Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life

Feel Guilty

*Flashback:

In the bathroom Lyra just realized there was a tear in the clothes she had just undone, a tear extending about 20cm on her shoulder.

He remembered... Right, when he ran from the grip of Rendi earlier, Rendi had caught his shoulder. And when I ran, he just found a tear in my clothes. Because fear has to go away I didn't realize it. Quickly along the road a lot of people looked at me. Ahh. my aurat was seen in front of the crowd. Tears are coming back in the corner of my eyes. Hate me so much, why would I want to go with Rendi why not call Firgie at the time. I'm so sloppy... And Firgie, means she saw this tear, too. When he woke up, his jacket was on my shoulder.

Gie, thanks. You're so protective of me, my inner self.

***

Lyra turned her body back on the bed, her eyes could not be closed. Firgie's face always followed her, all the attention Firgie gave was recorded in her brain. He wasn't even angry when I called him Dimas wrong.

Why are you so good, Gie?

And tonight, why is your face never lost in my brain?

Am I starting to fall in love with you, Gie?

Ohh. This can't be. Firgie, she belongs to someone else. I can't think about it, I have to forget my race. Remember Lyra!! Firgie just thinks you're a friend, my inner self.

***

2 Days have passed..

Maybe I'm not impressed to know thank you. Now that I've been helped I avoid Firgie, the messages are brief. He wants to play to kossanpun kularang for various reasons.

I did it to keep my distance from you, Gie, because I felt like my heart had mistaken you for more than a friend. The girl at the SS Mall the other day, I can't hurt her.

***

"Where dong ka, live 2 weeks of marriage mas Dimas and I do not know who will come with.." whispered to ka'Fida in the middle of activity with the product in front of us at this time.

"Just like Firgie" replied Ka Fida.

"You can't have a girl." My word.

"It's sure it's Firgie's girl, maybe the sodaranya doang kali" said Ka Fida.

"You're sure, the guy he's tangling with is that.."

"Jude, it's up to you."

We continued our activities after that with silence.

****

Since I was not praying, I returned to the line from my lunch break faster.

I saw Ma'am Dewi was also in the line back then. He looked serious in front of his laptop.

I approached him...

"Wouldn't you rest?" my word.

"Eh Lyra, no more Ly fasts. Have you been to line? it's still a long time to rest" he asked.

"I don't pray anymore" I replied.

"Oh... Uh, how's your relationship with Firgie? You guys still communicate a lot?" asked Ma'am Dewi again looked enthusiastic on his face.

"It's still mbak but..."

"Why, why not talk about it?" mbak Dew.

"Fir-gie, I have a little girl" I said.

"Well, did he talk to you directly Ly?" mbak Dew looked in disbelief.

"I squirm it straight away mbak, there is a girl struggling so in the hands of Firgie, Firgie also diem aja tuh" said I seemed to explain.

"Hmm, I doubt that Ly. You ask me directly?"

"No ah mbak, if the answer is really afraid my heart hurts" I said again.

"Lyraa, sorry I don't know. Ma'am thinks there is no girl so mbak knowin to you" said mbak Dew.

"Yes, there's no more peace. I'm well established Ly, I'm familiar with you. You want to not?" said mbak Goddess again suddenly.

After yesterday's incident was a bit afraid of actually walking with strangers. But willed memen mbak Dewi, if not good time anyway mbak Dew want to recognize to me. I also really need a guy to nemenin condangan to the event mas Dimas, my inner.

"Yes can mbak." Suddenly answer.

"OK mbak try to chat the person first yes."

"Wahh temen mbak directly ask to see you later in the afternoon. You want Ly?" said mbak Dew.

"Hahh, where's mbak?" my many.

"Nih mbak give her number you chat yourself ya! His name is Ridho, he's permanent Ly. Palembang people are good. I'm also the leader at his PT." The Goddess explained.

Shortly the bell went off.

"Well on with work! spirit Ly!" said mbak Dew.

***

I am currently on a bus to Tambun. The man named Ridho invited to meet this afternoon at a place that he had sent his location.

Slowly I entered a place to eat in a shop in Tambun. There was a man waving when he saw me open the door of the restaurant, and I approached him.

"Lyra right?" abugn.

I nodded and smiled.

"Meet me Ridho"

"Lyra" I said and we shook hands.

"By you." I looked at the man sitting in front of me. The figure is 170cm tall, his nose is sharp, handsome. From his gesture he is a man who is easily close to others, mature and impressed snacking.

"What's seeing like that?" he realized I was watching him.

"Gpp ca. Where's Ridho's Dew's friend?" ask her.

"We used to be neighbors before I took a house in the Cikarang area" he replied.

"Oh.. Where does Ridho work?"

"at PT. XY, Jababeka area."

Suddenly the waiter came with food. Ka Ridho has ordered food apparently.

"I like seafood, don't you?" abugn.

*Actually I don't like it. But you have.

"Here I like ka*."

"Co eat it a little anyway?" ka Ridho said he saw me put my spoon on the plate.

"I'm full already" I said.

Ka Ridho continued eating it and I sipped an orange ice in front of me while watching him.

He looks relaxed eating food in front of him until it runs out, he is not a typical person who jaim it turns out.

"So I'm full myself" he said after the food was finished with a smile on me.

"Where are we going?" tanyakanya.

"Careback" I said.

"Main to my friend's place!"

We also played to the place of Ka Ridho's friends who turned out to be married. Ka Ridho looks cool chatting with his friend. I was chatting with the wife of Ka Ridho's friend. The two couples teased the relationship between me and Ka Ridho. *When the invitation is spread he said, but beyond their knowledge today we just met. Ka Ridho is quite married, he is 28 years old but I do not even know him.

It's 19:00 at the moment.

Dreett... My phone is shaking again.

"I'm in your kossan, ko hasn't come home yet? Where are you again Ly?" I read a message from Firgie.

Soon my phone was shaking again... Firgie called.

*Duhh, how is this? I can't pick up the phone in front of people around me.

I pressed the reject button at that time.

"I'm sorry gie" shrewdly in my heart.

I'll reply to the message immediately.

"I'm out again at the same time."

"Where? is it a boy or a girl? I'll pick it up now!" looks like a reply from Firgie.

"Sa-ma la-ki - man." I'm not good at lying.

"Where? I'll pick you up!" reply Firgie again.

"Difficult, already want to go home this" I said.

"I'll wait in kossan."

Duhhh, what feeling is this is like being caught cheating, but Firgie is not who I am. There is fear in me. Afraid Firgie's mad...

"Yes, come home already malem!" take me to Ka Ridho who is still busy chatting.

"Oh.okee." Said Ka Ridho to a couple in front of us.

At 19:25

"I'm down here!" when Ka Ridho's motorbike has reached my kossan gang.

"Ko here? where's kossanmu?"

"Still in the ka, the small road using the vehicle must rotate. Gpp here" I said.

"Oh yaudah, watch out for Lyra!" he said that the kmudian passed away leaving me.

On the way to kossan, dag dig dug I think.. Firgie's still there, isn't she? What am I supposed to talk about? my inner.

After a while the building has caught my eyes.

With a "Dag feeling.. Digs.. Dug" I slowly pushed the iron gate in front of me.

Firgie was standing at my doorstep. He looked at me who was opening the gate at the moment. I noticed his gaze, a different look than usual... Looks angry... Or panicked... Or jealousy there...

I can't understand it...

All I know is, I'm so scared to see that look, scared that guilt is running through my heart right now...

****

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