But not Me

Rainbow after the rain

Dara was already in her room when she opened her eyes, her husband was sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for her anxiously, even now her mother and father were there too, their son was comfortable in his grandmother's arms.

I do not know how long he was unconscious, because his clothes full of blood were now changed with clean clothes.

"Mak,,, Pak,,, Kak Yoga, Kak Yoga go, this is all Dara's fault, Kak Yoga sacrificed for Dara, how is this?" The roar broke again when the doctor said when they were in the hospital it was back ringing in his ears.

Bagas hugged his wife who returned hysterically, really he could not bear to see Dara slumped like that.

"Darling, realize, it's all fate, and it's not your fault, and no one's blaming you." Bagas rubbed Dara's head which was now leaning on her shoulder.

"Sir Yoga saved me, when before he was angry with me, he also left the house because of me, even I had not had time to apologize to him, but he was gone," the roar of Dara's cries filled the spacious room, making Kai wake up from his sleep just a few minutes ago asleep in the grandmother's arms.

Bagas stands up and takes over Kai from Tuti's sling, as Kai suddenly starts crying, so Tuti is overwhelmed.

After Bagas' departure to the balcony of the room while holding his son so that his crying subsided, now Tuti and Aceng approached his daughter, he said, it seems like a lot of wisdom and lessons were taken by both parents who now only have one child.

"Well,, Mom and Dad have been enjoying the departure of your brother, we both are no less sick with what you feel now, too, there's nothing more painful than a parent losing a child, it's like half our lives are gone. It's just that, we realize that this is all God's destiny, whether tomorrow or the day after tomorrow it will all be in turn, and in what way we go home of course it's the secret above, so stop blaming yourself, this has all become the fate of all of us, we can only pray for your brother from this moment onwards."

For the first time, Aceng as the father spoke seriously and at length expressed his heart as well as his advice as a good parent and right not as a father who only invited his daughter to talk only if he needed money.

Losing the most precious person in us does feel so painful and painful, even though the lips continue to say sincerely, sometimes the heart is not necessarily able to accept sincerely, he said, it takes a long time to heal the pain of loss, and it may take a lifetime to continue in the shadow of longing for a dear soul that has now departed and cannot be touched anymore, it takes a spacious heart to accept all of this in the name of destiny.

Because when we cry and fall, the world will continue to run as usual, then we will remain silent in a pit of sadness while the time has far left us?

Sometimes beautiful things like the rainbow come after a rainstorm, as well as what happens to the Dara family now, losing Yoga makes both parents aware and turn out to be kind to Dara, realizing her mistakes and their family relationships also become more intimate and closer.

God does have a thousand unique ways of writing the destiny of his people, not infrequently we are made to cry, hurt and suffer in such a way before we are made to laugh happily, he said, but whatever it is we only need to live what is our destiny, because believe me, God's plan is always beautiful for his people.

A week has passed since the departure of Yoga, the atmosphere of mourning is still felt in the house, Lucky Tuti and Aceng want to obey Bagas' request to stay at his house first for some time so that Dara does not feel lonely when he has to go to the office.

The two old men only nodded in agreement, moreover they were also very happy to see the development of their grandchildren whom they rarely could meet before.

"Fix that woman was there, sir!" panji said that he reported the results of his investigation about the existence of Kamila who continued in the hunt, and now his investigation seems to bear fruit, because the existence of Kamila can already be known.

"Prepare everything, we'll be there tomorrow!" Said Bagas with a sharp gaze and angry face really he was impatient to slaughter the woman who had been the master of his heart for many years.