Conquering Husband

Chapter.34 I Surrender

The sky of Sydney is still dark, although the rain has subsided since last night. Mentari was still reluctant to show his charm and chose to hide behind the black clouds. The streets were still quiet, probably because the air was so piercing that people preferred to go back to hiding in blankets.

However, not so with Sabrina, even though the cold hit not only her body, but also her soul, she had to keep stepping back towards her apartment. After last night he chose not to go home.

"Thank you" Sabrina told the man who drove her to the front of the apartment building.

The man smiled kindly at Sabrina. "Next time, call me, and I'll pick you up."

Sabrina nodded, then waved her hand as the man began to run his car.

Sabrina stared lazily at the top of the building, as if she was staring at where her flat was. His steps felt heavy just to be taken into a place that for how long this became a place to hide. Not without reason, there, in that apartment, Sabrina did not live alone. There was Fabian who had filled the corner of the place with memories, even if only briefly, but enough to carve decorations in memory.

Sabrina kept trying to cast away the shadows in her memory, trying to shake off the reality last night. He must continue to live like the man who was carrying him from the cold rain.

"There is no benefit in hurting yourself in grief, reality will not change just because you cry. Rise up, maybe you can't change the past, but you can work for the future. You know I love you as much as my own daughter. If being with Fabian is hard and painful, go where your heart will be happy." So was the message of the person who gave Sabrina a place to take shelter last night.

Arriving at the door of her apartment, Sabrina paused for a moment, breathing deeply, strengthening her fragile heart so as not to fall further. He began to hold the handle, and opened the door slowly. Sabrina's eyes were even closed when she opened them.

Slowly he entered and started to open his eyes. It turned out that he was not as strong as he had imagined, he had tried but still, he was so fragile. Ait her eyes fell when she saw someone who was on her living room sofa. Fabians. The man fell asleep there as usual.

Sabrina held tightness in her chest, trying to hold back the crying that was about to make a sound. He turned his body again, he was not ready to face this man. Because the truth is love for Fabian can't just disappear, and won't fade easily. Her first love, her childhood love, and perhaps the only love Sabrina had had reigned on behalf of the man.

Sabrina twisted her body, trying to run away from her feelings. However, his steps were restrained along with a voice he did not want to hear. "Where are you going?"

"Stupid ... stupid ... stupid!" maki Sabrina to herself. Even to run, he was unable to. This man made not only his heart restrained but also his steps.

Fabian stood up, approaching Sabrina who was still unmoved in her place. "Where have you been, I've been waiting all night, you know how worried I am about not being able to reach you" Fabian said, as if yesterday had never happened.

Fabian touched Sabrina's shoulder to look at his wife, but was soon pushed aside by Sabrina. "Don't touch me" Sabrina said. He tried to convince his own heart that he would be strong. Sabrina took a deep breath before finally saying, "You've seen me and I'm fine, now get out of my place!" He did not want to look at the man.

"Why are you, are you angry, or are you jealous?"

Sabrina smiled wryly at Fabian's question, this man asked as if he was innocent after slashing the wound in his heart.

The man pulled the hand of his wife who was about to close the door of his room. "You why?" exciting Fabian.

Sabrina slammed Fabian's hand, choosing to stay away, but Fabian first pulled Sabrina back and carried her in his arms. Sabrina thrashed, she did not want to get close to this man.

"Tell me, what's wrong with you?" asked Fabian who was holding Sabrina in his arms.

Sabrina did not want to talk, she continued to thrash but Fabian was getting stronger and more restraint. Not wanting to give up, Sabrina pushed Fabian's body away. Successfully, Sabrina slipped from Fabian's embrace. With her right hand, Sabrina slapped Fabian with all her might. Reminds the man that what he is doing right now is inappropriate. After injuring Sabrina with her appearance with Vannesa, she now acted as if everything was fine.

After one slap Sabrina lay, she changed her mind. Sabrina walked up to pick up the suitcase next to the closet. Moving her closet clothes into a suitcase at first.

Fabian, who was holding onto his hot cheek, again tried to prevent it. "What are you doing, where are you going?" he asked, ignoring the hot taste that radiated across his cheeks.

Sabrina did not want to respond, she continued to move her clothes. Fabian blocked Sabrina's hand from putting her clothes in the suitcase. Sabrina quickly threw out that hand, then slapped Fabian back and was about to walk away from the man.

It seems Fabian did not accept Sabrina's treatment. Before the woman went far, Fabian pulled Sabrina back in his arms, her hands cupping Sabrina's two cheeks as if locking. Without permission, the man began to lump his lips together with Sabrina's lips roughly. Sabrina pushed him, but again Fabian caught him and did the same. Smell at Sabrina with roughness.

Sabrina, who had rebelled earlier, finally gave up too. His body weakened with the energy he drained to reject Fabian. It was in vain for his resistance, because finally he could only choose to surrender to the selfish man. His body was shed along with his legs that were not powerful just to support his body. Even with a clear circle that continues to flow profusely from the corner of his closed eyes.

Fabian stopped the action, releasing his lips that he had been forced to fuse with Sabrina's lips. The man grabbed Sabrina in his arms, hugging the woman tightly.

"I give up" Sabrina cried.

Fabian was getting closer to the woman. He did not want to hear what Sabrina had just said. His heart had been shaken ever since his association with this woman. The love for his lover whom he once believed to be true love, in fact slowly began to divide as this woman slowly infiltrated into his heart. Silently, Sabrina steals a place in Fabian's heart that feels hollow.

"No, I won't let it."

Sabrina kept crying in Fabian's arms. He wanted to give up, but this guy didn't want to let go. Sabrina was so angry about all this that she could not express her anger other than holding it in an increasingly stifling heart.

"You're not going anywhere, you're going to stay with me because I want you."

Sabrina remained silent. Not wanting to respond to Fabian's selfishness. He was tired of this guy. A selfish man who is only selfish, to forget if Sabrina also has a heart.