Can't Have You
Not as Good as Before Again
When you go far away, I always remember you
Even if I'm not with you, my prayers are always with you
I always look forward to news from you. So that I know you're okay.
If only I could turn back the clock, I'd like to go back to the time when we first met. However, it was a very, very impossible thing to do in this world, I could only remember those memories in my memory.
For some reason, every time I think back to our time together, I always smile to myself. Your round eyeballs, looking at me meaningfully, jokingly, and your laughs and efficiencies are what I miss and I never get tired of staring at that face.
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My communication and the Revelation are a little stretchy, not as warm as they used to be. I was so astonished and confused at him, he recently seemed to have changed, not as I know him.
I began to wonder to myself and to him, why did his nature start to cool down? Not as warm as before. What was? Did I have anything wrong with him? Or has Revelation found a better woman than me? A thousand questions for him flashed through my mind, circling there.
I was so agitated by the change in his attitude towards me, that I even began to ask questions with those who knew the same Revelation, hoping to find answers to the change in attitude of the Revelation towards me.
Those who know the Revelation are astonished, not knowing why the Revelation behaves in such a way. Even they have no news at all from the Revelation, not only am I.
Something is different from you...
Your message is very short, not as warm as before...
You even started ignoring my messages, drifting away slowly without me noticing...
Are you feeling uncomfortable with me..??
When you want to choose to leave, I let you go...
Whether there you've found my replacement, or not, I don't know..
But my feelings say your love is not for me.. Jeep!
Maybe you'll never know how deep this feels about you, why did you disappear again?
The months I went through with a deep longing for you, I prayed that you would come back, I prayed that I and you would be a match, that is the prayer I always pray to my Lord.
Am I the only one who loves you? But why do you make me comfortable with you, if there's no sense in you, why? Hix.. Hix..
Nay! I may have to do this, I will prove to her that if I really have fallen in love with her, I do not want to know what her background is, living in a hut house even once, as long as I can be with her.
I am determined to prove my love for Revelation, so I intend to go to her homeland in the Land of YX, even if you are not there, I kept my heart there to prove that I really wanted to be a part of your life and wanted to be your woman forever.
There I will leave behind millions of melodies of love for you that I will never see again when my heart misses you. Along the way, I will pray that God can grant and arrange the meeting that we have longed for.
Did I wrongly love you, did I sin when I wanted to be your woman? Or am I not the person you want to be? But, but why do you give a sense of comfort without clarity? You shouldn't have served me in the first place so that I wouldn't be in love by myself.
I want you Revelation, I want to live with you, in joy and sorrow, build a household with you and give birth to cute children for you.. Argh. Think I've fantasized nothing of you Revelation.
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Seriate...
