Demians

CHAPTER 15 - Commitment

I wanted to drown myself at the bottom of the pool when I saw Jihan, Ines, Alfi, Devan, and Mas Bagas watching me make out with Bian. I adjusted my irregular breathing and looked at Bian who was beside me who was also quietly breathing in. Her hair was messy and her lips looked swollen as a result of our “panas” activities.

“ada want to explain about the incident just now?” jihan asked slowly after overcoming his shock. Yes, the one who screamed alerted us was Jihan.

“a-a-aku..aku..t-so k-we...” I'm confused how to explain it. Suddenly the pool water felt cold on my skin, when it should have felt warm. My body shook because I was not ready to face the current situation. I just lowered my head in fear of their gazes that kept staring at me intensely.

“we don't need to explain about what you guys saw. I'm sure you guys must have understood what we did earlier” between Bian while embracing me all of a sudden.

I who was surprised by his actions instantly turned my gaze towards him. Bian smiled broadly at me as I looked at him, he kissed my lips briefly in front of Jihan, Ines, Alfi, Devan, and Mas Bagas. Ines and Jihan screamed again at Bian's action.

“WOAHH!!! Just this time I saw Bian smile as wide as that” Ines clucked in amazement at Bian smiling.

“do you guys want to check in?? let me make reservation mumpung we are again in hotel” said Alfi while smiling seductively towards me and Bian.

“nah true that..who must check in should be lo same Bian Dem...” timpal Devan who gave a seductive smile to me and Bian. “likely I have to learn from Bian how to do the scene earlier dehh..more hot like” said Devan who looked at Ines with a pervert, “yang, later we also ngelakuin it in the pool yaa…so hot also” Devan immediately complained of pain when receiving a pinch from Ines in his stomach.

“waahh very fitting yes.ngelakuin hot scene in the pool hot” said Mas Bagas who also commented. I caught a glimpse of an angry look that emanated from his eyes, but Mas Bagas immediately joined in with a seductive smile when he found out I was looking at him.

“duh Demiiiii..you make my eyes unholy again see the indecent scene thatuu” said Jihan excitedly while fanning his face with his hands.

I was embarrassed to hide my face in Bian's chest. Bian immediately hugged me and rubbed my back looking at me holding in shame.

“eh Dem...that's your shoulder why? How do you feel like bruises?? Last time the change was still smooth-fluffy anyway.” asked Jihan when she noticed my shoulder was full of kissmarks from Bian as I hugged her.

“wah Bian this danger..Fortunately we rush here, try if you have any?? Later kebablasan it” Alfi's speech was responded to excited by others and they increasingly teasing me and Bian. I tightened my arms around Bian because of the truly overwhelming embarrassment.

After that incident, Bian really did not allow me to get too familiar with Mas Bagas who was trying to get me to interact. I was left free when I was with Jihan, Ines, Alfi, and Devan. But when Mas Bagas approached me, Bian immediately placed himself beside me.

Finally I, Jihan, and Ines had to be content to spend time in the shower pool so that the boys did not join us which made Bian more protective of me. The guys end up spending time on speed swimming in the main pool.

“so...have not been confused again is it the same feeling alone?? I answered everything clearly earlier” I just smiled shyly at Jihan's words.

Because of that incident, I finally found out how Bian felt about me. Although not expressed directly, but through his attitude and actions I understand if my feelings do not clap one hand. But I still wonder about that woman named Sarah. What's Bian's got to do with him? I was also curious about Bian's attitude that prevented me from getting close to Mas Bagas. Does he know that Mas Bagas has feelings for me? But Mas Bagas and I agreed to be friends. Maybe I'll ask Bian everything directly later.

We finally got out of the hotel after performing the maghrib prayer at the hotel musholla and headed to the famous satay stall in Tegal for dinner. Although Bian has declared to have a close relationship with me, it does not make us girls violate the initial agreement. Me, Jihan, and Ines will stay together in one car without any interference from the boys. Devan protested again because he thought that I and Bian would make himself satisfied with Ines. It turned out that Ines remained at an early stand to get Devan used to not being overly dependent on him. Bian himself had no problem with that. As long as I am only close to girls, her protective attitude will not recur.

When we reached the destination, it turned out that the place was very crowded by visitors. We had to split up the place to eat because there was no table that was empty. We split into two where Alfi, Bian, and Devan first sat at the same table after being directed to the servant. Me, Jihan, Ines, and Mas Bagas were directed to sit at the same table as Ines who sat beside me and Mas Bagas sat in front of me.

While waiting for the order, Ines and Jihan had a serious conversation about her marriage and a topic I had little understanding of. Finally, Mas Bagas opened a new topic with me so that I would not just keep quiet to see Ines and Jihan's interaction. The topic that Mas Bagas talked about was a funny story from his life experience. I laughed because the story was so funny. I forgot my promise to Bian not to get too familiar with Mas Bagas, so I didn't realize that Bian's red face held back my emotions from seeing me laughing loosely with Mas Bagas.

After eating, we got ready to go home. When I was about to press the unlock button in the car key, Bian took over my car keys all of a sudden.

“but Bian, the deal was ciwi-ciwi should be together continue to gabby no guy..” Ines speech was immediately cut by Bian.

“once this is Nes..I beg” to see the look on Bian's face that looks serious makes Ines immediately approve it without any more debate.

Bian immediately pulled my hand to get into the car. I just kept quiet because I was confused by Bian's attitude which suddenly turned cold. After my car drove, I ventured to open the conversation.

“ada what Bi? How do you suddenly want to come back with me?” I tried to be gentle by gently rubbing his arm so that Bian's attitude warmed up. Bian just silently ignored my question. I sighed trying to be patient waiting for him to open his voice.

Suddenly Bian pulled over the car he was driving in a quiet place. I don't know our current location. When I was about to open my mouth to ask, suddenly Bian pulled my nape and started kissing me roughly. I who was unprepared for his attack hit his chest to stop his kiss. Bian finally distanced himself from me.

“if you don't tell me, I'll never know what's really going on Bi..” I said gently as I rubbed his jaw. I'm still trying to talk softly to him because I know that talking with emotion doesn't solve the problem.

“aku gasuka you laugh with Mas Bagas Dem. This mouth..” Bian touched my lips, “I want to clean it after you are free to laugh with him. He has a taste with you Dem, even he seemed to want to swallow you round and round right looking at your appearance in the pool earlier. I could see the radiance of love and lust in his eyes. My heart burns with jealousy if you continue to be kind and open to her. It makes him feel like he has a chance to have you”.

I smiled at his honesty, “I already know Bi.Mas Bagas already told me everything. I also talked to him if I couldn't accept his feelings. In exchange, I received a friendship request from him. I realize that Mas Bagas is still expecting me, but I understand the limits of Bi...you believe me, right?” I rubbed her cheek gently and then began to kiss her lips. I did it first to convince him of my words.

As I was about to take off my kiss, Bian held my nape and began to kiss my lips gently. After a long time of kissing, Bian ended our kiss.

“I love you Demetra” I smile hearing Bian's affectionate expression to me.

“I love you too, Bian” reply me softly.

Bian started kissing my lips back. I felt Bian getting addicted to my lips after we opened our hearts and accepted the feelings.

“Bi..stop..we gabby like this” said I gasped for breath when Bian's kiss started to come down to my neck. I felt Bian's breath snorting around my neck, holding the passion within him.

“say I'm sorry.I can't control myself well” regretted Bian in my arms. I just rubbed his back to show if I was okay.

“I believe you Bi...you will take care of me until the time comes when we officially unite”, I said while calming Bian.

Bian then took off my arms and smiled at me, “iya.I also gamau did it before I took you from your parents. You do not worry yes..” he said while wiping the top of my head.

“oiya I want to apologize also for my attitude earlier in the pool. I was completely out of control at that time because I saw your appearance and also the jealousy that controlled my body.”. I just nodded with a smile accepting the apology from Bian.

I'm glad that Bian really loves me sincerely and not out of sheer lust. I hope that Bian and I can keep our commitment until Bian establishes himself to ask me from mom and dad. I believe that Bian will hold onto his words to really take care of me until the time comes.

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