But not Me

The sudden change

Bagas was no longer in his room when Dara woke up to the sound of the Emperor's cry that morning, no matter what time her husband left the room, Dara did not even hear any sound as Bagas got ready, or because she was so tired of thinking all night so she felt very sleepy and did not realize the departure of her husband.

"So, it's really encouraging that he's going to the hospital!" Decih Dara followed with a slow murmur.

Wanting once he did not care and stupid, but it turns out his heart can not be compromised, a sense of annoyance suddenly present in his heart, but, and that morning Dara's day started in a very bad mood.

Meanwhile, at exactly seven o'clock fifteen minutes Bagas was already in the hospital waiting for Rita's doctor, the doctor who handles Kamila at this time, Bagas was already in the hospital waiting for the doctor Rita, the doctor who handled Kamila at this time, Bagas even had to leave from his house since 6 am, he was very enthusiastic to meet with doctor Rita who made an appointment with him at 7 am.

Bagas did not even have time to say goodbye to Dara who this morning looked very sound sleep, he did not want to disturb his wife's rest all day tired of taking care of their baby.

Dara refused to be assisted by the nanny in caring for their baby, she said she wanted to take care of him alone on the grounds that the bonding between her and the Emperor could be more tight.

"Have you waited long, sir? I'm sorry I'm a little late" said the doctor, who is in his early forties but still looks very healthy.

"Ah, no-no. I came too early, doc!" answer Bagas who realized that he was the one who was too excited to meet the doctor.

"Well, let's talk in my room!" invite doctor Rita while inviting Bagas to enter his room.

About two hours Bagas was in the room and I don't know what they were talking about in there, which obviously must have been about Kamila's pregnancy.

"Thank you doc, I will take care of her health and also make sure Kamila eats a balanced nutritious diet" Bagas said, replying to Rita's doctor's hand to shake hands as a sign of their separation.

Bagas then passed through the hallway to where Kamila's ward was located.

"Hi Mil, how are you today, has it improved?" Sapa Bagas shortly after he passed through the door of Kamila's nursery room, his attitude was not taut anymore, his speech had started to feel warm again, he said, and in addition to the presence of Bagas that morning that made Kamila feel very happy, a familiar call that almost more than five years had never heard of again came out of Bagas' lips.

"What do you call me?" stuttering Kamila who had just changed clothes and was caressed by the nurse helped Yati who remained faithful to accompany her mistress overnight.

"Mila, why, is something wrong?" bagas' face looks ordinary, even now he is sitting on the edge of the bed, right next to himself half-lying.

"For so long I don't think I hear you calling me 'Mila' makes me miss the courtship time first," Kamila's eyes stared at the white walls of the hospital.

"Yati, buy me food downstairs, I'm hungry, I haven't had time to have breakfast because I was in a hurry to come here. Let my mistress take care of her." Bagas gave 3 pieces of red money to the nurse who took care of Kamila.

"Bagas, is this really you? Why did you suddenly become--?" Kamila shook her head several times to make sure that this was not a dream, how could the attitude of the bagas turn so sweet on her in just one night, this was too mustail.

"Why again? Isn't this what you want? I'm here, accompanying and guarding you? Am I wrong again?" Ask Bagas while grabbing the hospital food rations for Kamila, without hesitation he scooped the porridge and vegetables and put the spoon in front of Kamila's mouth.

The stunned Kamila could only open her mouth while guessing what had happened to Bagas herself for an entire night so that she could change so drastically.

"In the future you have to eat like this so that the mother and baby are both healthy," said Bagas while proffering mineral water in a glass that has been given a straw.

"Ah, i-iya, but why? Why did you arrive good like this to me?" Ask Kamila again who is still curious about the reason Bagas.

"I want you and her to be healthy!" said Bagas while pointing at Kamila's flat stomach.

The clear circle from the corner of Kamila's eyes fell just like that, his heart suddenly warmed to hear Bagas' speech just now, really he did not expect if Bagas' heart that had been petrifying all this time he could finally melt it too.

"I miss you like this, miss you who always watch over me, but me, care about me," Kamila put her arm around Bagas and leaned her head there.

"Already, do not be sad, not good for your pregnancy, said the doctor if today your condition is okay, tomorrow morning can go home, but at home must still run a healthy lifestyle and eat, healthy, for that one I will monitor it directly later at home," Bagas said as he carefully laid Kamila's body back on his bed.

"Really, you'll look after me and take care of me when I get home? You promise?" Kamila's eyes sparkled brightly hearing Bagas' words that were really hard to believe by him.

"Hurrah!" Bagas nodded with great certainty. "On one condition, obey me and Yati still take care of you too because I have to divide my time with Bagas a little pause his sentence-job, yes I have to start working, yes I have to start working, because now my dependents have been increasing, I want to make sure all my descendants live a decent life and do not lack in the slightest." continued Bagas exhaled his breath that felt a little heavy.

"Thank you, I'm happy to hear that and I won't bother you!" kamila said ending with her sweetest smile.

"Rest, so as to recover quickly and quickly return home, I will wait for you here."

Dada Dara wanted to explode it felt because since morning harbored a sense of annoyance at Bagas who went without saying goodbye to him, anyone even Bagas did not call or send messages to him despite just asking news of their son, even though they asked, Dara persisted not to contact Bagas, but when night had arrived and Bagas did not also go home and did not give him news, the fortress of Dara's ego finally collapsed as well, and the, by removing the sense of prestige that held him to contact and find out the whereabouts of Bagas and the reason why he did not go home.

But the answer that Dara received from the other end of the phone was not to make him calm, but instead made the anger in his chest blazing more and more, bagas says she doesn't have to wait for her husband to come home, because Bagas will stay at the hospital.

He exaggerated his attitude if he felt angry and disliked when he heard that Bagas decided not to go home that night to wait for Kamila in the hospital.

Is it evil that she who does not like Bagas to pay more attention to Kamila who may actually be carrying her baby at this time?

Dara really couldn't control her own emotions, all that feeling was so tormenting, there were a lot of voices in her head saying different things, she said, whether it's the good prejudice that says that it's all natural because Kamila whose condition is dropping, and it's worth giving time for Bagas to wait for Kamila, and Bagas is currently just waiting, one of the voices that was heard in his head.

But another voice said that it was unnatural and could have been a bad sign and he had to be aware of the bad possibility that would happen, he said, because it seems like Bagas and Kamila's relationship has improved, he only needs to get ready to be expelled from Bagas' life.

"Aaarrrrgggh I'm going crazy like this, why am I like this,!" Dara cursed herself who suddenly seemed to be on the verge of blind jealousy.

Dara's hand was stretched out on the drawer on the nightstand next to her mattress, a bright green map made her recall the letter of agreement she had made with Bagas at her request.

"Is this still true for our relationship going forward?" his murmured softly as he clutched tightly the map containing the stamped paper stating that he and Bagas would be separated after two months of their son's birth, and it was a short stay, just a little while later, there are only five weeks left if the count is not wrong.