But not Me

Only Kamila and God knew

"What are you doing here?" snapped Bagas early in the morning, he found Kamila sleeping on the bed and in the same blanket as him.

"Are you awake, baby?" Kamila squirmed lazily when she heard the sound of Bagas snapping at her.

Kamila was able to predict that this would definitely happen when her husband's consciousness had recovered, so she responded to Bagas' nagging casually that morning, after all, his eyes still felt heavy and did not want to open this blind morning.

"Stop your silliness, stop calling me that, now you're out of here now!" tell Bagas with a loud voice.

"Oh come on, it's only 5 in the morning, don't make a fuss in the morning blind like this, after all, you came alone to my room, are you still drunk? look again, where are you now?" Kamila started making free.

"Ah, shit,,,!" as Bagas began to realize that he was in Kamila's room in the main building, more precisely the room they had once occupied together, he said, and not in the pavilion where he used to live for these months.

Bagas' jaw hardened as soon as he realized that he did not wear a thread under the blanket, as well as Kamila, he did, they were equally innocent behind a thick cloth that protected their bodies from the coldness of the AC gusts.

Bagas recalled what happened to him last night, he only remembered that he was talking about Dara in his office, then he was heavily drunk due to not being able to bear the burden of the mind where he had just got the news that Dara was now with Faisal, whether the relationship was like what happened to his wife and cousin, it was, clearly all of it was successful in making him lose control until lost consciousness overnight.

Bagas can't even remember what he did with Kamila last night, because Kamila wasn't in his memory tape last night even though he tried hard to remember it.

"Hemhhhh, you enjoyed our activities too much last night apparently, until you were such a daze," Kamila instead continued to further provoke him making Bagas' head seem to explode this morning.

"Sad, maybe you're just hallucinating, because even though I'm unconscious my body can't possibly want to be with you who used to wear a lot of men!" anguished Bagas rushed down from the bed and picked up his remaining clothes in the closet, and immediately stepped out of the room.

"Only me, and God knows what happened between us last night," Kamila smirked sneerily.

"Dear, thanks! You're always great as always!" kamila exclaimed as Bagas turned the handle of the room door and was about to step outside.

Unfortunately there was no reaction from Bagas, even looking at it seemed completely unkind.

Kamila smiled bitterly after Bagas left his room, even himself to the point of dropping his pride to the drop even fall, Bagas still did not glance at him, okay,,, the mistake may be too big and hard to forgive by Bagas, because after Bagas gave her a second chance after she left him to marry another man who was richer, she still made mistakes again and again.

But when remembering the chatter and delirium Bagas last night yak stop calling Dara's name makes him feel very angry, where he thinks all this is Dara's fault, if only Dara did not come in Bagas' life, her husband will always forgive whatever mistakes he made because he was the only woman Bagas loved.

But since Dara came and seemed to be a comparison for him, all the attention and love of Bagas seemed distracted all for the woman he just knew just because of the resemblance of face with him.

"Damn,, Goddamn blood! May you really die and never return to Bagas' life, go and rot you in hell!" kamila shouted as people lost their sanity, cursing, rampaging and throwing all the items around her reach.

While elsewhere, Dara who now lives in Faisal's apartment suddenly imagined again the moment of meeting with Bagas in the hospital the other day, he was asked in his mind why Bagas had to fuss just because of the usual smell of molange in his clothes, does the father of his son still remember the smell of his body?

"Ah, no-no, please don't be crazy, he's just a mean guy who just uses my body and face which is similar to the woman he loves, there's no way that she's paying that much attention to me" Dara exclaimed, she just kept arguing with herself.

"Hey, are you okay? Why are you talking to yourself like an insane person!" reprimanded Faisal who had been standing since a few minutes ago behind him.

"Ah, doc, why surprise me!" shock Dara who was completely unaware of the arrival of Faisal that afternoon.

"Ish, still calling me 'dok' is uncomfortable I hear it," Faisal said.

"I'm sorry, mas," ralat Dara.

The man did not live in his apartment, he chose to stay in his clinic, only almost every day if he was not on duty in the clinic or in the hospital, he must have come to see Dara in her apartment, which is now in Dara's residence, just to check how she is doing and deliver some healthy food, even though Dara often forbid it, Dara, because Dara felt bad should always trouble her life-saving doctor.

It's been more than enough of Faisal's help so far, from attention, finances, the man also not only gave him money, but taught him how to do business, he said, so that he does not always have to rely on Faisal's generosity alone.

Dara was taught to do business online so that she could do her work at home, not always out, not always out, and the result is quite good Dara can set aside some to save after all his life needs, most of which are still in Faisal's responsibility, are met.

"I've said my regards when I got in here just now, it's just like you're daydreaming, who are you daydreaming about?" tempta Faisal, then sat himself on the sofa in the middle room where Dara was also sitting there.

"How's the hotshot in your stomach, isn't he bothering you?" faisal's eyes looked intensely at Dara's already greatly enlarged abdomen, imagining what the baby, according to the results of the male-sex USG, looked like, really Faisal seemed to have a very close inner bond with the baby in Dara's bladder, it was like he was waiting for his own child.

How not, Faisal followed the baby's development from the time Dara's stomach flattened to bulge that much, making him very impatient to wait for the delivery that was predicted for about one month more.

"She's fine, and never troubled her mother, most troubling her om," said Dara.

"Bagas asked to see me tonight," said Faisal there was a look of unease in his eyes.

"Then? Aren't you cousins and said to be very familiar, is that a natural thing, right?" dara tries to be calm and positive.

"Hemh, it should be like that, but I don't know why I feel bad," she said.

"May it's just your feelings, mas." said Dara, who was later anointed Faisal.