Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life

Forgetting to Give News

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15:30

A gentle breeze accompanied my steps towards my current kossan. Even though since morning I left and just returned, no fatigue I guess. But instead I am very happy today because I learned many things about my religion.

The religion that has been with me since my birth, I feel like I don't know you very much. And mbak Alika seemed to be present at the set of Allah to open my eyes to this religion, the religion that gave me.

It was only a matter of days that I knew Ms. Alika but somehow I felt very close to her. Her soft words, her good personality and the beauty of her faith that made me ashamed and seemed to increase my thirst for new knowledge in the next studies.

Suddenly a tremor in the bag I was wearing made my brain rattles that kept thinking about my new friend, Alika said.

I stared at a name on my phone screen, none other ...

Firgie ...

Why again I guess. Gie, why do I feel that every new science I have acquired seems unfriendly to your figure and our togetherness. How's this Gie?

Want me to share and tell you every tightness I've experienced since the trembling of faith began I guess, but can you understand it?.

Sometimes I think you have more religious knowledge than me. Your family is more pious about this religion. You should have known this relationship was wrong from the start. But you still don't give up on getting my heart. Now that my heart is completely attached to you, the vibrations of faith begin to greet me. And really in my heart, I don't want to lose you.

I still stared at the call that kept vibrating waiting for me to reach it.

After how long, my hand spontaneously pressed the green button in my phone. And connect your voice now.

"Assalamu'alaikum" came a cold voice from behind my phone.

"Wa'alaikum greetings" I replied.

"Finally you answered my phone and Lyra, you know I'm worried about you." Still a cold tone was clearly heard in his voice.

"Sorry Gie, I forgot to tell you," I replied as I was.

"Where are you now?" ask again.

"Walking towards kossan" I replied.

"Be careful, Assalamu'alaikum" he interrupted his call.

"Wa'alaikumusaalam," I replied.

Tumben he just said carefully and immediately closed his phone. Why do I think "Could Firgie be waiting for me right now in kossan?"

Her tone sounded very cold, Firgie must have been angry because I forgot to preach. For a moment I really did not remember it, not even grabbing my phone. Alika hypnotized me so much.

I accelerated my footsteps towards my current kossan. It was with a sense of anxiety that Firgie was waiting for me. Duhh why am I so claustrophobic as this imagines his anger.

Kossan is in front of me now, and sure enough a red knight is parked there. My heart rate is pumping faster. It was the same feeling that night, when I went with Brother Ridho and Firgie waiting for me, but I was not doing anything wrong or going with another man. My only mistake was one, forgetting to preach it.

I opened the iron gate that bound us, looking like a man was crouching there, in front of my room. Firgie's..

The look in his eyes I was really scared to see him, I chose to turn him away at this moment. I opened the door to my room, and immediately went in and sat down at my usual place. I get some water and I'll sit next to him soon. Firgie's..

Looking at his residence, I decided to start a conversation with him.

I took a long breath..

"Gie, I'm sorry I forgot to tell you.." said in my innocent tone.

"Didn't I mean anything to you Ly?" after a moment of silence, he began to ask.

"Why talk like that? I just forgot to report and didn't do anything bad behind your back" I said.

Yes, I really don't remember Firgie, but that doesn't mean I'm taking you out of my heart. Whatisthis?? Robbku must be angry with me, my inner self.

"It's not like that Gie.." I said.

Firgie pulled my hand, though,

"Lyra, please don't ever forget to tell me again!! I'm very worried." The gaze and speech that had been cold had now turned into a sad look and a soft speech.

I nod my head. And suddenly I heard Umi Farida say in my brain. "Is there an Islamic courtship, what can guarantee there is no gaze and no touch.." My chest tightened for a moment, I pulled my hand from Firgie's grasp. She looked at me.

"What's Lyra?" tanyanya.

"There's nothing Gie" I replied by reducing my gaze to him..

"Where were you? What is the research today?" ask Firgie.

"After the study, I joined Ms. Alika to Gramedia, accompanied her to find some books. About the contents of the study, it was discussing women's fiction about Finding a good friend."

"What's a good friend like?" Firgie asked back.

Gie, what should I tell you. Even I doubt if you are a good friend according to Allah to me. I speak to my heart again.

"That good friend i-that's the friend that brought us closer to ALLOH SWT," I replied.

"Then?" ask Firgie again.

Do you really want to know what Gie's going on? even I'm not ready to tell you, dictating the wrong and right about us that will affect this relationship. Yes... I'm not ready, to lose or to leave.. Paradise ...

"Lyra...??"

"Oh sorry Gie, yes we have to be careful looking for friends. Not necessarily good people, really have good intentions to us."

Duhh.. What I said, I only said that appeared in my brain. Not the real material.. Sorry Robb, I'm not ready.

"Anything again??"

I'm shaking..

Actually, there is a lot I want to tell Gie, about the possibility that Alloh does not like our relationship and that Alika is doing ta'aruf. But I can't even say about someone else's marriage, worrying about offending you. I myself have never asked about the seriousness in our relationship, which I know you have my heart and vice versa. We are not looking for another and comfortable, but for seriousness. Is this too soon for me to question. My age has only just entered the 2nd head.

"Li.. Lyra. "call Firgie.

"Eh. i-yes Gie.."

"Why are you daydreaming so much lately, baby?" firgie.

I said it with a smile.

"You've been praying?" ask Firgie.

"It." My answer.

"Road Yuk..!!" ajar Firgie looked her eyes full of hope and looked excited.

Duhh how is it??

And again, my brain says "Don't Lyra." But my heart made me nod to her..

*I'm sorry Yes Robb...

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