always by my side all this time, she helped me a lot. It's not fair if I leave him without permission.

"You can open the door, baby," I said to Mayra, who was immediately responded to by nodding and as Mayra ran to the door and opened it.

"Thank you Beautiful" said Shifa as she poked Mayra's nose.

"Where's Mother??" at once the twin immediately crawled to the door to find Shifa's familiar face. An adorable pair of babies looking for a support, he grabbed his ant leg and immediately stood up with his other hand who continued to wave asking to be carried.

Instantly Shifaa ducked down and grabbed 2 twin bodies and held them on the left and right sides of her body while continuing to search for my whereabouts in the room.

He was so surprised to find me sitting in the corner with 4 suitcases by my side.

"What is this Mommy? Where are you going?" shifa asked surprised. He sat down at my side and put the twins on the carpet again.

"Mbak, answer???" shifa said as she grabbed my finger. And by embracing my neck, Mayra continued to kiss me as my tears began to trickle back.

I was still reluctant to answer, until several times Shifa asked again and I said, "Sorry if Mbak always bothers you Shifa, Mbak think there is no reason Mbak remained in this house," I said.

"What do you mean? This is your house, ma'am."

"This is not my house, this is Masmu's house .." I said.

"Yes the house of Mas Dimas is also your home Ms. Lyra .....

"Stoppp..!!! Don't mention Masmu Shif's name anymore, Ma'am doesn't want to hear it" I interrupted Shifa's earlier remark.

"What's wrong, Ma'am?" shifa.

"You shouldn't be surprised by Ma'am's attitude, Shif, now I'm asking, where is Masmu??" my firmness.

"Bakk, I'll be back."

"Diamm!! Enough words have been said to encourage Mbak all this time..!!!" I said while embracing Diyara who now seemed to search for the antidote to her thirst. Instantly Diyara suckled with her eyes twinkling at me after I gave her right.

"Mbak, hang on again, be patient Ma'am. Mas will be back," Shifa said back while sweeping my shoulder.

"When?? Now answer, how is your condition?? You shut up, don't you, dad, mom, if I ask you to be quiet. Mas Dimas is sleeping, pray .. always your answer. Actually, a-pa Ma-s Di-mas is really ma-huh live? Or does it no longer exist?"

Instantly my tears spilled, something that even my brain could not imagine all this time, and now my brain and mouth are working together to pull it out and clarify it.

Shifa immediately grabbed my shoulder, "Mbakk .. stop that thought..!!! Never say words like that Ma'am, Mass ....

I let go of Shifa's arms in tears, "Mas why?? You already know everything, don't you? Secretly you know the condition of your Masmu, let's continue your words Dear..!!!"

Shifa went back into silence and did not continue the previous remark, "Hahh, you did not answer, you do not consider me your father," I exasperated.

"It's not so, Ma'am, there will come a time when you know," shifa said.

"Lilisa ...."

Instantly entered 2 middle-aged people in my room. Yes, my mother and father have come to pick me up.

"Mother Fatia, Mr. Dewo," said Shifaa and gently kissed Mom and Dad's hands.

"You're ready Nok" Mother who had heard all my stories immediately said as she hugged me.

"Mother, Father, you must be tired let's have tea downstairs," Shifaa said as she stared at Father and Mother.

"Shif, you're a good boy. How are you really? You don't pity to see your mother sad and keep wondering like this?" said the mother tried to find answers while gently rubbing Shifa's shoulder seduce her ...

"Mother ....

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🌻Happy reading❤❤

🌻Sorry hanged again, up tomorrow will clarify the condition of Dimas🙏🙏

🌻Later tonight thor just returned to Bekasi in Syaa Alloh, tomorrow can only normal upnya😘