Certified Old Virgin

looking for traces of Irka.

“Fucking irka!” I swear because I haven't been able to contact that human yet. I wonder why Irka likes to disappear. That guy is really emotional.

I stared at the screen hape. “Lu is the most beautiful human I have ever known!”

Being too upset, I kicked the blanket. Irka makes me want to check on her right now.

“Arggg! Where are people!” my spoken.

Feeling sore, I opened the blanket and spread out my hands. My face was soaked from crying earlier. Shit once, again I cry only because Irka.unya I want to calm it is yes, but still upset remember he did me the same thing.

“Only if he cannot be contacted until tonight, I will come to his house directly!” strong resolve.

I don't care what people think about visiting a man's house. All I need now is the news of Irka suddenly disappearing.

I grabbed the flat object that had been my nest since and my witness cried. My eyes looked at the clock that had shown at three in the morning. In fact, almost dawn I haven't been able to close my eyes. All of that is just because of one ringleader.

The sound of knocking from outside woke me up.

“Girl! Wake up! It's noon noh, Lu is still diem in the room not out at all.” My mother's voice sounded very clear. “Splashes wake up!” continued again.

Yes, my mother came again.he came this afternoon. Don't know why now the mother feels different.he says miss me so come again.I'm happy aja. at home there was the theme. plus, dimasakin too. I'm happy there is a mother here.

And about the disappearance of Irka, I have not spoken. afraid of mother rising blood. anyway, the match we are mother. So I think take the middle way.

After opening my eyes, I got out of bed. My body is so tired that my head feels dizzy. It felt like something was happening to me.

I stretched my muscles a little. The sound of bones uniting makes my body feel lighter. After feeling fresher, I saw the clock working on the nightstand. My eyes are perfectly round. My mother woke me up with a loud voice. It was seven in the morning. I never woke up that night.

I went to the toilet and washed my face. After that, I went to the kitchen and there was a mother who was sauteing something. The fragrant smell of spices combined with oil made my nose pampered.

“Udah done, Mak?”

Mom looks. Looking at my situation that might seem a little different. Obviously, my face is a little puffy with black pockets on the bottom of my eyes.

However, it seems that my mother did not care much and replied, “not yet. There is still something to cut. Take meat in the refrigerator for chicken soy sauce.”

I swiftly stepped towards the refrigerator and took out the required ingredients. Not much to say because I am also lazy to talk at length because it is not in the mood to do something.

The breakfast was finally solemn. I immediately washed the dishes and cleaned myself to do the plan I had been able to last night.

This time, I got a cream-colored shirt with a darker hijab. After making sure my appearance was perfect I went out and permission for Mom to come out for a while.

“Mak, I want to go out first yes,” I said asking permission of my mother who was busy watching television.

“Where are you going? Market?” Mother asked back with a twitching forehead.

“You find salmon.”

Mom glares. “Make what?”

“Slaying, Mak. Want me to make a sacrifice.”

“Lunny lu!”

After the salim, I went out of the house and headed to the brash man's residence.

Along the way, I kept pondering. I don't care about the people who look at me, because I only care about myself right now.

‘I'll just go berserk if you meet at home. No matter what happens! Want people to think I'm crazy is also not a problem.’

I kept convincing myself. As soon as I got to Irka's house, I went straight down. My eyes looked at his house.

But, the one thing that made me strange was the state of the house that looked quiet and desolate. Not wanting to guess, I immediately approached and rang the doorbell. For the next few minutes, there was no answer at all. I also tried to knock on the door and deliberately amplified the sound so that anyone inside could hear me. Unfortunately there is no one.

“They're all going where the hell? How come no one's talking at all?” I muttered that finally gave up. Not wanting to go home empty, I went to Irka's school.

The building that became the place where students draw it stood firm. I'm going to one woman, look beautiful in her uniform. I approached and immediately asked, “excuse me, Mom,” I said politely.

The woman looked up, then replied, “ya, can I help you?”

“I want to ask, is Mr Irka in this school? Did he come today?”

The woman in the red headscarf fell silent for a while and contacted someone. As soon as he finished, he then said, “ said the office person, Mr. Irka take leave, Bu.”

Hearing the woman's reply made my body go limp for a moment. Irka is a jerk. How dare he say it again.

“There can I help you again, Mom?”

I nodded and immediately shook my head. In that instant, I decided to return home angry. Who is not upset if suddenly visited by a man, asking himself to be a wife, but now it can not be contacted.

I squeezed my hands tight. Trying to hold the turbulent emotions in my heart until they spread to my head.

For about an hour, I finally got home. I didn't find my mother. I don't know where he is now. I opened the room door and slammed it rough. I key. Next, I removed the hijab and went berserk. I threw all the pillows I had folded. I slammed anything that could be used as an impingement. Until I finally fell behind the door.

“The human dajjal! You're playing around again!”

I came back crying. Original nyesek. The tears kept flooding my cheeks.

“Just if Lu comes back I'll give you a good lesson!”

I've been dizzy thinking about where the guy is. In the end, the events repeated. I have to go through the darkest times. Left without any explanation and any clue. Even something like this almost drove me crazy. Lucky my sanity can still take over.

In my room I was crying. Until I was exhausted myself, I could finally just sit up and stupefy. It was long enough for the sound of knocking outside to regain my consciousness. I moved and stepped limp. I didn't even have time to wash my face, just let whoever came see how messed up I was.

I took the hijab and wore it origin.

“Excuse me!”

I knit an eyebrow. Who is about to come? It seems that I rarely receive guests, I thought.

At the door, I did not open. I took the time to take a deep breath, not wanting to show too much that something had happened to me. It was only when I felt better that I opened the door and my eyes were perfectly rounded.

My forehead wrinkled. In front, there was Edo who came wearing formal clothes. He smiled broadly as he looked at me.