Can't Have You

Will the Universe Restore Us?

You who often call love, who incarnate the sky, who are still in the same place, embrace the universe. We are two figures who are met by the universe without cue.

We are two people dropped in the same fate by the universe in the name of love. And we are two figures who carry out the destiny of the universe. In the past, I had thought with you or without you I remained happy, it turns out that fate has shown its power.

You and I are fine without being together, but will always be happy together.

I am confident in my feelings for you right now. The more happiness I get with you, not hurt or disappointed. Although there are many roots in them, rest assured if we can get through it then the universe does bless us.

Even though they don't like this relationship, I still hold the universe to support us, proving to them about us. Nightmares sometimes come, baby. Relax, we'll wake each other up and carve a beautiful dream afterwards.

As long as we try, the universe will be with us. The remaining chance is only 1. It'll be a long note for me, and you. An attempt to tempt the universe.

To hear and support what I always say to her. About a name and a soul. This is my struggle with the universe. You and them, just read. Hope the universe is with you. Hope the universe is with you.

Thank you for loving me so much, really, thank you for being willing to fight with me so that God and the universe will always bless our relationship and of course I will never try and seduce at the end of every night to always get that blessing and may you be willing to help me seduce God for our simple dream of building an empire with a handsome prince and a beautiful little princess.

Take care of me, enjoy the strands of discolored hair, sit together on the porch with a cup of tea in the hand that starts to wrinkle but still comfortable to hold each other.

Come enjoy the twilight that takes the light every day, do not be afraid of boredom, I will take a peek at the past. Remembering how great our struggle is to shake off doubt, shed the ego and even walk through the storm and see we still remain side by side until now.

The night was getting late and the singing of the night dwellers was heard, again everything about you began to cheer in my mind. I was pensive while accompanied by a glass of hot chocolate that always faithfully listened to stories about you.

For a moment your face flashed before me and managed to get rid of the singing noise of the night dwellers who were increasingly trembling. It may be difficult to organize each word into a paragraph to represent this feeling to you.

Believe it or not, you are a source of inspiration in every piece of writing. It's been a while since I've known you, but your presence at every turn is something I've always talked about.

Well maybe just writing is the only way I have to admire and immortalize you, adorning every sheet that was once empty to become such a beautiful color. I used to think that my happiness was not just the result of having you, seeing you as enough and even has made me give endless thanks.

But in fact, all the unexpected God gave me such an incredible bonus from a series of prayers that I never sent at the end of the night, yes now I am with you I have you, and endless gratitude I always say because in the end we have been together to enjoy every second without pause.

Before we were finally united like this, I thought, together or not we will, you still need to know your presence has always been the most beautiful thing for me, your existence taught me many things that I should be grateful for, as ordinary humans of course I want us to be together.

It's been imagined how much fun the days when you were always on the side. But even if those plans and hopes don't materialize, your existence I'll never regret. But now in fact you have been with me, adorning every time and of course all is not a shadow anymore, all is a reality that I used to try desperately, he said, of course still with a prayer that I never send at the end of the night.

Now that we've been together and promised to take care of each other, no matter how hard the odds are going to test us, you're teaching me that love is a matter of trusting and understanding each other, of trying to be as good as we are, without worrying about each other because as you have said we have a commitment that certainly makes our relationship stronger.

Regarding how our future lives will be, of course, we will promise to support each other to try our best. Loving you keeps my eyes open, so many forms of business can be done outside of seducing and whipping away at mere sweet promises.

Early knowing you is still able to make me leave room in the heart, although it may have faded in your memory. The initial interaction between us did not start with shy smiles.

Just a normal conversation. But after that, talking to you is fun because we can talk about anything. I started thinking about you often.

No one knows since when this prolonged longing persisted. What I still remember until now is, the meeting “kita” accidentally and made by chance by God does not leave a deep impression. Suddenly, a sense of comfort came uninvited.

Spending time with you is the time I look forward to the most. Sitting on the porch of the house while chatting enjoying the twilight has become a routine not missed when the busyness does not interfere. Not infrequently, many ask about you to me. There are not many answers that I can say about the status of friendship over us.

What is power, there is no label “kita” from the relationship that has been established quite close. Just friends? It's awkward, because our conversation doesn't lead to childishness. Couple lovers? Less fitting. The I-you limit that stands firmly, becomes a big barrier to be inaugurated into “kita”.

Will you try to be with me to fight to conquer the blessing of the universe and its contents, so that the definition of “kita” can be the final answer later?

God's curry tonight

To take care of the beloved

To be beautiful in his day

For a smile on her little lips

I've always been fascinated

When I see her sweet face

Full of meaning as sincere as love

hopefully there will still be days

For us to be united in a holy bond.

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