But not Me

Mas,

Three days passed, but there was no change in Dara's current condition, the woman who had become a mother had not even had time to see her son's face.

While Bagas who refused help from anyone even though it was from his parents Dara, he was determined to take care of his wife and son who until now still in the hospital, he was in the hospital, of course, if he helped the nurse he did not refuse it, only in addition to the nurse from the hospital Bagas refused anyone.

"Become, look at our son, handsome as hell, I haven't given him a name because I want your approval for our son's name, get up quickly, pity our son doesn't have a name because he's waiting for his mother to kiss." said Bagas who was holding the handsome little baby while giving him formula because Dara could not breastfeed him.

"Boy, tell your mother, for she to wake up soon, tell her that we both love her very much and miss her brown eyes so much," bagas said again now chatting to a 3-day-old baby who clearly did not know anything about it.

But suddenly a tear slid from the corner of Dara's eyes, making Bagas who was holding his baby, almost throwing the tiny baby was so shocked and happy because he saw the reaction of his wife.

"Suster,, doctor,,,!" shouts Bagas, he forgot that he only needed to press a button to call the doctor or nurse because he was so panicked.

"My wife was suddenly crying!" report Bagas .

A doctor and two nurses immediately approached Dara and examined her condition,

"Good if your wife can react, it means that your wife's condition is almost improved, often you stimulate your wife by asking her to tell a story, it will speed up recovery, it will be, moreover, there has been a reaction from your wife like that," explained the doctor who finally gave a glimmer of hope for the father and son who missed his wife and mother very much.

It is inconceivable in Bagas' mind that he will experience things like this, sad, troublesome but also at the same time happy because he can gather with his wife and child, he said, although she is also sometimes overwhelmed if the night comes the baby cries and can not be let go, while the work of her office is also not finished in the work, but Bagas is always sincere in living all this, but Bagas always sincere in living all this, he considered all this in return for his mistreatment of his wife in the previous time.

Like tonight, when she was seriously checking some documents that were last afternoon between Panji to get there, suddenly the baby was crying loudly, she said, with a swift Bagas immediately ran towards the crib next to the bed where his wife lay, the man was very good at checking the diaper of the baby, making a dose of milk, and so on, even to clean the dirt of his son he never felt disgusted.

"What's the matter, boy, are you having a nightmare?" Bagas immediately lifted his son from the box, then pet him, but the handsome baby continued to cry with his firmness, he refused when Bagas gave him a bottle of milk.

"Oh please stop crying boy, you're confusing your dad, I don't know what you want," said Bagas despair because all efforts to calm his son felt futile and failed all.

"Mas, is that our baby?"

The soft voice that for almost a week was inaudible and missed so much that made Bagas' body freeze instantly, slowly he turned his back on Dara, the burly man's tears fell unstoppable as he watched his eyes open again and spoke to him, and wait, he called him 'golden' what he was hallucinating, or dreaming, of, or maybe he was crazy because he was so stressed by his current situation.

"Oh come on, why are you both crying, I'm confused which one to calm down!" seloroh Dara as if he had just woken up from sleep and had never experienced the things that made Bagas panic and made his life almost float.

"Da-Dara, are you aware? Are you awake?"

With his broad steps Bagas approached the patient's bed where Dara lay.

"Oh, be careful, you're making our child claustrophobic because of your body squeezed!" said Dara pushed softly her husband's chest that immediately rushed to hug her while their son was still in the man's arms, so the three of them hugged each other tightly.

"I-I'm so happy, please call me again, again, and again, I love your new call to me" said Bagas making Dara's pale cheeks blush instantly.

"Boy, your mother is awake, look at her beautiful brown eyes, your mother is back!" oceh Bagas while putting their baby beside his wife's body, miraculously the baby who had been crying was silent for a moment, he seemed to know that now he was near his mother's warm embrace.

"I'll call the doctor," Bagas' outstretched hand was about to massage the caller's button, but his hand was held down by Dara.

"Later on, I'm fine, I want to enjoy the company of the three of us, I'm also not satisfied to see the handsome face of our baby, he's so similar to you, he's so unhappy, there's not a single piece that looks like me!" dara protested as she continued to look at her son's face.

"The eyes are bright brown like yours, I really like, the eyes are both very beautiful!" great-granddaughter.

"You've been unconscious for almost a week, and it freaks me out, please don't be like that again!" great-grandson Bagas wiped his tears that kept dripping without excuse.

"One week? It feels like a long time. Don't cry, it's enough every day you cry for me." Dara rubs Bagas' cheek.

"What do you mean?" stuttering Bagas.

"I know, I can hear what you're talking about and people are saying around me, I can also hear my hero's cry, this, but my eyes can't open even though I've been trying my hardest." explained Dara about what she had been in nature for almost a week lying on the bed.

"You mean, you can--"

"Yes, I can hear everything, especially when you threaten me to take our son away and you'll remarry another woman if I don't wake up, I really want to hit you, but I can't do anything about it," annoyed Dara.

"I was just kidding, I didn't really say that," said Bagas, who did not expect that Dara had heard all her words, lucky that only once she said something strange, because she is frustrated because Dara is not also aware, the rest she only looks at the development of her baby and sometimes talks about work problems if she is bored and there are no topics to tell.

"I know, I can hear the sincerity of your declaration of love, sir," seduced Dara.

"Ish, I don't like you calling me that anymore!" bagas protest.

"Oh yes, you didn't say that time that you would give our child a name when I came back to my senses, do you have a name for our child?"

"Emperor, his name is Emperor Abdi Prawira, do you agree? I want him to be like an emperor who has a position and is respected by everyone, who is spirited like a valiant officer."

Dara nodded "Good name, I like."

"I'm sorry to bother you and worry you for a few days" Dara continued.

What a change in Dara's attitude to Bagas is not an instant thing, when he was closed in unconsciousness, he could really hear the sounds around him, he could actually hear, hearing Bagas' sincere remarks to him that he had never heard before made him feel melted and wanted to give Bagas a chance to fix everything, because there is no perfect human being in this world, there is no great person who has never experienced what is called failure, hopefully this decision is right and good for his small family, especially one day when he was still closed, he said, Bagas once told about his and Kamila's problems, he said that between himself and Kamila in fact there was nothing but pity because Kamila always begged not to throw him out of the house, while Bagas admitted that he had spoken the talak to Kamila during their quarrel due to Kamila who was caught cheating in droves at that time.

Oh yes there is one more thing that makes Dara curious about her husband's relationship with Kamila, almost she forgot to ask the important thing.

"Mas, is it true what you said that you never had sex with Kamila during your marriage?"

Bagas who was drinking until he coughed at the question of his wife, he did not expect that the story when he joined was absorbed so well.

"Did you also hear and remember that story?"

"Mas, right or not?"

"Of course it's true, I don't lie at all" Bagas said confidently and confidently.

"If it were a lie, me and the Emperor would walk away from you, would you dare?"

"Hemh, of course, because what I told you is all true,"