Certified Old Virgin

the bitter truth is revealed.

"Do!" I pulled Edo's hand, luckily Edo complied and we left quietly.

But, before leaving, I looked back and found Irka. He looked at us and tried to stand up. I thought she was going to chase, but I don't think that the woman was holding back, tugging at Irka. Seemed to argue with them.

What is Irka and the woman's relationship? He chose that woman instead of chasing me? Am I not worth anything in his heart? Then why has he been missing all this time?

Ah no, I don't think he disappeared, but dodged. I'm avoided. I was ignored a second time.

Oh, my God, it hurts so much. Me ... do I have no price in Irka's eyes? Do I look so easy to fool?

I took a deep breath. All along the foot I tried hard. Try not to look weak. Don't cry. Don't cry!

There are so many negative thoughts in my head. There is also a crazy desire. The evil side is undermining to go back inside and rebuke Irka. Request clarity. I've been proposed, just waiting for his family to come to set a date. Then, that hope was dashed when he saw her having dinner with another woman's family. Who is not hurt?

But, the other side also held back. Awaken me to be a classy woman who does not provoke a commotion. I'm too old for that. The shame!

And also, I don't want to be labeled as a woman who asks to be applied. So, as much as possible to hold back even though I actually want to run amok. I want to get married. I'm tired of jomlo.

Indeed, at first I was reluctant to establish a serious relationship, feeling not ready to review, but the more here I became more convinced to get married. Mother, of course mother the reason. I don't want to disappoint my mother. Mom is old and I understand her desire to marry me. She doesn't want me to follow in her footsteps as a spinster. Too picky ended up being shunned. Then, what happens next? Of course it's lonely and Mom doesn't want me to step on her life.

In addition, the sincerity of Irka some time is a little shaking the stance. At first I was not sure, but after being sincere and open heart, felt a little vibration at the same time he. Little did I find the debris of our youth memories. Sometimes I smile at myself remembering it.

But look, now he's with another woman. This fact made me realize something, Irka is not serious. He played my heart again. You dick!

"Well, how could he do this to you" said Edo.

I who sat next to him could only duck squeezing his own game.

"You shouldn't have banned me, Dis. I should've given him a raw bogem, "ome Edo again

I still don't feel bad. Too scared, too .. shock.

I'm not scared. Too scared of your own mind.

"Dis, are you all right?" ask Edo again.

I still don't want to talk. My heart ached and was afraid that if I opened my voice it would end crying. Edo will be desperately slacking.

"Dis, if you want to cry, cry. Don't be arrested" he continued.

I still don't want to fuck up. I turned my head on, deliberately not wanting to see Edo. I'm afraid I'm crying.

I swear, I'm too embarrassed. Earlier I confidently told Edo I would accept Irka and start all over. But it turns out I was cheated.

Ah, no. It could be me who is cheating to remember Irka having dinner with her family. Their relationship is closer.

The car stopped and I saw that the left side of the right was deserted. We were on a road that didn't know what it was called.

"Do?" Kupandangi Edo's. He unbuckled his seatbelt and approached. His eyes focused on me.

"Do, what's going on?" I said.

Honestly, I'm scared.

"Do, don't be like that. I don't want to joke anymore" I continued. But he's still approaching. Keep approaching. I was cornered to the side until I could no longer move. Can't move at all.

Dup-dup-dup-dup. My heart. Edo's breath hit his face. Our distance is very close.

"Do?"