Can't Have You
Chapter 20's
We used to be apart not without mutual agreement. You and I both have realized that our story cannot be forced to walk. Didn't we?
If you say you're hurt, same. I was also injured. But back again, we both have decided to end it all. Now that we have, we just have to find a way to heal from the wound and come back happy
All of our stories are now memories. There are many beautiful memories etched throughout our love story. I hope we can both catch it.
Because, there will be a new chapter in our lives, which may bring true happiness.
Never mind, no need to wallow in grief. It's all been happening. Let's just say, we still have a new sheet that might be happier.
Now I am happy with him. I hope you can understand
Now, I've found him. The figure of him who loves me so much. I hope you don't have to find a way to disrupt our happiness.
I have tethered my heart to him. With her presence, I feel fully equipped and confident to continue to nurture this love, as well as grow old with her.
I love him, I hope you can understand.
Never mind, don't come bothering me often. We love each other and are happy together. I hope you don't come to disturb our relationship often, come to me and force me to remember our good memories of the past.
He who is now in love with me is the same as you, a human being that I must take care of his feelings. He loves me sincerely, and wants to make me happy. It would be bad if my kindness was to repay by making him sad, for allowing you to be present in our relationship.
Why are you trying to disrupt our relationship? You'll never get true happiness if you're just a 'thorn' in our relationship.
Go, haven't we been mengikhlaskan all this? I think you deserve to pursue your happiness on your own path.
I will pray for you from here, so that you can be happy there. I may not be with you, but my prayers are always with you until your happiness comes near.
The one who is with me now I think will pray for you too. So that you can find your angel partner without the need to be a 'thorn' in our relationship.
We both always pray for your kindness and happiness, now go and be assured that your happiness will come soon
I'm happy now.
You don't have to worry about me anymore.
I've been found by someone. Which is like your prayer before leaving me who will truly love me. Who will truly love me.
Now that I have found her, someone who loves me as much as my love for you used to be or even more.
I never thought you would arrive
Wiped out all the wounds I thought
Let your heart fall in my arms
Forcing my conscience to fall in love
I've known you enough time
I want to take you further
Letting romance speak the truth
To put a longing between us
My heart is lost at the bottom of the ocean of love
I found it again when you shined a light on my life
For me you are the one who makes the world beautiful
Coloring my days
Perfect my soul, happy with you
I've had enough time to know you
Letting romance speak the truth
To put a longing between us
My heart is lost at the bottom of the ocean of love
I rediscovered it when you shined a light on my life
For me you are the one who makes the world beautiful
Coloring my days
Perfect my soul, happy with you
It is time for the flowers of love to bloom beautifully
Decorate the world for us
My heart is lost at the bottom of the ocean of love
I found it again when you illuminated my life
It is you who make the world beautiful
Coloring my days, lighting up my dark nights
Perfect my soul, happy with you.
I'm happy now.
No more worrying about my news.
Your fault I have forgiven, your wound has been healed. No more feeling guilty for leaving me, no more need you to feel sorry for my situation. The rain on my eyelids no longer calls your name. In my prayer your name has been replaced by a new name.
I'm happy now.
Thank you for deciding to leave.
The way you hurt me yesterday, is the way God brought me together with him. I've learned to let you go many times. Letting you go with another love. Letting your chance of having you disappear for me.
Because you deserve to be happy even though I am not happy with the decision. My insolence binds you to make room for strangers approaching you.
I think life will be fine, everything should go as it was before, you're with someone who picked you. I'm with a new heart trying to grow in my life I let her take your place. However, I was mistaken. Forgetting you has never been so easy.
For a moment, I thought about letting you go because if she was your true love she would come back in her own way there was only a great destiny created for us. If he doesn't come back then it's simple it's not your true love.
Relationships built with masks, imagery, lies, outside displays and so on will never last long. A lasting relationship always has a foundation of honesty. And must have patience. Patience can return the departed back, make a long distance close, heavy load becomes light, a long time becomes short and melt the hate of mountains into a grain of dust.
And even if we fail to watch it happen, patience will still promise something lucky. It is fortunate that people are patient.
Now that I'm happy now you don't have to worry about me anymore, I've been found by someone like your prayer before leaving me. Who will truly love me who will truly love me.
Now I have found him, someone who loves me as much as I loved you first or even more. I'm happy now you don't have to worry about my news anymore. Your fault I have forgiven, your wound has been healed. No need to feel guilty for leaving me, no need to feel sorry for my situation.
The rain on my eyelids no longer calls your name in my prayer. Your name has been replaced by a new name. I'm happy now thank you for deciding to leave.
The way you hurt me yesterday is the way God brought me together with him today. Thank you, I said. ?
With him now, I feel so happy. My laughter is no longer pretending. My night was no longer filled with tears.
Again, thank you. Thank you for deciding to leave.
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