Certified Old Virgin

Heartbreaker.

“If you want to cry, cry, don't be ashamed.”

I was stunned while thinking. Here he wants to entertain what he wants to mock.

“Do?” 

We shared the view, right now I feel the heart of the craze is more powerful. With a bang no fuss, like there's shooting practice inside here, in this chest. Effect, buegh .. shaking body parts.

Kuremas own hands. Nervous. Just this time nervous ahead of Edo. This nosy neighbor who was never serious made me misbehave.

"Do, can't you say it a little far away? This position is uncomfortable. Later something misunderstood," I said half stammered as I thrust his chest. 

“Now I stay, if you want to cry. Don't be arrested. I'm waiting outside. Just one time you are ashamed to cry there is me,” throw it again.

I could only watch Edo move away. Not just getting out of the car, but getting out of the car. He was standing under a mango tree which happened to be not far from the car.

Honestly, I was confused by Edo, he was suddenly acting sweet, making me misbehave.

When I was excited to see Edo, my phone suddenly shook and Irka called. I swear, I'm angry, anxious, disappointed, sad, assorted. I can't tell you one-on-one. The contents of the head and heart are badly tangled.

I have long observed HP. Life is flickering dead because he's a nelfon not lifted up. The message went in, too, so much. No end of. There was no intention of the heart to answer. Instead, I deactivate HP and put it in the bag. Breathing becomes sudden.

Tonight I realized that Irka's missing because she's not serious. It's bullshit. He's liar. He disappeared probably thinking I didn't deserve it, not worth it. Maybe because it was busy with the girl's family.

Oh my God, gini is great. Am I destined to be alone? How will it be with Mom? His heart would be broken because of me.

Too shy, not strong, I resigned. I'm crying. It started without a sound, looking down hide the heartache. But being detained cannot. Getting sick. Growing craze.

Finally I cried, made a sound, sobbed great no matter if Edo heard. No problem being laughed at or ridiculed. I was at the bottom point.

****

"Dis! You've woken up?"

I who did not sleep at all from last night can only wriggle slowly while looking at the door that was pounded by Mother.

Yeah, since last night my eyes can't sleep. Finished crying on the side of the road last night, I immediately asked to take you home and luckily Edo did not have a lot of bacots. He cosplayed to stone. No talking, it's okay. Just drive doang. Maybe he knows my mood is not good. My mentality was whipped all out.

"Dis, faint you! Out, Dis! Breakfast!" yelled Mom again.

"Later on, Mom. The hungry belom girl!" I shouted back, but even a hoarse voice sounded.

Not without reason I hide myself. My eyes are swollen right now, my nose is red, I'm sure what my face is.

Fear of her mother, it is so that ngoceh-ngoceh dah. Not kelar.

"At least get out, Dis. Absent face to Mom. Minimal pee, cake, defecation, cake. Do not enter the room mulu. It's ten o'clock!" yelled Mom again.

Huf!

"No appetite, Mom! If you want to pee in this room there is a WC. No need to leave the room, Mom!"

"Yes but still, get out. Find some fresh air. Oiya, Irka how is it that Kenape has never been here again? You two fight? Habitually. Plump-headed. Not tired of what. I'm old too!"

Ah mother, why should I discuss Irka try. I'll be ah .. I don't know what to say. I'm upset, I want to talk to Mom directly. But ….

"Later, Mom, later! I told Irka to come here later!"

"real ye. Yeah, you don't stay in the room for long, it's like a pingit bride. I can't wait to be lu ye's bride" Oceh mom again. So want to chew the brick. Don't know if he lost his son again hurt his heart.

Silence, that means your mother doesn't exist. Mercifully.

I looked at the ceiling of the house, then the shadow of Irka's face, then the face of Edo. Suddenly this chest thumped when we remembered the incident in the car, when we were only inches away. Close, very close.

"She, you're still alive, right?"

I spontaneously looked for the direction of the sound and rushed to the window because the sound was coming from there.

"Edo?"

I swear, I didn't think he was here. In my bedroom window.

"Gapain come here?" ask me while opening the window wide.

"You must be alive what not," he said.

Upset I overshadowed his shoulder, he staggered.

"Don't kdrt," he replied again.

 "Kdrt is only for the householder, Edo," I growled while crossing.

But something strange, I saw a bruise on the corner of Edo's lips, his hand was bruised.

"You fighting?" my many.

"Yes, fight the monkey next door."

I'm cengo. Still digesting. Is anyone here keeping a monkey?

"Don't wait, deh," I replied and held her hand. Uh, at the pull. He hid his hands behind his back.

"More." He suddenly thrust out a bag of oranges with another hand. "Make you spirit. Yes yes it is. I'm gone, get well soon. Broke his heart not long. I'm lonely."

"Damn it!"

I closed the window and sat down on the side of the bed. After trying to eat one orange, it tastes sweet.

After the end of five then I turn on the phone that since last night is off. There are a lot of messages from Irka. Very much indeed.

I ignored the message and sent him a message.

"Ka, you have to be gentle, come to the house and talk directly to Mom. I don't have a problem. We'll just hope."

Send. I sent that message and then broke down again. Tears are dripping again.

Huf! Am I gonna end up being a spinster?