Certified Old Virgin

The ending.

"Dis, you're kidding me, right?"

I shook my head slowly. "Sorry."

That's all I can say right now. It feels so guilty. But I can't mean anything to accept him if he actually refuses. Compared to Irka I'm more comfortable with Edo and that's what I realized at the end of this. I feel like my feelings for Edo have also come up. I like him. He who is slengean turns into an adult after saying a promise in front of God, the ruler and Mother. Not one hundred percent sure yet, but I believe that I will be happy with Edo.

"Dis, answer, dong! It's a joke, right? Why suddenly?" insist Irka, make the heart melt great. I directly hurt Irka and Irka's parents.

"Sorry." I looked down deeper.

"Ma, Pa, can you just leave us a minute?" pinta Irka's.

I saw Irka's parents looking at each other, then stood up afterwards. They also gave me a smile.

"Dis, I didn't expect you to get married when I wasn't around. Didn't I explain that I'm serious about you. I'm sincere. My love is still the same, Dis," said Irka and grabbed her own hair. Like someone who is frustrated.

But, I understand because indeed I have been evil with him. I should have refused this from the beginning. Should have been me ….

Hufh, I'm sorry.

"I'm the same she has no relationship anymore. Although a bit alot but they finally realized that the feelings can not be forced. I can't marry their child even though it's guilty of causing their firstborn child to die" he explained.

I'm silent.

"But!"

"Sorry, Ka. I'm married and our marriage is legal. I hope you accept this."

I saw Irka, she grabbed even stronger hair. Poor I saw it.

"I once tried to open my heart, digging once again into the feelings that once made us. But hard. A dozen years apart, I got used to it without you. And edo, he's directly with me. I realize the end of this if it turns out to have a taste for Edo. Sorry."

Irka is not scared. He was still down with his hands holding his head.

"Sorry."

"Don't apologize. From the beginning I was wrong. If I were to be honest, if I had dared to hold you back then, maybe we wouldn't have been this confident. Maybe now we're happy with the household and the children" he said, making me even more guilty.

"Sorry."

Irka raised her head, then looked at me. From such a close distance I could see his eyes blushing.

"Don't apologize. I was wrong. I ran away like a coward and suddenly came and saw your life" he said again and stood up.

"Ka?"

"It's okay. I'm doing fine. I pray that you will always be healthy and happy. Don't get sick, don't stay up too much. Love yourself, Dis."

O Allah, all Irka when I hurt her.

I stood up, and strangely tears came suddenly. I realized how sincere Irka felt. He was still the same when we were in High School. He still loves me. It's just that my feelings for him changed. No more vibrations at the same time. No one misses him anymore if you do not see him. Everything's bland. No matter how hard I try, there is no effect. Even when I found out he was related to other women I was not bothered, just a little annoyed at thinking Edo was playing me again.

I was surprised to find the direction of the sound and only realized that there was Edo behind. He approached and stood next to me while looking straight at Irka.

"If you want a hug, hug me. Please" continued Edo.

My heart started pounding when I saw Irka approaching. Afraid they'll fight jotos again.

But what I thought did not come true. Irka hugged Edo. Hugging strong. I grimaced beside seeing it.

"Bondage. You take the girl," Irka growled.

"Must gentle. Girl picked me. I gave you a chance anyway. You are the one who is not good at taking a girl's heart. So don't blame anyone else. You're not a match," replied Edo.

Irka squealed, then hit Edo's shoulder. Even so Edo was not angry. Maybe it doesn't hurt too much.

"Jaga girl. Be careful if it hurts her," said Irka and looked at me. "Sorry, and promise to be happy and healthy."

Irka's gone. He stepped out of the house and into the car. There was his family there. They seemed to talk for a while before they finally saw me. She smiled while waving her hands. A few minutes later, the car came out of the house.

"Dis."

I looked at Edo. For a moment we looked at.

"Why, Do?"

"Thank you for choosing me."

I'm reviewing the smile. "Actually I would also like to say thank you. You're always there for me. Always protect me the way you do."

Edo smiled, then hugged me. Of course I refused. We are in the doorway.

"Do!"

"Why? Can't you hug?"

"Not that, but this is outside, what people will say."

Edo squinted his eyes, then took my arm. What try it means.

"That means it's okay to be in a closed state."

"Stress!" pick me up, then pinch her waist. He complained. Even so I'm more happy to pinch it.

At this time I became my mother's mind and wanted to tell her that I was happy. I'm married and God willing this option is the best.

Mak, thank you.

*Tamat*