Demians

CHAPTER 19 - Destroyed

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Part 21+

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Bugh….

Suddenly Bian came pulling Mas Bagas and directly punched him. Mas Bagas who was not ready immediately fell far away to hit the foot of the table that contained cooking utensils on it.

“AAARRRGHHHHH!!!” bian Pilu shouted when he saw my terrible situation. I who was weak helpless could only cry looking at him.

“BY!!!!!” alfi and Devan shouted when they saw me.

Bian immediately covered my innocent body with my jacket and switched back with Mas Bagas. Bian was seen flailing Mas Bagas while swearing rudely using Javanese. Alfi and Devan try to attract Bian to stop beating the battered Mas Bagas.

Alfi who had exhausted his patience to see Bian who did not want to stop immediately raised a fist on Bian's face.

Bugh…..

“AWARE YOU BI!!!” alfi shouted as Bian fell in Devan's arms.

“you can join dragged if you like this” said Alfi slowly after easing his emotions.

“dia...” while pointing at Mas Bagas, “let me same Devan take care of. Now you focus on Demi. He needs you at this time” he continued.

Bian managed to arrange himself to directly see me with a glare, “aku gatau should how with him. My heart...” said Bian was cut off, “hatiku is sick at the moment seeing his condition” Bian started sobbing when he looked at me. I could only cry in silence watching him cry over my situation.

“there is another way Bi..who can help Demi right now is you. Only you can do it” said Devan while examining the body of Mas Bagas who fainted due to Bian's punch.

“ini...” Devan shows a small bottle in his hand, “For the sake of being given a high dose of stimulant drugs. Seeing his current condition, want to not want you to have to do it Bi..” he continued. Bian groaned in frustration at Devan's words.

“we believe you Bi...you will not run from responsibility” said Alfi while patting Bian's shoulder, “ayo Dev..we take Mas Bagas home. We have to discuss with Bu Rima related to this problem” Devan directly helps Alfi memapah Mas Bagas out of the house.

“oiya Bi...” call Devan before leaving, “ini key motor Mas Bagas” Devan throws a motor key taken from the pocket of the pants Mas Bagas towards Bian who was immediately captured by him.

“thanks Dev...don't forget to close the door” said Bian who then walked towards me.

“Bian...” shirked me when Bian got in front of me. Bian immediately wiped away the tears on my cheeks while crying to see how I was.

“forgive me..I'm sorry that I came late” the stuffing then hugged me.

Bian immediately took off his embrace when he heard my sigh.

“By my dear.I hope later you can understand what I did to you. Sorry I had to sacrifice you for all this” said Bian who looked at me tenderly then kissed my lips with passion.

I just resignedly followed the lust and game Bian who helped me eliminate the drug reaction in my body. There were no more sounds of crying and sobbing, only the sound of our sighs enjoying the game of sin that we created ourselves.

“aarrggghhh Biaaannn..sakiiettt” my groan was tight as Bian managed to break through the defense I had been guarding all along. Lost is already my precious treasure that was forced to be sacrificed because of someone's crazy ambition. My feelings are breaking, beyond the break when Bian broke my heart with his passing 4 years ago.

“arghh...” erang we together after successfully doing the release for the last time after several times we repeated the sin game.

Bian's body directly overcame me after finishing with our activities. Together, we regulate irregular breathing after doing activities that are a lot of emotional and exertion. After doing the curse for hours, my body felt lighter and returned to normal as before. The reaction of the drug has now disappeared completely, replaced with regret and painful wounds.

I closed my eyes that felt heavy after getting tired of doing that disgusting activity. I wish all of this was just a nightmare that happened to cross over in my imaginary world, and hope that when I wake up everything will be fine.

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“you why?” I asked weakly who was immediately greeted by the close embrace of Jihan and Ines. Seeing them crying, I also let out tears when I found out that it was not a dream.

“maafin me yes..” lirihku who sobbed in our arms.

“engga Dem. I did not expect our initial idea of nostalgia here even ended up being a getaka” replied Ines as much as he pleased after taking off our embrace. Jihan also finally took off her embrace.

I tried to get up from my sleeping position to lean against the wall. When I tried to move my body, my bones seemed to want to slip out of place. Jihan and Ines helped me to sit down.

Then I looked at Ms. Rima, suddenly she hugged me while crying sobbing apologizing for the depraved deeds of Mas Bagas against me. Actually I was hurt by his actions and probably would never be able to forgive him because I had to sacrifice myself to face his madness. But seeing Bu Rima pleading for mercy from me, I finally appreciated the attitude of Bu Rima who tried to apologize for her son's behavior.

“i really appreciate if Bu Rima apologizes to me on behalf of the mother's child, but sorry. This incident made me traumatized by the treatment of men. Although Bu Rima's son did not do it, but still the crime he at the beginning made me still do it. In the end, I had to give up the crown I was keeping for my husband to someone who was not necessarily my partner. I hope that Bu Rima can understand my current position” explained me who tried to give understanding to Bu Rima.

“but should we not solve this problem in a familial manner? I can not bear if Bagas had to languish in prison for a long time” said Bu Rima who tried to negotiate with me.

“i just want him to reflect on his actions. Here not only he who received the punishment, I, the mother's son, even Bian both received our respective punishment. At the moment I try to be legowo with what befalls me” obviously me with a little emotion. Jihan and Ines tried to calm me down.

Bu Rima finally came out of the room after failing to negotiate with me. After Miss Rima's departure, I asked Ines and Jihan to help me walk to the bathroom. When I pulled up the blanket, I was still wearing the same clothes as this morning. I'm sure all of this must have been worn by Bian.

I limped because of the intense pain in my core area. Ines and Jihan finally waited for me to purify myself outside the bathroom.

When I cleaned my body with soap, my tears came back to see the condition of my body that was full of marks from Bian. I also found Bian's fluid residue and dried blood in my core area when I tried to clean it. I feel disgusted by my current self that is no longer valuable, there is nothing I can be proud of in me.

After the bath, I immediately performed the dzuhur prayer in a sitting position because I was unable to support my own body at this time. I pray for His forgiveness for committing a great sin. I realized that my actions would be the biggest burden that I had to be responsible for later. I'm ready if there's another punishment coming after this.

“For the sake of.yuk lunch first” said Ines who began to feed me painstakingly. I who is losing my appetite can only accept 5 feeds.

“nih Dem drank it” said Jihan who helped me to drink.

“the others on where?” askaku who just realized did not see the existence of the boys.

“still at the police station. Mas Bagas and his friend were immediately taken there after Bian came to bring lo who fainted. Pas y'all have not returned Devan chasing his friend Mas Bagas who ran away because he has helped Mas Bagas surf his action” replied Ines.

“tadi Bian had beaten Mas Bagas again here before being taken away. Bu Rima tried to negotiate with Bian to be resolved well, but Bian insisted that this problem must be brought to the legal path considering this has been included in the category of planned criminal crimes. Because it failed to negotiate with Bian, finally Bu Rima tried to negotiate with kamu” continued Jihan chimed.

“if you realize earlier you must have been strong to see Bian who raged after laying you here. I've never seen Bian flutter like that. Fortunately, Alfi stayed when Devan chased his friend Mas Bagas. You see if GadaA Alfi like Mas Bagas will die at the hands of Bian” I see if Jihan is honest when she sees the look of her face still shows a little fear.

“mas Vishnu circumstances how to catch Devan?” manya curious.

“same with Mas Bagas Dem. Moreover, Devan alone pursue him, satisfied he beat tuh people without anyone preventing. Devan chases him to the next village, it turns out he is hiding in his other house. I wonder how Devan found people. I myself was horrified when I saw him back while dragging the man, who was sane among the three of them just Alfi doang earlier” I shudder in horror at the events when I was still unconscious. I'm the only one who heard Ines and Jihan's story feeling scared, let alone those who saw it in person.

“udah Dem..don't think about it. You better take a break just to mulyin your body and mind.” I nodded my head to hear Jihan's advice.

“already I want to sleep for a while, later wake me up if they're back. I want to go home after this. I can't stand it if I have to linger here” I said while trying to lie down. I am grateful that Jihan and Ines did not ask about my departure with Mas Bagas. I did not want to tell that because I was afraid to be disappointed with the incident again.

“oiya Nes, will you be the same Devan my friend home huh? Let Bian be with Alfi with Jihan. There is no way I can talk to Alfi together, and I can no longer be the same Bian. I am not ready if I have to meet him again” I asked Ines.

“later I asked Devan first yes Dem.gue anyway okay-okay aja. Jihan gapapa is a girl alone later if Devan wants?” ask her to Jihan.

“what if for the sake of comfort like that” replied Jihan.

Finally I fell asleep again to castrate my body that has not completely recovered.

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