Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life

Will Wait

"Why do you want to go back quickly? you know Lyra, I don't know why tonight I'm so scared to go home and lose your shadow.

"I'm afraid tomorrow you don't want to see me anymore ...."

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I'm still fixated on hearing every word that comes out of Firgie's lips.

Why is it so fitting ...

If I may be honest my desire is also to feel the days like you used to be with you, without the burdens like today.

Astagfirulloh, I immediately knock my heart back. "You're starting to blame the guidance that came to you, Ly?" inner whispering.

I must not waver, I am a servant who must obey RobbNYA*.

"Once again you are pensive, dear ... " Firgie immediately grabbed my shoulder.

"That's not gonna happen, is it Ly?" suddenly tanyanya.

I still don't flinch from hearing her question. What am I supposed to answer?

"Well, wasn't there something you wanted to tell Lyra? What if you say here, the air here is very comfortable and the lights there are very beautiful. Very pleasant atmosphere."

"I ...."

"Hem?? why don't you continue?" he looks curious.

"I want to go home to Gie's skarang" I said.

"All right then," he said.

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21:05 Kossan Lyra

We sit where we normally sit.

"Oya Ly, before I came here, I sent a message to you, "You have to play at home often" he said."

I replied to Firgie with a smile.

"Gie, I ....

"Dad you didn't lose earlier, he was also curious to meet you, he said."

"When are you going to play at my place again?"

"Gye ...

"Oiyaa, Sister Shinta was also playing, she asked you. Like when you were at my house, he kept teasing me. He told me to hurry up and get me married, but you know I don't have anything to live with, are you going to be happy with me Lyra??

I saw Firgie's eyes glazed over.

Firgie, why are you saying things like this? my inner.

I stared, and I looked at the figure in front of me who knew I had stopped talking.

"You know Lyra, even my sisters still need my hand. Fikra college, although mother and father never asked, but I as the eldest child felt an obligation to them. I also thought that when I decided to get married, I did not want to burden them. I will redeem my own future wife, I also do not want my future wife's family to spend a lot of money. For that I have to collect money first. And it will take time of course ....

My chest was so tight to hear every word of Firgie's lips. I don't feel like my tight bunch has been spilling for a few days. And Firgie grabbed my body in her arms.

He closed the door of my room with his feet.

The atmosphere was silent at this moment, only our sobs were heard.

I tried to let go of her hand which tightly locked onto my body, but very hard, my tightness made it seem like the energy I had was gone.

"Where do you know what I want to say?" shirihku.

"Sorry, I've been here since Magrib and I heard your conversation on the phone with your friend Alika Ma'am, I heard everything Lyra ...."

"I immediately went to the mosque at the end of the road when you closed your call to Alika's mother."

"What should I do Ly? What decision should I make?"

I can only cry at this time, again with the words of Mbak alika, two people who separated because of Allah including those who got HIS pusungan, and our togetherness, who will bear his sins?Whether momentary pain and happiness forever or momentary happiness but regret forever .... No, this is all wrong. I immediately pushed Firgie's body as hard as mine.

"Lyra ...," he called her a shriek.

"You're right," looked Firgie nodding.

"I'm sorry I'm afraid my Robb is angry at our relationship with Gie, and we'll blame each other in the afterlife, for the sin that this relationship creates. To be honest I'm heavy, tightness keeps enveloping me lately. Thinking about separation I really cannot, but I also have no right to force you to marry me. Then I have to what if the Faith that began to penetrate in me does not want your presence," I said.

The mood seemed quiet, though,

I heard a word from Firgie's lips.

"Lyra, if you're willing. Wait for me 1 year!!" firgie.

"You mean?"

"I'll try to raise money in 1 year, you want to wait for me?" firgie said back.

"Without communication and meetings, I will agree to it" I said.

"Should it be without meeting?" ogre.

"It would be the same if we keep meeting, it will continue to dirty our hearts and beliefs Gie."

"Well, without communication and meeting," he said later.

"Can I hear you love me Lyra?"

"You still doubt it?" my many.

"Just make sure, can you?" lirihnya return.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Yes what?"

"I love you, Firgie .." I said.

I saw him push a button on his phone.

"This will be an encouraging word for me,"

Apparently Firgie just recorded my love speech, Firgie ...

"Tomorrow can we still meet?" ask Firgie.

"No" I answered.

"Then let me look at you, I'll record your face in Lyra's heart."

I'll record your face, Gie, my inner self

Firgie keeps smiling at me now.

"Thank you all this time for keeping me company Lyra, you're my great lover. You remind me when I'm wrong, you never sue me, you never ask for anything. You are very good, someday you do not be too good to any man or he will be misunderstood later on against you. After work, you do not have to go around alone. Go straight home and just rest, you also have to fatten a little body, do not be negligent when eating. Must be forced to eat whatever your body is. You have to take good care of yourself, my Lyra ...."

I don't know how many drops of water keep forcing out of my eyes.

"Lyra, sorry for my mischief, once asked you to do something you didn't like, but thank you for taking care of me or I might be able to do worse, thank you."

"I'm sorry I've been jealous so much, it never occurred to me to hurt you, I'm just afraid of losing you."

"You understand how I feel, don't you?"

I'm nodding.

"You are here Ly, very deep stuck in my heart, already can not be separated and I will not lose your figure. You should know, since the beginning of our meeting, I've been interested in you. Not only because of your beautiful appearance but because you are very who you are, good and have a strong determination. Unfortunately I am not the first person in your heart, Dimas has already filled your heart. But of his will. Dimas is not your destiny, and I will now keep you by my side. I want to be your destiny. You can't for the others. You understand Lyra??"

I nodded and sniffled.

"I'll wait for you on this date next year Gie, I'll be here waiting for you.

Firgie ...

Will you really leave after this??

My mouth says I don't want to meet but I doubt my heart. Will my heart forget you easily, even if you promise to come. But I need to focus on getting closer to my Robb, and eliminating you for a while. Can it??

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