
*Is that really how big you feel to me, Gie??
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Seen from a distance a man was sitting on his red knight when he saw Lyra coming, he stood up.
"You been Gie's long?" my many.
"Lumayan .." she replied.
"Sorry it was so jammed," I tried to explain.
"It's okay baby, let's go up!!" abugn.
Unlike usual we always chatted on the bike, but at this time the atmosphere was quiet. I'm not talking or talking about anything, my mind still remembers every word Kak Fida said about the Halal Label Dating..
And Firgie as usual, she pulled my hands together to hold her body.
My brain started resisting, but my heart let it go..
We arrived, eager to ask Firgie to come home soon and not stop by. But when he parked his bike and walked following me in.. My heart cannot resist it.
I opened my room door..
And Firgie again immediately sat down where she used to sit.
I was still silent by his side..
"Then you want to take a shower, take a shower I'll wait for you." she said with a smile.
I was like a doll hearing her words and I immediately grabbed my clothes in the closet and passed leaving Firgie in the room.
A few minutes later I was done cleaning my body. Teddy bear pajamas suit I'm using right now. I let my hair stay up.
I saw the clock on the front wall of my room 20:20.
Why is it so long at 10, my mind.
I'm in my room right now.
Firgie looked at me, I gave her a small smile and immediately turned her gaze away.
He seemed to be playing around with my phone, playing a song he liked, seventeen...
I sat myself by his side after I put my dirty clothes in the basket in the corner of the bed.
Firgie still looks at me..
A look I used to enjoy and love to see.. Why does my brain seem to reject it now.. Time and time again I wiped my face from Firgie's gaze.
And I think he might realize I'm not what I used to be...
"Are you having a problem Ly?" tanyakanya.
Shook my head.
"You bought anything at the SS Mall? let's tell me baby!!" ask again.
"I bought some facial cleansing soap, toothpaste and this snack (have a few snacks I've put in front of us sitting down)" I replied.
"Lyra ..." he said.
"Yes" I replied.
Firgie's trying to grab my finger now.
"Did I do you wrong, Ly? I've seen since we got to Fida's place the other day, you look a lot quiet" Firgie said.
Is my attitude change so noticeable, my inner self.
"You did nothing wrong Gie .." I said.
How about this, do I have to tell Firgie what my grief is how many days it is today?
*The face of Firgie, this man in front of me. Always loyal by my side, always flooding me with all the attention and love. I never doubted everything. He's a very nice guy. But after yesterday I was afraid to love him. Because our courtship is not halal label. And not necessarily a halal label..
Aahhh Firgie, even I was afraid of losing you .. lost my love back* ...
"Lyra .. Are you daydreaming? is there something you're thinking about?"
Shook my head.
"Do you love me Ly?" a question that Firgie asked very often, and she asked him back.
I shake my head while looking at him. You don't even have to doubt my race against you, Gie, my inner self.
"Never leave me Lyra!" ogre.
I'm nodding.
And we spent the night in silence, just saying Seventeen's song, There Band, Guardians and Ari Lasso permeated our hearts.
At 21:50
"Hmm, I have to go home Ly," said Firgie.
I nodded back..
Curse Firgie's hand and kiss her back.. As usual, he was good at stealing my hugs.
"Just a moment, baby ... He kissed me on the forehead afterwards,"
"Dragon's all right Lyra !!!"
I called my head again.
And then the shadow disappeared.
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12:00 PF. XX
As usual on Friday our rest hours are longer, the mosque is still used for Friday prayers at this time.
Me and Brother Fida chose to stay in line, we took a chair and laid our heads leaning against the table as we tried to close our eyes. Until a hand reaches our shoulders...
A leader with a long hijab approached us,
"Cock on sleeping in line anyway? Take a friday yuk study!!" bring Mama Alika.
"What is there mbak?" my word.
"Lho, where are you going? indeed every Friday there is a study in the auditorium, just in tau ya??"
Me and Brother Fida nodded.
"Who are your names?" tanyakanya.
"I'm Fida.."
"I'm Lyra.."
"Let's go together to the auditorium, rather than the free time we use just to sleep, In shaa Alloh sat in the study better. Inget lo ruhani also needs to eat, as does the body" said Ms Alika on the way to the auditorium.
My heart agrees with every word of Ms. Alika, for some reason the word study makes me so excited.
"Lyra can read the Qur'an"
"Can Mbak, but it's not very good" I said.
"Gpp, we're learning. Later Lyra tilawah yaa, 3 verses only ko" he said.
I spontaneously nodded.
Before long we arrived in the auditorium room at this time, it turned out that there were many people present, from operators, leaders, senior leaders all mixed. Some people really want to hear the study some who choose there just to sleep..
Mbak Alika forward at this time, he eloquently and calmly opened the Friday study. Gratitude for all the blessings of health and faith is poured out to ALLOH Sang kholiq at this time, do not forget also Sholawat and greetings are arranged also on our visitation Prophet Muhammad SAW.
It was calm to hear every word from Mommy Alika's lips. Indeed, I had not been present in the study for a long time, the last time I was in high school in the Rohisku organization. I seem to find my way back. The swirling of Love to Robb and my Rosul is so explosive, it goes with my blood.
Until Ma'am Alika called my name to come forward and read the tilawah. Letter of An-Nur Verses 30-32 was chosen by Mbak Alika to read according to the theme of today's study "Hijab As a Sign of Love."
Word by word in QalamNYA I read this time. Alhamdulillah although my family is not a truly Islamic family, but my mother always directed me to learn to teach since childhood. Although my reading may not be as good as others, but I can read it enough .. and my reading is done..
Ma'am Alika advanced again, now he called a Ustadzah that was brought from outside to fill the study every Friday as it is today.
The woman of about 40 years advanced in front of us at this time, her face was very clean with a robe and long hijab added to her elegance.
He introduced himself. Asking not to call the word Ustadzah to him, just call Umi Aisyah.
And for some reason I was so comfortable being in this place, meeting new people who were embracing me like an old brother who was very close.. This is back I think.. Seeing the look of Umi Aisyah, hearing the calmness of her words.. I'm very comfortable.. And even material has not started at this time ...
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