Conquering Husband

Chapter.48 Why Meet Again?

Sabrina quickened her pace, she wanted to get away from that place. A place that was a dream for him.

It's not real, is it?

It's all just a dream, right?

There was no way he could ever see Fabian again. It is unlikely that his destiny will bring him back to the past. All that denial kept coming out filled his heart and mind.

"Mommy, why are we going home. I haven't even finished my ice cream yet?" ask Alicia who does not understand the situation facing Sabrina.

As if not hearing Alicia's question, Sabrina continued to take the little boy out of the shopping center. Right now he just wants to avoid reality.

Sabrina spurred her car, every question Alicia never heard her answer. Arriving home, Sabrina immediately handed Alicia to Sari, while she went straight into the room and locked her from the inside. He threw his original sling bag. Then sit limp on the floor, leaning against the end of the bed.

Sabrina covered her mouth with both palms. Trying to hold back so that her crying voice did not escape her lips. Fabian's appearance made his soul seem to shake.

Why should we meet again?

Why should he be the one you sent, Lord?

When I start to reorganize my life and my heart, why come again?

Although it did not make a sound, but the clear grain continued to harden. Fabian, the name is still able to shake his soul when the heart softly calls his name. It was as if the pain that had been touched was meaningless when the man's name was mentioned in the heart.

Why should he?

Why should he always stick the wound you sent me.

It's not enough that I have to endure for her sake. Why must there be him again, the man I want to erase from my life.

Sabrina continued to voice out the protest in her heart. He still does not understand God's destiny. In his silence, he scratched again the wounds that once whack.

He presents all lara to dismiss all the remaining flavors.

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From the day he appeared before Sabrina. Fabian is increasingly trying to get back to the wife he had been looking for. He has prepared all, to make amends for all the mistakes of the past.

As of today, Fabian was waiting for Sabrina in front of the restaurant where the woman worked. He wanted to get Sabrina to start over.

Fabian immediately got out of the car after seeing Sabrina get out of the restaurant. Half-run the man approached Sabrina.

"Sabrina, I want to talk to you" he said as he blocked Sabrina's move.

There was no response from the woman except her silence. Sabrina continued to step up, as if she had not seen Fabian in front of her. Not at all concerned, Sabrina went straight to where her car was parked.

"Sabrina listen to me first, I'm sorry for everything I've ever done. Please give me a chance" said Fabian, who followed Sabrina until she got into the car and slammed the door.

"Sabrina ... Sabrina!" fabian shouted but was unable to prevent Sabrina's departure.

Fabian went back to his car. He looked at the base of his nose. Trying to find a way to get back to her heart. He won't give up until Sabrina forgives him. He will continue to fight until the woman returns to live with him in the household.

Every day, Fabian was always waiting for Sabrina. In the morning he would wait for Sabrina in front of the fence of the Mattew family home, where Fabian would shout his apology. At night, when Sabrina comes home from work she will wait at the restaurant. Still with the same thing, apologizing. If it has not been responded, Fabian still has another business that is waiting for Sabrina in front of the house where the woman lives.

Although to this day, the twenty-ninth day of his efforts, he had not heard a single word from Sabrina. However, Fabian was unyielding. Although sometimes the heart is tired but he must remember if Sabrina is worth fighting for.

He even willingly stayed up for Sabrina, to sacrifice his hours of rest. Even often he fell asleep in the office because he stayed up all night in front of Matt's house, to see Sabrina.

Sabrina didn't know. He knew that every night Fabian was waiting for him in the car. Like tonight.

"You don't feel sorry for him?" sharon asked as she caught Sabrina secretly watching Fabian from her room.

"Sharon?" Sabrina turned her head, she immediately closed the curtain of her window. "When did you come in?"

"Since you stood there and looked at your husband" Sharon replied honestly.

Because Fabian kept coming, Sabrina could no longer hide about her husband. She tells Sharon about her reunion with the man she wants to remove from her life. Sharon was the only family in the country, so Sabrina chose to be honest because she already considered Sharon like her own sister.

"I-I'm closing the curtain," Sabrina lied, but it made Sharon laugh.

"You don't have to lie to me, what else is lying to your own heart" Sharon said. Alicia's mother approached Sabrina. He reopened the curtain that Sabrina had closed.

"It's been almost a month, and the man is still faithful in the same place. Aren't you touched by what he's doing?"

Sabrina looked at Sharon who was being serious.

"Sabrina, maybe you can lie to everyone but you can't lie to your own heart." Sharon said the same sentence, this is not even the first time but it has been many times.

"I can't accept it yet, I'm still afraid to forgive it."

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of getting hurt?"

Sabrina nodded.

"You know Sabrina, you'll always be scared if you don't have a good prejudice with God. I am sure, God does not necessarily manage your destiny only with pain, God must have prepared a great plan to pay for all the pain that you have sincerely received, and be assured that it is happiness."

"Your reunion with Fabian is the first step to your happiness. I don't know if you're going to get back in a match with him or not, but forgive him for apologizing, it's going to make your life happier" Sharon said.

"Are you preaching?"

Sharon laughing. "Yes, you're the only one who's always willing to hear my sermon."

"Then come out, today I do not want to hear your sermon" Sabrina exiled.

No matter how angry, Sharon laughed again. "Alright, I'm out, but think carefully about what I said Sabrina. Start a new life by forgiving the past."

Sabrina just nodded with a smile. Sabrina knew exactly what Sharon was saying, but she couldn't do it yet. Although he was convinced of his heart, his logic forbade him to give up so quickly and forgive Fabian.