Conquering Husband

Chapter.45 Regret

The afternoon after returning from the restaurant, Sharon met Sabrina who was still resting in her room. "How are you doing, is it better?"

Sabrina was sitting reading a book when Sharon entered her room. "I think so, this morning after you left, I started to find out on the internet about the symptoms I was feeling. I think my stomach acid is on the rise, because of the stress of late, plus my irregular diet is making things worse. But, take it easy, everything is better because I asked Sari to buy medicine at the pharmacy."

"Thank God, I think something serious happened to you." Sharon was relieved that Sari and herself were mistaken.

"Sorry to worry you" Sabrina said. "Tomorrow I'll get to work again."

"You don't have to think too much about work, most importantly your health. You know it's not if something happens to you, I'm the one who's gonna get mad at Papa. He could have been ____" Sharon did not continue her sentence, but made a line move in front of her neck, which hinted at death.

Sabrina laughed with a joke Sharon made.

"All right, I'm going to meet Alicia. I haven't seen him since I got home."

Sabrina simply replied by linking the index finger with the thumb finger that formed the 'ok' mark'.

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Since that day time passed, Sabrina began to get used to the culture of the country where she lived. Start to speak better in Indonesian. He also began to understand how to work in restaurants, what tasks he had to do as an assistant manager. Sharon even praised her as a smart woman because she quickly absorbed the knowledge provided.

In addition, Sabrina also began to forget the bitterness of her past. All thanks to Sharon and Matt. The two couples often invite Sabrina to go meet their colleagues who are both foreign nationals, or sometimes also native Indonesians. In the hope that one of the men would be able to attract Sabrina.

Although not yet able to open the heart, but Sabrina can already enjoy the taste of having a male friend. Things he never did all this time. Paul was the only male friend he had.

Yes, there used to be Mark, but Sabrina didn't consider him a friend, she just assumed the man was a business associate because Mark was a customer. Speaking of them, Sabrina wanted to know about Paul and Caty, for a long time he did not tell. It's probably been about two months since he left Sydney.

Sabrina took her phone, she dialed Caty's number there. However, he suddenly stopped doing so, when he remembered the Fabian family. Sabrina fears that her phone will harm Caty and Paul.

Sabrina also chose to open her mobile phone gallery. "I miss you" Sabrina looked at her picture with her two best friends.

"I'm sorry, for leaving without saying goodbye."

"Trust me, I will not forget you. If I go back to Sydney you're the one I'm going to see." Sabrina smelled a picture of her two best friends.

Since deciding to leave the Ramos family, Sabrina was forbidden to make contact with people closest to him in Sydney. Didn't call Caty, Paul, or Aunt May. Even to ask the news to Uncle Andrew, only use Sharon's phone. All this was done to reduce the possibility of tracking Sabrina's whereabouts in the country.

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Sydney

Fabian's days went by that man very sadly. Apparently, his father was not as good as he thought. After returning home from the hospital, Sergio still did not allow Fabian to step foot into the mansion without Sabrina. He did not even allow his son to return as CEO in place of Lucas, who had been dishonorably fired.

Vannesa's death made her feel how foolish she was, having wasted Sabrina for the cheap woman's false love. Why all this time he never wanted to listen to his father, which eventually led to regret.

Perhaps the line of fate did set him that way, Fabian had to feel the loss of Sabrina so that he knew how valuable a wife he had. Many regrets were lodged in his heart for Sabrina, but now he did not know where to express that feeling, because his wife disappeared as if swallowed by the earth.

It seems that God has not allowed them to get back together, because every effort Fabian makes is nothing.

Sometimes to get rid of the loneliness, Fabian stayed at his friend's house. Spend the night drinking together.

Fabian was really frustrated looking for Sabrina. Guilt continued to chase after him, further adding to the heavy burden on his heart.

"Until when are you gonna be like this, Fabian?" ask Leo—the friend who tonight became a victim of Fabian to listen to the same story every time, especially if it is not about the man's regrets.

"Until I find Sabrina, and apologize to her," Fabian replied honestly.

"If you want to find her, don't just shut up. Move so you know where your wife is."

"I've been trying, but I don't have enough money to look further. I could just go to his florist and ask his employee or call his nanny, but nothing came of it."

"Then try harder, don't just sit and get drunk" Leo said.

"You know why I'm doing this. This is all I did so that I could forget for a moment my guilt, I could never fall asleep because of that guilt."

"Fabian, listen to me carefully. You're smart, you have great skills in business, why don't you take advantage of that. You can have a lot of money from work, with money you can try to find Sabrina."

Fabian looked at Leo seriously. Leo was right, he should be working to make money, not waiting for the position his father would give him.

Seeing Fabian's interest in his idea, Leo asked, "Do you want to work?"

"You're gonna give me a job?"

"It's not me, but I have friends. The company is in need of an architect, if you want I can connect you to it."

"Will he believe in my abilities?"

"Hey, what's wrong with you. Why did you suddenly become so inferior, where the haughty and arrogant Fabian. Fabian who was always arrogant with his abilities."

There is a reason for Fabian's inferiority. During this time, he always took refuge behind the big name Ramos and also Dream Land— his father's company. Of course he doubted his own ability, because the people he had met all this time only viewed him as the son of Sergio Ramos, not the ability of a Fabian.

"You can try it, after all you have to follow the selection first to be accepted in the company. Your father's big name doesn't apply there," teased Leo.

Fabian immediately threw an empty can of his drink at his best friend.

"But the place is not here. In Indosesia."

Fabian was shocked. Abroad, if he works abroad how will he find Sabrina?