Certified Old Virgin

Bitter reality.

I tried to take a deep breath.  Expel bad thoughts by trying to think positively. After all, there are now more precarious problems than the unwarranted presumption that once controlled the mind. I'll believe Rasya. He's not a bad guy.

"Dis, are you daydreaming?" the question that made me flinch. So awkward himself.

Okay, I should be able to express my intentions. Anyway I don't want to marry Udin.

But, not sure I'm even more worried. There is no denying the intense nervousness in my chest. Don't know why. Is it natural to ask for marriage? We are both adults. We've been in love for the past two years. Face to face can only be counted on the fingers.

But I'm sure it's the same with him. Bismillah, wedding!

"Norton ...."

"Master ...."

Both of our mouths simultaneously mentioned the name of the person sitting in front.

Of course I'm being clumsy myself. Think what might this be called an inner bond? If so, sweet. I can't wait to have a husband like him.

But there was something strange, Rasya's smile was a little different. A smile .. I don't know, unpredictable. Lips are attracted but the look in the eye indicates something else. Ambiguous until curiosity filled my mind at this moment. The question was incantating in my cranium.

She why? Is there a problem of cooperation? Does he want to pay money?

Uh but, as long as we were close, he never borrowed any money. Even if the path he always treat. Whatever I want to buy is always in love. That's why I said he was lukewarm. Be accountable. And, not stingy. That's the important point.

"You are the one who spoke first" asked me who was curious.

"You go first" he replied.

Bizarrely. He's my eyes are getting more and more restless. But what makes him nervous? Kebelt? Uh but not possible.

"No, you are first." I'm rada pushy.

"Ladies first."

"But the man was a priest. The decision is in the hands of men" I said. Urges. Deliberately do me this let him tell me.

"No, you are. You're a girl" she replied. Sounds like you don't want to lose.

Okay, if gini when did it go.

All right, I should be able to talk this over to Rasya.

I put on my own hands that already felt stiff. Nervous of me.

"Dis?" call him.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Come, what to say. After that I said."

I close my eyes, then take a breath and throw it away slowly. I shaved my own mango juice.

Jesus, Mom! My mom is really embarrassed. Because he dared to propose to Rasya.

I stared intensely at Rasya's handsome face. "Rasya, our relationship is long. I want us to move on to the wedding, what do you think?"

As soon as Rasya's face was different, his eyebrows were linked with suspicious gestures. My boyfriend even wet his lips with saliva several times. The gimik who inexplicably said that this Rasya was hiding something. Butwhat?

"My parents want us to get married. We've been dating for a long time, you want to marry me?" my investigation is under the guise of a question.

Don't underestimate a writer. I can be pretty. Can be insulting in compliments. And you can find out the answer to a question.

But strangely instead of answering, Rasya was silent. The guts are still strange. The more obvious is that he loosened the tie. It is raining again now.

Fix, gestures and mimic Rasya's face showing guilt. Her nervousness is growing.

Is he cheating?

Ck, don't cheat. I beg ….

One time I was bullied by a man. One time I played out his feelings. I'm just as sincere as you are, Shay.

Ah, want me to say so in front of him. He's a good catch. l

I took my own hand and called him. But his reply was hah heh heh doang. Suspicious right?

Silence again, until two minutes passed in vain.

I took a deep breath and then exhaled a long one. While he, he corrected the sitting position to be more upright and then sipped white water in front. Which is already provided.

"Why diem?" ask again. Sok calm even though the horn in the chest is crazy.

But Rasya is still silent. I can't wait to wave my hand in front of Rasya's face. The man in front of me is unfocused. Kayak has a severe problem, his mind is like wandering everywhere.

"You daydreaming?" continued again.

Rasya. He looks more nervous. "Dis, I'm sorry, yeah. I can't marry you. I actually agreed to meet you because I wanted to tell you something, too."

****! Guess what, Rasya was hiding something.

All right, I'll be quiet waiting for Rasya's next words. While waiting I try to sit quietly. Likely.

"I want to marry another woman."

WTB!

I'm glaring. The shock was so intense that he forgot how to breathe.

Indeed, a few seconds before I had guessed and understood something was wrong with Rasya. This guy is very suspicious, just don't know the reason.

All right, if not what soul mate would say. Maybe he has his own thoughts. Or maybe there is a target that has not been achieved. As far as I can see, he's the kind of hardworking guy obsessed with success.

All right, I'll hear the reason.

Even if you can, such an unfaithful man should be taught a lesson. Get in the sack and then drown into the bottom of the ocean. Let's eat the sharks. It sucks!

"I want to marry Rani. She's been two months pregnant. And we're getting married later this month."

Gosh darn. The heart feels weak. Shock is amazing I heard her explanation. It turned out that he was not only cheating, but adulterous as well.

Maddened. He's not sane!

"Sorry."

Whahuh? Sorry did he say? Ke man the brain.

"You're serious, Rasya? How could you ...." The fist was already perfectly formed.

Pork!

A woman fell down next to me. His face looked frightened, but I, who was also not calm, ignored the woman's expression and looked back at Rasya.

"Sorry, Ma'am. Not intentionally," he said.

"Yes, that's okay" I replied while trying to be friendly and strong at the same time.

Focus me back on Rasya my chick was gone.

 "I did not expect, it turns out that you have been silent all this time because it saves other dream women. And the worse is that you got her pregnant. Where is your conscience, Rasya? If you like it, why not say it from the beginning? Why does our relationship continue but end this way?"

"I'm sorry, Dis."

"I'm sorry? You said sorry?" I tried to catch my breath while strengthening myself, then looked long and deep into Rasya.

"Why are you cheating? What is my lack? Have we not been together long? I guess we're all right. I thought you've been quiet all along because you understand me."

Rasya fell silent, looking down deeply. While Rasya's silence made my emotions go up. I rattled the table until the sound invited the attention of other visitors. I don't give a shit. I hate this guy!

"Try answering! Where was my fault?" my yelling.

Everyone looked towards kj with a gaze that. I who have been shrouded in annoyance ignore the gaze and supposition of people. Fuck the others. I don't give a shit. Just taking care of the heart is difficult, why think about the minds of people?

"Dis, relax." Rasya looked panicked. I guess I was embarrassed to be more exact.

But I don't want to calm down. This model of him deserves to be humiliated.

"Quiet?" I'm chuckling. Similar Anggun C Sasmi when offered as an ambassador of another shampoo brand.

Nyesek o Allah 

"You think I can calm down in a situation like this, ha! You crocodile!" yell again.

"I'm sorry, Dis. He was always there for me. He's not too busy like you. She's cute, she's beautiful, she's young. And I'm tempted."

What the hell!

"God!"

"But I'm honest."

Rasya's words made me even more angry. I don't know why honesty is such an insult.

"You insulted me?"

She's quiet.

"Not from the beginning we dated you already know my busyness? I'm a writer, Rasya. I'm always chased by deadlines."

"Yes, I know. But I don't know if I'll be tempted in the middle of the road. Rani is a good woman. She's beautiful and attractive. Not like you. Too busy with the world and never thought of me."

Original, I want to feel like I stepped on Rasya's face. This man is showing his irritation now. I lost my chance to hope for more. Moreover, I was embarrassed to have wanted to cry over this evil man a few minutes ago.

Byurs!

The water in the glass had landed on the face and soaked the suit that Rasya was wearing. Yeah, I doused it. I hate him.

"You jerk!"

"Dis?"

"You're evil!" yell again.

But, he suddenly chuckled. Really bummer. What does that mean.

"Let me cheat! Who would expect an old woman to be like you."

"God!"

Oh my God, my head hurts all of a sudden. Blood gathers behind the neck. It feels stiff and makes you dizzy. Rasya's insults hurt my pride. Goddamn bum!

Byurs! The water landed on Rasya's face. However, not white water as before, but rather cobokan water.

"Basic fucking asshole!" I took another glass of juice and I was about to water it. But restrained, a check in the arm stopped. A handsome man whose face was very familiar stared at with a strange look.

"Irka?"

"Still remember apparently," he said, vowing me to break the wall. Bener apes. I'm decided in front of a fucking guy like Irka.

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