Destiny Love Lyra, Between Love And Life

The Spirit of Opening a New Day

I'm still riveted by the departure of the Dimas mas.

The last word he whispered in my ear still sounded clear, "Goodbye dear." Oh, Mas Dimas ... Mas Dimasku are you really not going? How do I live my days tomorrow without you? I'm the one pretending to be strong in front of you. Mas Dimas asked for 1 more day. Why don't I accept it ...

I sat on the face of my contract, hugged my knees and sobbed there.

Suddenly someone's hand reached my shoulder.

"You why Ly?" Sister Susi who heard my sobs from inside the house immediately came out to me.

"Mr ...." Not to mention I continued, my tears held back the words that were about to come out, and I could only sob.

Susi's mom took me to the room. Putting his index finger on his lips when Mas Bayu was about to ask what happened to me.

Mas Bayu who understands immediately permission to go home so that the brother can calm his sister.

We live together now, after locking the door, mbak Susi gave me a drink and rushed to hug me in the room.

"What happened Ly?" she asked when she saw my tears begin to subside.

"Bak, I have parted ways with Mas Dimas," I cried and my tears broke again.

Sister Susi again remembered the puffy eyes that she saw from both people when she arrived at the house earlier, this is the reason apparently.

"What is Ly? You think your relationship is new why so soon?" ask Susi wonder.

I told everything to Susi from my meeting with Mas Dimas to the reality I just knew last afternoon about her relationship with Friss.

"Oh Lord Ly, why is your destiny so complicated" Susi said as she re-embraced me.

"Then how next," said Susi again. He seemed curious to want me to continue my story.

"So Mas Dimas here explained mbak mmuanya, about the matchmaking done by his parents. How not berkutiknya he with this matchmaking in because of the condition of his mother is also sick. I feel sorry for Mas Dimas mbak, his life has been devoted to his parents are given the burden of his family's gratitude." I still sobbing at the thought of Mas Dimasku.

"How did your relationship end? Who made that decision?" ask again

"I mbak, by being strong-witted I asked him to start tomorrow thinking I was not there, I asked him to let me go. I even agreed to come and give the best prayer at the time of the wedding. I hate myself mbak, I pretend in front of Mas Dimasku.in fact I am very hurt. How is this mbak? How do I get through the days of tomorrow without Dimas?" My tears are flowing more and more I can't avoid.

"Honey .. Your decision is very correct Ly. You're so great, you wouldn't even be able to be in your position. Don't you regret it! however, establishing a relationship on top of another relationship is not true, there will be many hearts that are hurt. And if not today you make a decision, tomorrow a decision must still be made. Because this is wrong ...," mbak Susi tried to strengthen me.

I nodded my head.

Susi grabbed my chin and raised my face.

"You realize Ly, you're beautiful and very sweet. You are patient enough and keep my intention on your decision, live your days well. Mbak sure there has been a figure that Allah prepared better than the Dimas mas."

"Sir, it's not easy. I told him how he was always around me at work, we had a meal break together, we went home together. And tomorrow it won't happen again."

"Lyra .. You can't be fragile!! You've made your decision anyway. Open a new page in your life! Say every word you say to Dimas!! Don't make yourself go back to your mistakes!!" Susi again encouraged me.

"Yes mbak .. thanks mbak," I said with tears that began to subside.

Right I have to open a new page, learn to live my life without the presence of Dimas mas, my inner self.

"Lyra .. sorry, you didn't do ...." Susi was about to ask something but was arrested, but I knew what she was trying to say.

"Sir, don't think about it, I know my limits and Mas Dimas was not that kind of person. He took care of me very much, mbak" I replied trying to throw off my mother's prejudice.

"Oh .. thank God, I'm calm. Ma'am just made sure that Ly didn't realize you wouldn't be like that."

"Thank you for hearing my story, mbak, I'm glad there's mbak near me right now."

"Gpp mbak, I understand it."

Susi saw the clock. It looks like it's 23:05.

"Yes, have you prayed yet? Pray and rest Ly. Calm yourself!! Prepare yourself to welcome a brighter tomorrow!!."

"Yes Mama ...."

I immediately stood towards the Bathroom, ablaze and prepared to perform my worship.

I poured all the clutter out on Robbku. And soon I laid myself down when the worship was finished.

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The atmosphere this morning was very bright. The sense of tightness last night has gone inside me.

🌻Act 06:30

Susi's mom asked me to get breakfast ahead. And I followed his invitation.

Susi continued to tell funny stories throughout our journey, making me laugh many times. Until we stopped in front of the rice vendor sitting in front of our rented alley. Well, this is the closest breakfast seller.

Looking from a distance where the two girls were standing, a pair of eyes watched them.

🌻POV AUTHORS

Since last night, Dimas kept thinking about Lyra, how Lyra's tears kept flowing as she was about to leave that night. His heart was also very wounded .. many times he looked back, his desire to return. Didn't want to leave him, but even his brain was still working properly. Decision they have made. The promise he made to the girl. Promise to live with Friss. The promise that made both men feel hurt, he continued to sob in his room. Imagining the candor of their relationship .. condemning his fate that he cannot deny and he avoids.

And that morning, he kept thinking about Lyra. My girl how is she? From Cikarang to Cibitung he passed that morning to see his girl. Since 06:00 Dimas waited far in the corner, the direction facing Lyra's rented alley. He waited patiently. Half an hour passed, and he finally caught the shadow of his girl. Lyraku he's there ...

He looked at the girl at the end. The girl who was still wearing cat pajamas last night, looked really cute. The white sweater was fitted with the girl to cover the short sleeves of her cat pajamas. The continuous hijab with both ropes tied back further made her girl look natural, "Myra is very sweet" many times Dimas muttered ...

Instantly he took his cell phone. Want to capture the sweet figure in front of him. He pointed the phone camera at the girl, zoom mode he used so that Lyra's face was clearly visible.1x.2x.3x.

the photos of Lyra are now preserved. He looked back at the girl who was still waiting for her turn to make rice sat his order. Dimas traced her girl's eyes, still clearly visible in her eyes. The remnants of last night's crying have been exposed. He went back to tracing the face and behavior of his girl, repeatedly caught the girl laughing with Susi by his side.

Dimas was carried away laughing to see it. The scenery he saw at this time was enough to calm him down, because the girl was fine. He saw the girl repeatedly looking and and tracing the scenery around him for a moment lowered his head and returned to chatting with his mother.

Lyra felt that there was a figure watching her at this time, many times she looked back and around but did not see anyone.

His heart trembled hoping that Mas Dimas would be around, but it certainly could not be just my feeling. And again I have banned it ... Ah Lyra what do you think, maybe because the former Dimas mas perfume that is still attached to this dipiyama makes me fantasize about it, it smells this. Fragrance left in the arms we did. Mas Dimas it's gonna be hard for me to forget you ...

After a moment of looking down, Lyra regained her senses and continued the conversation with her mother who was good at telling funny stories. Making him laugh again, he knew .. mbak Susi was comforting him.

Seeing her girl look steady starting a new day, she will try the same thing. Keep the promise he made.

He took the phone back in his pocket,

looks like he typed something in there, "You got time this afternoon Friss? I'll pick you up at 4pm, get ready."

The shadow of Lyra was lost there. He rushed home with a smile on his face, a proud smile at the steadiness of his girl. Which is definitely not easy to deal with.

Lyrake ...

I will continue to engrave your name and shadow on this heart. The best do'a is always for your happiness.

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