Can't Have You

Missed you to return (part 1)

I'm sorry that I really can't forget you, I'm at all times, always hoping you'll call me..

My days are now so empty, my feelings are frantic. Maybe I'm crazy, crazy for loving you too much.

I might be able to endure my thirst and hunger. However, I can't afford not to think about you, I can't help it even with my miss on you I can't help it.

Pardon me! My heart cannot be compromised, nor can my mind always be imagined by you.

Revelation, why? Do you really want to forget me? Wh why? I need an explanation instead of going without clarity like this.

Here my tiredness awaits, hoping you two will return to your hometown.

Did you promise you'd just forget it? You promised you'd meet? You said to guard my heart but ended with your laughter.

Are you just kidding me when you say that, or am I being too baper? Revelation, give me clarity, hiks..

I don't know until when you don't give me an explanation for your departure?

I really hope you and I meet, greet each other and I hope you won't leave again.

Oh.. My miss to me is getting whipped more and more.

More and more heart gnawing, thinking of thee who is with me, ignoring my race to the point of not having a word meet me.

Revelation, I am here always waiting for you to come back home and also waiting for news from you.

I'll give you a call, just occasionally. You know revelation? Every day I look at my phone screen. However, your name does not appear and your profile is never seen in the picture, only the color of gray that college students.

I kept waiting for the news you promised me, even making me fret not being able to sleep soundly every night.

Every time I spent waiting for news from you, I got bored of the tepis all the way for a notification from you.

Hey, the man I love, me and you are not in the same country. Distance keeps us from making the longing even more turbulent. And now I continue to pray to God that our distance will be brought closer as soon as possible so that we can meet and then my soon wait for you.

But, how can you stay there without thinking about me, without looking for me? While I am here waiting for your news with great worry.

My patience in waiting for your news is now being tested by God in my doubts about you. I can't be fine here without this kind of certainty.

Know the man I love, I will continue to wait patiently for your news. I will keep this longing in a thumping chest, until all my waiting is stretched out against you.

Let me know the man I love, so that this longing soon finds a certain place. So that this heart does not continue to fall into remorse in my waiting for you.

I am restless in waiting without any certainty from you.

Feeling Crashed, burned in worry. The news I was hoping for was never clear. My heart is waiting for you, even my heart feels nervous.

Without your presence, the quiet desolate of this path of life. Longing to squeeze if your heart, your illusions string uncertain shadows in my shadow.

Now I'm trying to breathe out in my anxiety. I tried to encourage my soul in my grief. Honestly I was so tired, tired, even the feeling of everything that had never existed came as wide as a change in my heart. Even though I'm not even saturated. My patience waiting for news from you taught me how good it is to wait without certainty but my heart did not feel all that because of that news I had hoped for all this time.

Waiting without certainty?

The day of hope, when logic sends taste. When love sends longing, when the heart always hopes. There's a greeting from you.

This afternoon drizzle in the sky is not visible and the sound is loud and clear. Mentari refused to shine bright, I wait for you greetings story.

Sorenya brings unrest, hoping news through the characters, hoping the word love remains me later from you.

A piece of longing was crossed by my pen, a strand of wishing that friendly news from you came to inform me.

With Sorry, I told you that I was waiting for you. As I drizzle I mutter, the worry pieces of the wave miss. I hope I keep waiting, because the heart continues to whack in waiting for news from you.

Waiting without certainty..

Under the Cloudy Sky this afternoon. In my yard full of greenery leaves, trees even full of colorful flowers decorate my front yard.

I look forward to your presence this time at my parents' house. With your extended family you bring good news to

Bring your loyalty here. Bring home your love, your sincere love from your heart for this heart. It will welcome your promise as well for sure, grasping your fingers with joy.

Let Melati be envious. Let the pigeons laugh too, this afternoon let it be ours and today for us.

Without certainty?

I used to feel something beautiful. When you were next to me in every. I used to feel so perfect when my love accompanied my steps, there was no one who could replace you in my heart, and now I'm losing you.

What are you doing there you're the one I love? And didn't you hear me? I call you by your dreams. Long time no I've heard from you, long time no I've heard the story about you, where can I find you?

Long time I've seen your smile, long time I haven't seen your joy. Where can you find you? Do I have to be the wind to find you? Do I have to be rain?

You're the greatest man I've ever had. To this day, no one has replaced you. Sorry if my dream is not what you want it to be. It made you leave me and I lost you.

What are you doing there? Don't you ever miss me at all? I want you to know that I'm here still stuck in my love for you, until this very second.

The second you leave me unheard, please return the moon and bring that lost hope.

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Seriate...