
"Assynnya!"
I think someone's coming.
"Assynnya!"
Tumben no one's afraid. Where's mom going, huh? The feeling just nagged, then why is it now even quiet?
"Glamma!" sahutku rada loud, then get out of the mattress that from last night became the most comfortable place. So comfortable until full there is no term hungry. My work is falling down while lamenting the fate. Ill-fated. Huf!
"Just a second!" I continued again while confirming the hijab. Stupid time equal swollen face and puffy eyes.
I opened the door and was shocked when I saw Irka. He came when I sent a message five minutes ago.
"Dis, I can clear. I'm …."
"Come back later. Mother no longer exists," cut me quickly and then intend to close the door, but the door can not be tight because she holds the foot.
"Ka, step on your feet!" I growled while continuing to push the pintun.
But not according to him, it is more courageous to hold my hand. Of course I'm tepis.
"Ka, don't be rude, huh?"
"Let's open the door first, Dis, we need to talk" he continued.
"That should hear your explanation is not me, Ka, but Mother. You've given hope to Mom so you also have to explain that we won't be able to get married," I press steady while pushing her legs that are still wrapped in shoes. Let it not be a barrier anymore. Honestly, I don't want to see him. Remember what happened last night.
"Dis, I can clear it!" He's still adamant.
"You want to explain what? What lies do you want to tell, huh? Am I so stupid in your eyes that you're this PD cheated on me?"
I swear, I can't relax. He is praising faith. If he's still provoking don't know what else I'm gonna say. Maybe, more painful things.
Hufh, hopefully my sanity is still in the body.
"Go no!" yell again.
"Dis, it's not like what you think."
Upset, swear. Slowly I began to lose my patience. I want to kick him if I can. I was tired, already tired. I was hurt, feeling cheated. But think again maybe we are not friends. He fits the girl.
I was shocked because he pushed the door.
"Irka!" my sentakku.
"You should hear everything I'm saying. I'm serious about you, Dis. I want us to stay married. My parents are coming in the afternoon. They'll come to decide our day."
Whoa, bravo! If I hadn't seen the scene last night, I might have melted in front of him. He looks like he's getting married.
But after what I saw last night, the view to him changed drastically. He looks like a shithead. Goddamn bum. Kang ghosting's. A liar!
"I'm just like Renata, there's nothing" he continued.
I'm clucking lazy. "So her name is Renata? Never mind, mendingan you ajakin Renata marry. not me."
"Dis?" Irka made her heart clear, she even knelt down in front of me while looking up. The casual face full of the smile he used to show now changed completely.
But wait, I think something's awkward. His face was not as smooth as usual. There was a slight bruise in some parts. The more obvious is in the corner of the lips. Broken, bruised.
"Go, Ka!" I'm trying to ignore.
"Dis. Please give me time, I can explain. I'm just like Renata there's nothing. I was involved with him and his family because I caused Reno to die."
I staggered. I stared at him while remembering his name Reno.
Waitaminute! What he meant was his friend Reno while still in old school. School before I move to school?
"Ka?"
"i'm serious. Before graduation I met Reno. Reno is visiting Jakarta. I'm the same Reno accident on the way from the airport. We were joking and had a single accident" he explained.
I'm in shock, I swear.
"J-so this is why you said that time?" many ensure.
"Yes, and I deliberately asked my parents to lie to you. I had a broken bone and had to be treated. It took me a long time to recover. And when I look for you, you're not there. You disappeared and Mom didn't want to tell me where you were moving. I'm a mess, Dis," he explained.
"You're planning on marrying her?" my sergeant.
Irka shakes. "So. Not that, I consider Renata a sister. But I can't believe he and his family are urging me to be part of their family."
I'm speechless.
"Remember the first day we met? That day I was forced to throw Renata. I was urged by the parents, but on that day I met you so I decided to be honest with Renata."
Wait, that means the woman I hit is Renata? Ah, yes, if you remember they are similar.
"After that I meant my parents to convince Mom to approve us. Thank God you agree."
"Great! You're sneaky!"
"I can't lose you after all these years of running around like crazy."
"You should talk, Ka, by the way! What is this accident, you say, you don't think I exist!"
I explode. It doesn't feel strong. I hate Irka, hate it!
"What's this?" Edo approached, then pushed Irka. I immediately held him down.
"Quiet, Do. Don't make a fuss here," stop me.
But like Edo was not poking.he lunged at Irka and pulled her collar.
"Heh, kunyuk, still dare to come here! Less raw bogem I had last night?" continued Edo who made my brain work extra.
"Heh, motherfucker! There is no right to forbid me from coming here. I'm here to explain to the girls!" irka shouted excitedly. He pushed Edo to a stagger.
"Udah, you don't fight," stop me.
"Let's get out of here!" drive Edo to Irka.
"Heh, no business the same. There is no right. I'm her future husband. Understand lo!"
They come forward, hit each other. I am trying to break up.
"Sir Girl!"
I looked at the direction of the sound and saw Lina approaching. My neighbor's son looks bored.
Coincidentally
"Lin, please call people. Someone is fighting this," I asked while trying to get Irka's wounds. Irka is on Edo's body. He blindly beat up.
"That's justin, now Ma'am girl's coming with me. Harum was hit by a car in front of the compound."
Oh God, mother!
I run hard. Running like a fool. No matter what, keep going while praying. No matter the vehicle, no matter the body shaking. The brain suggested that I should meet my mother as soon as possible. He's hurt, he's in pain.
And really, right in front of the complex people have gathered. My eyes are so bright looking for the figure of the woman I love.
"Mom!" I screamed and then walked into the ambulance.
Mak did not reply, he just moaned with blood-covered eyes drenched everywhere. My heart aches, my arms are all cold.
"Sir, I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm sir's son" I told the ambulance.
"Yes already, please Neng. Accompany her mother."
I entered, entered immediately while holding my mother's hand. I let the tears shed a lot.
"Mak. Mama must be strong. There's a girl here. Girl accompany mom. You have to be strong."
Mom's breath kayak.heavy, her eyes brushed sticky. Oh Allah ...
"Dis, E-mak isn't strong. Mum wants to see you marry." My hand is in his.
I kissed mom's hand. No matter the smell of blood I kept kissing her hands, then putting them on my cheeks.
"Oh God, Mother. Girls must be married. I-i promise. But my mommy's healthy first, don't be this."
Oh Allah ....