
Fabian sat alone in the bar station at the opening party of a hotel. He was one of the team that designed the hotel. The festive feast, the frenetic music, and the large number of people, apparently unable to expel the desolation from his heart.
His mind turned back the clock, where he had lost his wife. How his efforts to find Sabrina and must be constrained by costs.
It has not been two years since that day. From the day, Fabian decided to get back up and try. He with a strong determination began to seriously enter a job application at a construction company in Indonesia with the help of Leo. Fabian who at that time felt inferior finally escaped and was accepted to work in Indonesia.
He left without saying goodbye to his father, but his father would know even if he did not tell him. Since that day, his life began to change, he collected little by little money to be able to find Sabrina's whereabouts. Although until now he has not received news. Sometimes he wants to give up, but what's the power if the heart doesn't allow it. There was a sense in the bottom of his heart that it was always encouraging if he would definitely return to find Sabrina.
"Where are you?" He murmured and gulped the wine in his glass. "I can't forget you, nor can I live with all this guilt."
Although his body was in the party crowd but not with his heart and soul. Being caught up in the past is always the end in his solitude.
"Hi, Man. Don't you want to celebrate your success. This party is also to honor your work. Have fun" said one who managed to take her into the present.
Fabian looked at the man named Jovan, he was the assistant boss owner of the company where he worked.
"You see, there's a lot of girls. You can hunt one of them." Jovan pointed to the dance floor.
Fabian shakes.
"Why? Aren't you confident?" Jovan looked at Fabian closely. No one can make Fabian not confident. Fabian's bule look is a big capital to grab prey, and Fabian's bule face is really handsome. If only he wanted to enter the entertainment industry in Indonesia, his name would have quickly skyrocketed and become the idol of mothers of women who have wrestled throughout Indonesia. Well ... face bule does sell in Indonesia.
"You're handsome, nothing can make you feel inferior. Trust me, when you get down there, all the girls will come along without you asking." Jovan raised his eyebrows.
Fabian shook his head again. "I'm not interested,"
Jovan's mouth was wide open. "You are an _____" Jovan did not want to call his coworkers as same-sex enthusiasts, because such a thing is taboo in Indonesia.
Fabian did not want to respond. Not denying and not denying. He leaves Jovan alone. "If the boss is looking for me, tell him I'm home first." Fabian patted Jovan on the shoulder before leaving the man.
"Hey, are you angry?" jovan. "Or are you offended?"
Fabian just kept going, not understanding the call of his friend, not even intending to participate in the joy of the party. For Fabian, his world had turned hollow since Sabrina was no longer with him. He walked with an empty mind to leave the party, until accidentally a little girl who was running was hit by him.
"Aw ..," cried the little girl who fell.
"Oh ... Sorry." which." Fabian instantly helped the little girl to stand up. "Are you ok, Sweety?"
"Yes .. but a little pain." The girl pointed at his ass.
"Oh ... I'm so sorry, Sweet." Fabian showed his regretful look in front of the little girl. "Where are your parents?"
The little girl pointed at the few people who were gathering, there were two men and one woman in a toska dress.
"I'll take you there" Fabian said.
"No ... No need to bother." The girl then ran over to the woman in a toska dress. "Mommy," he exclaimed at the woman.
Fabian could clearly hear the call of the little girl to the woman in the toska dress. He smiled at the little girl as he ran, so adorable.
The woman caught the little girl hugging her leg. "Where have you been?" ask the woman.
"Oh ... Honey, you're okay, right?" ask the woman.
"Yes .. because I am a strong girl," replied the girl adorable.
The little girl and the woman in the toska dress laughed together.
"I think I should give a gift to my strong little daughter." Then a man beside the woman lowered his body. He held the little boy and left, but before that the man kissed the cheek of the woman in the toska dress.
"What do you want for a present, honey?"
"I want marshmellow, Daddy," the little girl replied.
Fabian was still in his place. He was eager to step, but his feet could not move even a moment. His lips turned mute, even just to say hello, or mention the name of the woman he had longed for.
His eyes continued to stare at the family harmony of the little girl in front of him. Whether he was late, whether his wait and also his hope to be together was in vain. Why now his feelings are like slashed, it feels painful to see the happiness he does not want to see. He kept trying to survive, but in fact, reality made him realize. Love has now changed direction.
"Hey .. haven't come home yet?" someone pat Fabian on the shoulder. Makes it more conscious.
"Eh ... Boss, what's wrong?"
The boss called by Fabian was precisely confused. "Said Jovan, you came home first, why are you still here?"
"Hiro, you're here. Loh, how is Fabian still here?" ask Jovan who just came.
"It's better not to go home first, just enjoy the party first. Soon we can see the dance of the rich." Jovan chuckles.
"To be here just to see people dancing? Lo healthy?" delik Hiro on Jovan.
"Don't listen to him. You can get one of the ladies here. I see you've never dated." This time Hiro's words were meant for Fabian.
"I'm not interested in that" Fabian replied.
Jovan, who knows about Fabian, just grinned.
"You've never tried how you can say you're not interested. Try to date this country girl, they are no less beautiful than the girl in your country. I'm sure," said Hiro.
Fabian did not pay any heed to his boss's words, he is currently focusing on the woman in the toska dress, who has now entered the dance floor.
"Hey, you hear me?" The boss who was not considered to have found out what caught Fabian's attention.
"Not much to say, Fabian is not interested in women" said Jovan.
Instantly Hiro looked at Fabian strangely. "You don't like women?"
Fabian rolled his eyes lazily in response to these two superior men. He chose to go and approached the dance floor, where the man who had kissed the woman's cheek was guiding the woman in the music.
"Am I late?" fabian's view still did not shift from a woman in a toska dress.