
I returned to prayer and the two men were still there. However, unlike earlier, this time they sat far apart. Still compact standing when I see it coming.
"You go home," I said weakly as I spread. Lulu and Mia are the same. They sit on my left and right.
"But" refute the two compactly as they approach.
"Please don't argue, I'm tired. I'm dizzy."
"All right, I'm leaving" said Edo. "Tomorrow morning I'm here replace you. But you have to promise to come home when I'm here."
I kept watching Edo's face. It seems sincerely worried about me.
"Enak. My fiancee's girl. So stop caring so much" Irka said.
"Irka, we're not getting married" I press.
"But, Dis."
"I'm not a spare tire that you can wear when the main tire has a problem."
"But I explained everything. I'm the same Regina has nothing to do with it. You have to believe it, Dis."
Actually I do believe. I'm sure Irka has a reason and that reason is strong. Maybe that's why I'm not so angry. But, not too happy also when he knew he and the woman were nothing.
Hufh, I don't know, I'm confused by my own feelings.
"Dis. Believe me if what I say is true, I'm honest. Now I'm trying to convince them that I can't do what I can't do" Irka explained.
I stared at the clingy and hollow irka, looking for answers and indeed seeing the honesty in her eyes. I should be happy, but this is not it, I feel normal. Because sometimes I am disappointed. I don't know.
"Dt ...."
"That's it. We'll talk about it again, my head is dizzy, there are things I have to do, I thought and I want you not to complicate things."
Irka nodded, then stood up, she rubbed her face with one hand and looked at Edo fiercely. Edo is the same.
"All right, I'm coming home tomorrow morning I'll be here."
***
A week had been Mom in a coma and a week was also the three of us back and forth the hospital to see the state of Mother. The three of us take care of Mom. Lulu and Mia take time off to take care of Mom. Their children were temporarily set in-laws respectively. At this time we strengthen each other, advise and guard each other. Although not the birth, but somehow we have a strong sense of brotherhood. It's all because of Mom. We loved him.
"Sister."
I just finished eating look for the direction of the sound and see Mia approaching.
"There's Bang Edo ahead" he said.
Edo, early morning gini?
"Well?" my many. He just shakes his shoulders.
"Tau, just ask." Mia sipped the fried rice from the frying pan, then sat in front of me enjoying the fried rice I made.
"Yes, eat it."
I stood up, but the steps stopped when Mia called out again.
"I think that Bang Irka is better than Bang Edo" he said.
"Mia!"
"i'm serious. Look carefully, Edo is sincere."
"Don't go ahead." I'm rebuffing. Yeah how I'm with Edo ain't nothing to do with. We are pure temenan. What will Edo say when he hears Mia talking like this. The impression I was cheap, failed as Irka directly covered to Edo.
"Try to open your heart, see what's best" he said again and bribed.
"Have it. Don't make the sound. The same brother he's just temen."
"But I see no. Sister time is unconscious."
Any timing?
Never mind.
I stepped up, left Mia and came out. On the terrace there is Edo. He came with a bag that didn't know what it was. Probably fruit.
"Do?" I said hello to dab sitting in the aftermath.
Edo smiled and pushed the bag. "It's fruit. I got from the malakin kang fruit," he said.
I'm cengo.
"Hand you know, that's what I bought, halal. I bought it because of your thoughts. You must be tired of going back and forth to the hospital."
really considerate.
"Thank you," I said.
"Don't be shy."
Silent.
"How are you?" ask again.
"Yes, Do. There hasn't been a change." I let out a long sigh after answering.
"Then your relationship with Irka?"
I looked at Edo for a long time.
"You can be happy other than him" he said, which made me even more confused. Yeah, all of a sudden he talked about Irka, then banned. It's strange.
"I don't want you to marry someone like him. Bastard, goofy, asshole."
I'm getting confused.
"Come on, Do, I'm confused."
"Don't make it difficult to think about other people's opinions. Do not be bothered with just the predicate of the spinster. Certified old virgins are much better than young but depressed marriages. You can be happy without being the same."
Edo is right, but ....
"Come on, Do, I'm a pessimist. Rasya cheated, Irka too many secrets. Who else must be the same."
"Just like me."
"Do?"
"Seriously."
I'm confused as to what to answer. He could only look at her for a long time while looking for answers. The brain guessed what he was joking about.
"Hey, Do. Your joke is not funny," I replied with a laugh, but somehow it felt crisp. because he did not laugh at all. instead looked at me seriously.
"Do I look like I'm kidding?" tanyakanya.