Can't Have You

Chapter 22's

Since meeting..

I think of you often

To be my dream...

Become the most beautiful hope

To be my greatest wish

which ever existed..

Of all my hopes..

How will it end..

I don't give a shit..

With bismillah..

In every degree of my night

Please tell me all about this taste.

For you to be my soul mate..

perfecting me

Living life..

As my age decreases..

your feelings never age.

It never decreases..

This confidence in you..

Not a belief without basis..

Every attitude..

Your every..

The way you treat me..

How to respect my parents..

To my whole family..

Reflects you

Personally polite..

A tough personality

A strong person..

The person who always makes me comfortable..

You calm me down in all fret.

My place to break myself.

Leaving all the burdens of life..

accompany me in all circumstances

happy moment

Difficult time

Even the hardest moment..

When I was at my lowest point

By the blessing of God I want yours

Ilove you..

I wish you were the last for me..

I want you to ask me with a bismillah..

I realized life isn't always on top..

There will always be times when we are at the bottom...

Which we never all expected...

You are my real future dream.

Building a life of contentment

Taking care of our child..

Born from your womb..

I'm keeping this family with my life

We share the same love..

For our child..

accompany them to achieve their dreams,

marry them..

Seeing grandchildren..

May Allah bless all of that...

How happy life is ...

How wonderful God created that love..

I did everything I could..

Even this life I risk ..

My struggle..

In my prayer prayer..

At the end of the night ..

For all that is a dream ..

I can't wait to feel

Awaiting..

to go through that wonderful time with you.

I hope I can

Your priest..

Bringing our family

in the heaven God has prepared..

I love you

With my dream

About the taste that meets..

When we are the same as adults...

Pronounced ...

Bismillah ..

With the blessing of God I want yours

Ilove you..

I wish you were the last for me..

I want you to ask me with a bismillah..

I don't want to have someone I call my ex. I think it's been quite hurt and have an ex. And right now I don't want to have an ex and add you to my ex list. May you be the last person for me. And no more said the ex because I really hope that you will accompany my life.

My greatest hope is to admit that I was met quickly with someone who was destined for me. Why is this the thing I want the most? Because I'm so tired of falling for the wrong people.

I'm so tired of loving someone who wasn't born to me. Because I don't want to meet someone who just comes and leaves.

And now I've met you. I wish you were the one who was truly destined for me. You are what I always call in my prayers.

So that I don't lose you again, so that I can feel what it's like to be loved sincerely without having to be heartbroken. To feel what it feels like to be owned by someone I love.

I wish you were someone God created for me. There will be no more heartache and heartbreak. All I want is to be with you, no parting words and no more.

Because I used to think he was made for me but I was wrong. I had to be disappointed because I was too hopeful that he was destined for me, in fact he just stopped by in my life.

After a long time of waiting for the presence of someone, someone who came to settle down. Someone who was destined for me. Now that I have met you, I am so grateful that God has brought us together.

But all I want is to meet you, but I really hope that there is no one else but you. I wish you were destined for me forever.

I hope there is no one else but you. Because I really hope that you're the last one for me. There will be no one else, no more love, no more heartbreak and no more ex. Everything stops and enough of you.

It is not easy to open your heart again when you have been hurt with the hopes you want. When I hope he (the one we love) can be the last for me and can lead a relationship to a more serious bond.

If you are present as helpful and complementary when you already know the shortcomings, you are the one who can help him to lead in a better direction, not maintain the lack as an excuse. 

When you already know the shortcomings, weaknesses in your partner. Not that you immediately decide to leave your partner because it does not match what you want. A good relationship when you already know each other's shortcomings and weaknesses, you complement each other to help in a positive direction. 

Every human being is not perfect if you really love each other you can both grow instead of dropping and running from each other.

When you're with him, you've been trying to get to know each other. You two need to have a purpose to where your relationship is going. Do you just want to have fun or do you want to go in a more serious direction? it was a choice and a mutual agreement. 

But you have to remember that when you decide to go together for a more serious relationship, you have to commit. When there is no commitment and purpose to you, the relationship will not be balanced.

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Seriate...