Demians

CHAPTER 27 - Pillow Talk

The house is filled with all the furniture. The interior concept of the house is very modern with shades of white, black, and gray. I like it because it looks neutral. Bian selected furniture also looks elegant so it has a luxurious impression. I don't know Bian well enough.

Bian led me to walk towards the room on the second floor. Once again, I was amazed by the interior of the room that really looks classy. I can't imagine how much money Bian spent on all this.

“you clean first yes, suitcase let me finish” he said while opening the door that turned out to be a walk in closet.

I followed Bian inside and saw Bian's full outfit neatly arranged according to his designation and color. On the other hand, I saw women's clothing, bags, shoes, and various other accessories.

“that's yours.you were the first to know my contents. My parents even just knew this house before we came here” he said which made me breathe a sigh of relief.

After I noticed, the women's clothes that Bian had prepared were special pregnant clothes. I'm glad Bian noticed me. I myself have not even thought about buying a special maternity suit because I still feel comfortable with my clothes before.

Cup…

I kissed the cheek of Bian who was currently standing beside me. I also hugged him from the side.

“thank you, mas..” Bian stiffened at my words and immediately took off our embrace.

“tadi what did you say?” she asked him who was trying to confirm my words just now by cupping my two cheeks.

“accept...kasih..mas” I repeat slowly. I put both my hands on her chest, “now my husband, it feels impolite if a wife calls her husband by name only. Bian was the call when I became your friend, while the mas was the call when I became your wife.” I have not finished speaking, Bian landed his lips on my lips.

“it turns out sweeter to kiss him after sah” I laughed at Bian's words.

“I just knew that mas can laugh also” said I who teased Bian.

“your girl, Sarah, and mama can make me more expressive. I don't know from the first only you are the only outsider who is able to make me can be myself” honestly, “oiya another one, <TAG1>oiya, only you and mama can see myself outside in” I frown at hearing his words.

“mama just look when I was a child, if now only you can see it..” he continued hanging while looking at me inside, “and feel it.” whispered with a seductive tone. I was surprised when I understood the meaning of his words

“pervert...” pickle me while hitting his shoulder. Bian laughed after teasing me. I picked up my favorite negligee and the interior in the suitcase and headed straight for the bathroom.

I soaked long enough in the bathroom to relax my body that feels tired due to today's activities. When I came out of the room, I didn't see Bian. I checked the walk in closet and saw that my clothes had been neatly arranged by him. I could hear a voice outside the room. It looks like Bian is mopping downstairs. I found out that Bian was a person who cared about cleanliness and neatness. But I was astonished to see Bian being able to clean a house this big by himself.

I was blown away to see Bian who was currently in shirtless condition. Seeing Bian's shiny body from sweat makes me bite my finger.

As Bian headed towards the terrace, I walked towards the kitchen. I opened the fully loaded refrigerator. Bian is really the type of person who is “well-prepared”.

Knowing that Bian must be tired after cleaning the house, I took the initiative to cook dinner. Suddenly I wanted fruitful food. I finally decided to cook the soup and chicken fillet. I also make tiramisu as dessert.

“sayang??? Why are you cooking?” tanyanya panicked when I saw me struggling in the kitchen. “we order aja yaa make his dinner..you will gabby fatigue” he continued.

“ihh I also used to cook during at home parents mas..lagian I again crave food that berkuah...rasi must be fresh” said me while imagining soup flowing in my esophagus.

“you helped ya” said Bian who tried to take over the knife in my hand. I held back a smile hearing Bian start saying the word “mas” to call himself.

“no no...bodies of mas full of sweat gini ntar even netes again in his cooking” said me while distancing his body that tried to approach me, “mending mas bath trus rest daft, must be tired of cleaning one house. Later I wake up again if it's ripe” continued me.

Besides being full of sweat, I don't want to fail to focus on seeing the muscles in Bian's stomach that call me to touch him. My slightly weak contents after yesterday's bleeding made the doctor forbid me to have sex with Bian. My increased passion because of my pregnancy hormones made me as much as possible to keep my distance from Bian. But seeing Bian like this continued, afraid of making me khilaf attacked him. Bian himself also understood my condition so that he did not have such an intense interaction, just hugging or kissing me briefly.

After Bian went to the room to clean up, I continued my cooking. We finished our Maghrib prayer. For the first time, we prayed together as a married couple.

“like tongue mas from now on can only accept your cooking deh yang.” comment Bian after swallowing his first feed.

“can aja you mas..” said I blushed shyly.

“capek?” bian asked when he saw me massaging my legs in bed with my favorite aromatherapy oil.

I nodded my head in response to Bian's question, “maybe because I stood up a lot today” I replied as I smeared aromatherapy oil all over the legs. Bian took over the oil bottle and continued the activity of massaging my legs.

“eh gausah mas.Mas Bian must be more tired than me. Here I am the mas” massage I said which prevented Bian from massaging my legs.

Bian is holding me back from changing my position, “taste tired mas is not worth your tiredness on the move while carrying the twins” he replied.

“certainly now you start getting tired quickly because of the increasingly large stomach load” he continued while occasionally stroking my distended stomach. Right now my body does look a little wider as my gestational age enters 16 weeks. My stomach looks bigger than it should be because there are two fetuses in it.

“mas...” call me to Bian, “mmm??” he said while still massaging my feet.

“pas mas mas mas mas lambed me in the hospital, I heard I already love the same me from 5 years ago. Means KKN dong?” ask me who is curious about the story of Bian who is starting to have feelings for me. Bian's ears turned red hearing my question. I kept waiting for Bian's answer for a while.

“iya..I have fallen in love with you because you are the first to understand my attitude. You know for yourself, not everyone can stand with my flat and silent attitude. You used to motivate me to adapt to others. While the others were impatient with my attitude, you stayed by my side. Gradually, I got used to your existence and started to show my true attitude. Especially when we used to be a partner to finalize the report, you often spend time with me to take care of our final KKN report when others start busy with the preparation of the final task. My love is also greater when we spend time together in the library to complete the thesis with” explained Bian who revealed his heart.

“actually I wanted to express my feelings to you after graduation, but papa asked me to come home soon to help manage the garden. I've set my heart on proposing to you someday, but I'm in a dilemma. If I reveal my feelings continue we LDR, I'm afraid you expect more to me that there is no certainty, besides that I am still not well established. I want to be solid before I meet your parents. So I decided to cut off your communication and resigned if later I was given the opportunity to meet you back, I will try to get you” he continued which made me stunned. It was only fitting that Bian had asked me not to leave him. Even though he said it unconsciously, I knew that much he harbored his feelings for me.

“turned luck was on my side. When I first saw you at his mama Alfi's boutique, I was determined to have you. I even thought it was evil to take you from your partner if you already had one. Fortunately, you are still alone, so I tried to approach you by following to Solo so I could get to know your family and could spend more time with you” I smiled amusedly at the persistence of Bian trying to approach me back even to have a crazy plan.

“I guess a reunion in Tegal could ease our closeness. But again I have to face the test that I have a rival there. You know.When I see you helpless because of the depraved deeds of Mas Bagas, my heart is very broken, especially when you look at me sad with your sad condition. On the one hand I try to control myself so as not to be tempted. But when I saw your innocent body that turned out to be touched, my emotions ignited and I could not control myself. Finally I also follow the depraved because it has taken your sanctity before its time. At the time, I really could not forgive myself. Plus the news of your pregnancy I just found out makes me feel even more guilty. I don't blame you for hiding your condition, but I feel like I failed because I couldn't understand the situation and was too resigned to fate” he said regretfully.

“stop blames yourself mas constantly. I am also guilty of being too selfish to think of myself. It all starts with us not believing in each other and putting our own egos first. Maybe if I don't misinterpret the closeness of mas with Sarah and mas who also don't misinterpret my closeness with Mas Bagas, maybe there will be no drama like this” explained me wisely.

“whatever the form of the journey of destiny if we are destined to unite, however we will be united. Maybe it becomes a way for us to unite like this. If asked if I regret maybe I will answer yes.” continued that makes Bian look at me disappointed.

“what are you sorry about marrying a mas and containing the fruit of our love?” tanyanya.

“I regret having experienced that terrible incident, but I do not regret marrying mas because I also love Mas Bian. At first I regretted doing this, but I realized that they were innocent. They were present because of our proof of love, so there was no reason for me to hate them. After all they are also half my life, part of my life” answered me as I rubbed my stomach. Bian held my hand that was on top of my stomach while smilingly looking at me.

“sorry if I still regret the incident, however, it left a deep wound and traumatized me. Would you help me close that wound and make me take it?” I doubt Bian.

Bian kissed my forehead a long time ago then looked at me gently, “without you asking for it mas will help you forget about it. We will try to make you happy with our marriage. Mas sure gradually the wound will close without you knowing” I hug Bian heard the answer that really understand my condition. Hopefully the wound will dry out soon and close completely. Despite the imprint, I will accept it sincerely.

“oiya mas I want to ask...gimimana how can mas find me on the hill? At that time I will run away..” my question after taking off our embrace. Remembering that incident made me wonder how Bian, Alfi, and Devan could find me.

“oh it..mas track your whereabouts through your HP. Remember fitting mas lock the door of the room when you want to nganterin sponge? When you go out, you can connect HP mas gps with your HP that you live. Mas who was still too possessive really did various ways to keep you in the supervision of the mas even though we are far”, explained Bian answered my curiosity.

I nodded my head to hear the answer, “eh but at that time I was in the hospital to check the contents..mas tau also?” ask me when I remember when I checked my contents the first time after my breakup with Bian.

“pas you disconnected my communication after our last phone, mas who appreciated your decision finally disconnected our gps. Mas also participated in introspection after our relationship ended” he replied.

Suddenly the look on Bian's face became sullen because he realized his stupidity, “tau that it should not break the connection, so you can know earlier. Argh..so sorry right..” the sparkle that makes me laugh off seeing his expression.

“alah mas, after all mas also know in the end.” said I calm Bian while still holding back laughter to see him.

“ahh our room still ngetawain mas..mas feel this stupid..” complained Bian who began sulking me. I went back to laughing at Bian who was looking at me annoyed.

I set myself to calm down again, “kan earlier we abis melow-mellow..now replace joking dong...let's not sad continue” Bian finally laugh with me afterwards.

Finally the first night as a couple we spent with pillow talk to get to know each other again and make our household plans in the future.

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