
Mas Dimas still holds me tight. I let her feel the warmth of my body.
"Li ...."
"Hm ...."
"Do you regret knowing me?"
I shook my head, still in Dimas's arms. Later I will miss the smell of your body this is my inner Mas, while many times I breathed the smell of the body of Dimas mas wrapped in a green sweater that he wore.
"Ly, how's our relationship going?"
I lifted my body out of Dimas' arms and looked him in the eye.
"Mas ... starting tomorrow assume I never existed?" seriously say.
Mas Dimas looked surprised, "You mean?"
"You have to throw me out of your heart Mas, ignore me if we meet, never communicate with me, forget everything we've been through. You see there should only be Friss!!" I said with emphasis on my last sentence.
"Should that be Ly?"
"Must Mas. This was the most correct decision of my life. I can't imagine, how all this time Friss' mother held back her tent to see our togetherness. I've hurt her so much" I said.
"That would be very difficult Ly ...."
"Did you think it was easy for me?" And my eyes began to glaze over, I held back so that the grains of my sorrow would not drip in front of Dimas.
"At least let me keep in touch with you Ly!"
"No mas. This is wrong, enough!!. You're getting married soon, aren't you? Please, love Friss as much as you love me, give him as much attention as you care for me, and first of all never make him sad. You're trying to do it, right?" shirihku.
"Why are you talking about something that I know hurts you Ly?"
"Gpp mas, consider my pain my guilt-redeemer against Friss," I took a breath to endure the tightness I felt. Don't cry Ly, don't.
"Friss, Friss .. why is everyone so happy to say his name," Dimas was visibly upset. His clenched hands held back his anger.
"Mas, don't be like this." I clasped his fist. Mas Dimas immediately put his head on my shoulder and he sobbed, I swept his hair to calm him down. Mas Dimas looked like a child at the moment. I can't even hold back my tears.
🌻10 minutes later
The storm seems to have passed. Dimas and I have calmed down and have been able to accept our destiny.
I sat next to Dimas. We looked at each other, looked at each other and smiled. Feel happy with us. Grateful for the circumstances once brought us together and brought us closer.
"Ly, you're gonna have to be good at taking care of yourself!" said Mas Dimas with a small smile on the corner of his lips.
I gave him the same smile. A slight smile we forced as a sign of acceptance of our destiny.
"Ly, can I ask you something?"
"Please mas?"
"Who was the figure of the man who kept following you at the party earlier? from his eyes and behavior, it's very noticeable that he likes you."
"He's a friend of Dewi Mas's mother," I told Dimas everything about Mbak Dew and Firgie. Also my lie during our meeting at Mall XX the other day.
"His mood at that time you dared to be naughty, Ly, you met another man behind Mas," said Mas Dimas while pinching my nose.
"I was just thinking of helping Dew mas" I said.
"But I agree if he's with you, he looks sincere and tries to take care of you." Mas Dimas looked down then raised his head back and smiled.
"Ahh Mas, I didn't even think about it. We are just friends, and after all it seems like I will focus on work just not thinking about the man first," I said.
"I'm sorry Ly, it made you like this."
"Please don't say sorry, I've forgotten. Our meeting and closeness certainly did not escape his fate. And until this separation of course God has a plan behind this. I have heard that He will not give tests beyond the limits of His servant's ability. That what he planned must be a good thing. And if at this time the situation wills a farewell for us, of course He has prepared beautiful things for us in the future."
"Ohh, you're very wise Ly. It's gonna be harder to forget you." Mas Dimas immediately pulled my head to lean against his shoulder.
"Maas ...."
"Please be like this Ly!! At least for tonight. Will we not be strangers tomorrow?" He still looked at me, piercing every inch of my face with his eyes.
"Don't look at me like that."
"I want to record your face Ly. I'll leave your face in my heart."
"Save your heart for Friss's face only!!"
"Ly, promise me you'll take good care of yourself!! And..behavior was when suddenly hugging mas do not repeat to any man!!"
"You're cheating, huh? of course I do not forbid you to hug/do anything with Friss," said I confused.
"Oh sorry, it's different Ly. Friss will be my wife, and you'll be my own woman. You know Ly's a beautiful woman created every part of her body and you have to keep it all!" said Mas Dimas while continuing to brush my hair.
Mas Dimas is still trying to explain something that makes me not understand it *It is still a curse on Him.at least it is in my mind at this time.
"Obviously you're a graceful woman with your hijab. You must take care of yourself and your honor, dear. Until there's a man who justifies you," said Dimas.
"If you mean that I understand Mas," I said with a smile towards Dimas.
"Are you going to invite me to your wedding?" say again.
"Are you coming if I invite you?" looks serious in the eyes of Dimas.
"Why not, I will pray for you with all my heart."
"Well I'll invite you, but you don't come alone. Bring that Firgie!!"
●POV DIMAS 》Oh .. Words like this I haven't even thought about my marriage and Friss. The words about your prayer for us, this sounds very painful Ly and doesn't it hurt you too?
I endure my pain Mas, at least in your eyes I have really let you down with him, I exclaimed.
"Jinza ...."
"Mas, don't call me that!!"
"Let Ly! for now only."
"Darling .. I'm so happy to have known you. You're a good girl Ly, hopefully you'll find someone like me who loves you, Ly." Mas Dimas grabbed my hand and kissed it.
Mas Dimasku, if you were really mine..
"If you could choose. I would ask to be born from another family that has no debt of gratitude to anyone. So that I can make my own choices Ly," said Dimas.
"Astagfirstulloh .. Don't think like that. You seem to be against his destiny. And your family now that's the best in her plans."
"Rubber. Forgive my dear words..."
"Please promise me you'll be nice to Friss. Take care and love with all your heart! Don't ever play around again!! I'm sure Friss has a lot of good things that you don't understand yet and all because you shut your heart off of him. Open your heart to Friss mas! She deserves the love of her husband. She is the woman who will give birth to your children. Follow Him as well as you love your mother. Can you promise me mas?"
"My dear Love .. must be lucky the one who has you one day. Yes, I promise you."
"Thank you, sir." I gave my best smile to Mas Dimasku.
The Wall Clock shows 21:45
"It's late, come home!!"
"Lilg ...." Dimas hugged me back.
"Can't we meet again tomorrow Ly? leave 1 more day," whispered Dimas in my ear.
"No, mas." I pushed Dimas' body slowly to look his eyes glazed over.
"Mara ...."
"Assalamu'alaikum," was heard the voice of Susi coming home ushered in Bayu mas.
"There are guests" he said.
Mas Dimas and I immediately rubbed the water grains in the corner of our eyes.
"We're disturbing ya?" Said Susi seeing our awkwardness.
"No mbak, oya introduce this mas Dimas mbak."
"Mas, this is mbakku Susi and this is Mas Bayu," I said to introduce each other.
●POV SUSI 》True ... He is Dimas Engineering at PT . Very handsome up close, great also Lyra can get it. But why do their eyes look as if they are crying?
"Yes, it's been the night mbak .. I'm the permission to go home," said mas Dimas who made me cramped, earlier I told him to leave but when he was really going home it felt very sad in my heart. Mas Dimasku will soon be gone .. tomorrow he is no more.
I'm taking Dimas' mas out. It looks like Susi and Mas Bayu are chatting inside.
Mas Dimas took my hand. He looked around, and he stole my hug back, grabbed me for a moment and kissed my hair. I breathed in the scent of Dimas' body one last time. He whispered, "Goodbye Sayangg ...." Then He let go of his embrace, and the drops of water spilled out of my eyes. He passed by, occasionally turning back. Until our distance is further and taken the motor. And then, "I've really lost it."
❤Looks Mas Dimas Lyra's house.
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