But not Me

The bitter truth

"I'm pregnant, and this is your child!" firmly Kamila with sharp eyes staring at the face of Bagas who is now frowning, wondering if he did not hear wrong?

Brakk,,,, the,,,,

The sound of something falling from the balcony makes Bagas spontaneously stand up and run towards the source of the sound, making sure that nothing happens to his wife and child.

"What's wrong, you guys okay?"

Bagas' eyes continued to look like they were scanning from head to toe Dara, making sure that the woman and her son did not experience anything bad.

"Emhh, ka-we're fine, I just tripped over the flower pot earlier," nervous Dara, her body suddenly shook violently and her legs limp as if boneless when she heard Kamila's statement earlier, it was not his intention to eavesdrop, but his pole which was not far from where Bagas and Kamila were chatting forced his ears to absorb all their talk.

"Ah, bastard, who put this flower pot here, is very dangerous!" bagas grabbed the innocent flower pot and threw it outside until the sound of the pot breaking was so loud it woke up their sleeping baby.

"Mas," Dara's face began to pale and look frightened to see the attitude of Bagas just now, the shadow when Bagas did violence to him again ringing in his head to make his hand tremor instantly, fortunately Bagas was sprightly and took over their baby into his arms.

"D-Dara, sorry, I didn't mean to" Bagas hugged his wife in a panic, knowing she was traumatized by the violence he had committed in the past, but Bagas was just upset, annoyed with who, let alone hearing Kamila's unreasonable confession earlier.

Bagas took his wife and children inside and slowly put Dara in bed, having previously put their babies to bed first.

"Bagas, our conversation is not over!" said Kamila who could not stand the scene after the friendly scene between Bagas and Dara that seemed to be deliberately shown to him.

"Enough,! I don't want to hear any more of your bullshit, I don't feel like I ever fucked you while we were married, you don't have to make up stories just to ruin my household, get out before I kick you out of this house" Bagas snapped with emotion, reluctant to even shuffle a little from Dara's increasingly frightened side at Bagas' loud voice.

"You forgot what happened to us on your birthday? That night was so beautiful," Kamila grinned triumphantly, not forgetting she also threw a pregnancy test kit on the table in front of her.

"Shiiiit ah! You set me up, and I don't remember anything back then because I was drunk, go fast, pack your things and never put that disgusting face in front of me!" Bagas' ears like a firebomb heard Kamila's chatter, so that without further ado Bagas immediately dragged Kamila out of his room.

There are feelings of women who must now be taken care of, feelings of the mother of her child who could have been hurt due to her debate with Kamila.

"So, I'm sorry, but I swear I never did it all, I'm honest with you I've never had a husband-and-wife relationship with him, even though we used to date him a lot, we did, but that was five years ago, believe me, you believe me, right?" Bagas rested in front of his wife who was still sitting on the edge of their king-size bed.

"Because, don't be quiet, you can get angry or even hit me if you don't like it," Bagas grabbed Dara's hand and placed it on his cheek, allowing his wife to hit or slap him.

"Mas, I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed by your attitude that just kicked Kamila out, what if what Kamila said was true, if she was pregnant with your child?" said Dara softly.

Okay, call it now Dara is trying to become a hypocritical man, where deep in his heart what is happening now is pain and disappointment with the reality that must be received, he said, but she also does not want to be a bad woman who allows other women who are in a state of pregnancy to accept injustice, instead she doubts the honesty that Bagas said, Bagas said, it's just that everything can happen, right? Moreover, hearing the statement of Kamila earlier that he said he had spent the night with Bagas, although Bagas claimed that all of it was because he was drunk, but what if it turned out that it was really Bagas' son?

"I never felt like I slept with her after we were apart for almost 5 years! Don't you believe my words? I could swear!" Bagas raised his palm parallel to his face while showing a swearing attitude.

"I believe you, it's just that Kamila said it was your birthday--"

"I was so drunk back then, I was so drunk because I just found out that you were living with Faisal all this time, I was confused, I was afraid, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to do, I thought you were married to Faisal and I couldn't have taken my cousin's wife even though you were still my legal wife. Since losing you, I have always spent my time in the pavilion, Kamila and I have rarely even met even though we were only blocked by the back wall, but for some reason that day after I was drunk all night I found myself sleeping in the main house, in his room. "said Bagas recollecting what had happened back then, where Panji had just recounted his meeting with Dara and Faisal at the airport.

Dara fell silent, she could feel the sincerity and honesty of the story Bagas told her, apparently all had to do with her, Dara's naivety reappeared, Dara's naivety, she felt that she would be very guilty if Bagas really kicked out Kamila who might have been carrying a child from her husband.

"Tell me what I must do now so that you can trust me and forgive me" one Bagas Prawira said, standing before the village girl who had been seen only one eye by him, love can change everything, even the stupidest and most shameful things.

"Mas, I'm not angry, I also believe in everything you tell me, only, in my opinion, should not be sure first who the father of the baby in Kamila's bladder, Kamila, I don't want you to regret it later if it turns out that the child is really your flesh and blood, the sister of the Emperor, her mother who wronged you, not the baby, please think about it" Dara said, although it is hard to say it all, but it must be conveyed to her husband, she does not want an innocent baby to have to bear the dispute between adults, he said, the baby really can't

"But Dara, even if it's my son's, it's all a result of entrapment, not of my will, it's not my will, I can't take it!" reject Bagas.

"Mas, really the baby can't choose from the womb who he was born to, from the seed of who he was created, and in what way his father and mother made it, what story behind his presence, what kind of, it's not appropriate that the baby should take responsibility for it all, please talk carefully, finish it and find the truth, after that just make a decision on what path you will take." dara said at length, she did not mean to patronize her husband, it just felt like she was obliged to straighten out if the path taken by her husband was a mistake.

"I will consider it, but maybe I also need time, thank you for understanding me, no other woman as great as you deserves to be my companion," Bagas said in the end, he did not know what steps he would take next, but the input from his wife did not hurt, but so he was not ready to follow all that Dara suggested to him, he said, as he told Dara, Bagas would consider everything Dara suggested to him.

Bagas now only need to think about how in the future if it turns out that the baby in Kamila's womb is really his child, he said, really Bagas did not want all that to affect or even worse destroy the happiness he had just felt with Dara and their baby.

I don't know what other plans God has prepared for him, so evil and sinful are he that God does not allow Bagas to feel the happiness of goods for a moment.