Demians
CHAPTER 25 - Explanation of All
“how did you travel Dem?” jihan asked as he greeted me at the station.
“aku gabisa sleep, my stomach feels a bit tight during the trip. But I can hold my cravings for too long.ayo we go to my Chocolate factory now. Maybe they are impatient” I replied lethargic while pointing at my stomach.
“yaampun bumil this one is really amazing ya cravings. Let's make your wish come true said Jihan chuckled while carrying my suitcase and driving me to her car.
While sitting in Jihan's car, I immediately pulled down the seat backrest to relax my stomach which felt uncomfortable since on the train. I also applied aromatherapy oil on my stomach and waist to help reduce the tension in my stomach. Jihan originally proposed that I rest at the hotel first, but since I was impatient to enjoy the chocolate, I still forced Jihan to move to the Bian factory.
Out of the parking lot of the station, we immediately headed to the Bian chocolate factory. I installed gps to make our trip easier. In the middle of the trip, suddenly Jihan turned her car back so we actually moved away from the destination location.
“Ji...you why not follow the gps?? This we instead stay away from the factory..” said I who was wondering to see Jihan who suddenly looked serious looking at the road in front of him.
“mentar Dem...I want to make sure something first” replied Jihan flat.
“confirm what??? Duh this chocolate urinate first hmmm..” my protest began to sulk. Jihan ignored my protest and kept driving with a serious look.
I ended up drinking chocolate-flavored pregnant milk to prop up my stomach because I was annoyed by Jihan. In addition to eating chocolate, I also feel hungry because I have entered my breakfast. But I want to have breakfast with My Chocolate from the factory directly. It looks troublesome indeed me at the moment.
Suddenly Jihan parked her car in front of a high school building. Jihan's gaze focused forward like paying attention to something, I finally looked forward to see what Jihan noticed.
My tears were dripping when I found out the person I missed was dropping off a high school girl. The thing that made me sick was seeing their affection in person, where Bian opened the car door for the girl to even hug and kiss her forehead. My tears flowed more and more on my cheeks seeing them laughing happily.
“basar crocodile land” umpat Jihan who directly opened the car door to hit Bian.
I didn't have time to hold back Jihan who looked emotional. Suddenly I felt a pain in my stomach deep.
“arghhh” I groaned while holding my stomach.
I saw Jihan slap Bian when she met him. Bian looks surprised by the arrival of Jihan, I saw them engaged in a fight. I couldn't stand the pain in my stomach trying to open the car door. As I tried to get out, I felt something flowing down my thigh. I saw blood seeping out of my thighs.
My heart was racing at the blood, my mind was blank at the moment knowing that I was in danger. When I got out of the car, I who was unable to support my body immediately fell down. But someone caught my body from touching the ground. I saw Bian currently holding my body and looking at me worriedly, surprised, and angry.
“please..save...they” whimpered me and then my gaze darkened.
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I woke up when I heard the sound of someone crying beside me. When I opened my eyes, I saw the person rubbing my stomach and occasionally kissing her. I gathered my consciousness and tried to remember what happened to me.
“bayiku!!” I shouted as I managed to remember everything. I immediately woke up checking the condition of my stomach which still looks the same as before. The person who was rubbing my stomach was surprised to see me was already conscious.
“quiet dear...they are fine” he said while cupping both of my cheeks. I realized that the person next to me was Bian. His face was red and there were tears on his cheeks.
My tears broke hearing her words saying if my womb was okay. Bian hugged me and calmed me down, then he kissed my whole face sobbing.
“honey, I'm sorry.because of me, you almost lost them. I'm sorry I made you suffer. I can't forgive myself if they leave us” softly while sobbing while putting our eyebrows together.
“you are not wrong Bian..I am too forcing myself to realize my wishes” I replied slowly trying to calm him down. Bian shook his head at my answer.
“kalo aja I know the sodara that meant Alfi is you, surely I went straight to Jakarta to realize your wishes. You do not need to come all the way here to realize your wishes. What kind of papa am I..” Bian still blames himself when he sees my current condition. Bian moved towards my stomach and kissed her again.
“maafin papa yes son.because papa is not sensitive to your wishes. Papa doesn't even know that you've been present in your belly. Forgive papa who didn't fight for you” muttered as she hugged my possessive stomach. I was filled to see her accept my pregnancy after what happened to us.
“Bian..” call me wean. Bian ignored my call and continued to cry lamenting his mistake. I rubbed his head which was currently focusing on kissing my stomach. Bian turned his gaze towards me after my hand was over his head.
“stop blame yourself okay.you're not wrong Bi. I'm being too selfish with everything” I said calming him down.
Suddenly Bian clasped both my hands tightly, “Demi darling.don't stay with me again ya. You are my world in the past, now, and forever. I would be completely crazy if this time I lost you” again he pleaded and kissed my hands in turn.
“Bi..I've seen everything clearly. You don't have to be overwhelmed by their presence. I will not force you to take responsibility. I gamau branded as actor Bi..” lirihku.
“you misunderstood dear.it's not all as you think. I'll explain everything.” Bian fell silent when I touched his lips with his index finger to hint at a silent sign.
“no need Bian..I gamau harbored the pain that had an impact on my womb” looks sad gaze Bian who is desperate because I refuse to listen to his explanation. I tried to take Bian in peace without needing to hear an explanation that might sound painful.
Suddenly the door to my room was opened violently by someone. Papa, Mama, Tisha, and Jihan enter the room.
“PAPA!!” I shouted hysterically at Bian helplessly under papa's cage. Bian looks resigned to accept papa's tantrums and does not try to fight it. I tried to get up from my bed and move to protect Bian. I did not care about my infusion hose that started to bleed in her hose and the cries of mama trying to hold me back.
“ENOUGH PA!!! DON'T HIT BIAN AGAIN..” I asked hysterically while hugging Bian's weakly helpless body. I touched his face slowly which looked battered. Bian tried to smile to calm me down amid the pain.
“jangan...nangis..again...” he said stammering, “lanti...they...follow....sadih” he continued then rubbed my stomach. I could only cry hearing her words.
“WHY DID YOU PROTECT HIM??? HE AJA GABISA PROTECTS YOU AND YOUR CONTENT!!!” hardik papa to me then pulled me away from Bian. I resisted papa's attempts to separate me from Bian.
“Can be discussed carefully right pa?? I beg you not to use violence” lirihku sad.
I groaned as I felt the pain in my stomach. Seeing the look on my face in pain, Bian tried to get up and lift my body to lie on the bed. I saw Tisha come out of the room to call the doctor. I clasped Bian's hand to ease my pain. Bian tried to calm me down by whispering words in my ear. Tisha went back into the room followed by the doctor and nurse.
The doctor immediately checked my condition and the nurse repaired my missed infusion. During the examination, I held Bian to stay by my side and clasped his hands tightly. Papa looks still emotional and mom tries to calm him down. Tisha and Jihan hugged each other while looking at me sadly.
“Bu Demetra do not be too stressed yes.pity of the baby is also shaken by the emotions of the mother. Fatigue and pressure factors in the mother trigger a predation like that. The content is maintained yes ma'am..pacify yourself ibu” explained the doctor who advised me.
“for the patient's family please do not do things that can trigger stress in the patient. If there is a problem, it can be discussed carefully and not to make the patient burdened” continued the doctor when he saw Bian's battered face and felt the atmosphere of tension in my room.
“pa...difficult emotions again yes..aku gapapa kok...i also talked with Bian earlier” lirihku after the doctor and nurse resigned.
“i want to hear the explanation son Bian..can explain all this?” asked Papa sharply to Bian who was sitting beside my bed, turned his back to papa.
Before Bian answered, suddenly my ward door was reopened by someone. I saw a couple and a high school girl I saw with Bian.
“Bian..what is this? Sarah suddenly came home crying story of your problem” asked the middle-aged man.
“astaghfirullah son, you why battered like this?” asked the woman beside the middle-aged man when she saw Bian's battered face. Seen the look of a worried face of the woman when she saw Bian's condition.
“Bian gapapa ma...” replied Bian slowly. Suddenly Bian got up from his seat and knelt in front of the woman next to him whom I knew was Bian's mother. Bian gathered in front of his mother and tried to hug both of his legs.
“ma...pardon Bian. Bian has hurt both mother and Sarah as a woman. Bian has taken the honor of a girl Bian loved even to the point of impregnating her” I sobbed to hear Bian's heart-wrenching remarks. I saw Mama Bian closing his mouth in disbelief and starting to shed tears.
“every Bian does not intend to damage the woman Bian loves because Bian loves the same mom and Sarah. All happened because Bian wanted to protect her.Bian was not willing and would be destroyed if he fell in the hands of an irresponsible person. Bian also did not expect that the incident would present two innocent lives. Sorry Bian just honest now because Bian confused ma. He must have misunderstood Bian. Before Bian straightened out this misunderstanding, Bian begged for the blessing to take responsibility by marrying her and asking mom to be able to accept her and the two future grandchildren mama” explained Bian at length with tears. Bian raised his head to look at the face of the person who had given birth to him.
The middle-aged man who I believe is Papa Bian came to Bian who was still faithfully kneeling at the feet of his mother. Mama Bian who was covered in tears smiled weakly towards Bian.
“mama forgive origin you can account for everything” said mom Bian who smiled weakly saw Bian.
Mama Bian tried to help Bian to stand up and hug him. There was a cry of Bian who repeatedly said sorry in the ears of his mother and mother Bian tried to calm him.
“pa...” Lirih Bian called his papa while taking off a hug with his mother
“papa will forgive you after you can account for all of this. Papa taught you to be responsible with what you do” said papa Bian with his gaze while patting slowly Bian's shoulder.
Bian walked towards the high school girl who had been standing at the door. I looked at him wistfully as Bian embraced the girl.
“om, aunty, Tisha, Jihan, and especially Demi.I'm sorry if you've misunderstood me all along. I really don't mean to play with your feelings Demi, you are the only woman I hope to be my partner with. I understand why you are avoiding me. Here I want to introduce you to someone beside me at this time” explained Bian who then asked for approval with the girl through his gaze. The girl nodded her head in agreement.
“introduce, my name is Sarah. I'm his real sister Mas Bian” said the high school girl who made my eyes widen perfectly.
Sister??? So all this time I've been jealous of her own brother?? my question is in my heart.
Amidst my shock, Bian's mother clasped my hand tightly and gave me a warm smile. I replied with an awkward smile.
“Dem? I will not betray you, I'm sorry I didn't explain it from the beginning so it makes this problem complicated. I also apologize if my previous attitude was very possessive of you. During our parting, I pondered everything from the beginning we met back” Bian tried to take a deep breath before speaking back
“it all starts with us not trusting each other. You thought I had a relationship with Sarah because you heard my interactions with her a few times, and I still doubted you when Mas Bagas approached you. If only I had explained everything from the beginning, maybe you wouldn't have had to go through any of this. But we don't have to regret everything. I'll try to fix all” Bian continued.
Suddenly Bian walked over to mom and dad who were sitting on the sofa in the corner of the room. Bian knelt down before them and lowered his head.
“Om Arwin, Aunt Retha..before the Bian family, I would like to propose Demetra Vinda Chairani as my wife. I have been in love with him since we met 5 years ago. Let me take responsibility for what I have done to Demi. Whatever the circumstances, I intend to challenge him. Maybe with this condition we can be aware of our respective attitudes. I can't promise anything to om and auntie, but I hope om and aunt can bless Demi along with me to change for the better again” explained Bian who made me deg-degan hear his words.
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