But not Me

But not Me
Big Baby



"Mas, aren't you not going to the office?" Tanya Dara, when it was almost noon her husband was still wearing a t-shirt and joger pants while joking with the Emperor who always laughed crisply if being played by his father.


"The banner can handle my work, the important thing is that you recover first, I will also not be calm if I leave you to work in this state, after all, Kasian Kai has no one to take care of him, he always looks somber if he is taken care of by others" said Bagas.


"Where it is like that, Kai is still a baby, where he knows, that's why you are!" Ketus Dara who judged that Bagas' answer was too existent and used their child as an excuse.


It's the third day Bagas as if he did not move from the upper room waiting for Dara and babysitting their children, Bagas even told Anwar that no one disturbed him except Panji, so that Kamila could not send Yati to call him as usual if Bagas felt too long along with his son and wife upstairs.


"Is your big baby not too busy looking for you, later he can not eat if not treated by you, will not be healthy," sindir Dara imitated Bagas's persuasion of Kamila every woman was on hunger strike.


Of course Bagas knew who the 'big baby' Dara meant, but he chose not to serve Dara's satire, he did not want to start a debate between them because of such trivial matters.


"Bagas,,,! Bagas,,,! Open door!"


Sure enough, there had not been a minute of Dara's mouth closed, the big baby was already heard screaming like tarzan outside their room door.


Just contact Dara directly glanced at Bagas while smiling nyinyir, "Tuh, right!" cebik Dara while advancing his chin towards the door.


With Bagas' lazy steps running towards the door, he did not want Kamila's screams to disturb the calm of his son and wife in the room.


"What's wrong? And why did he come here, didn't I tell you that I didn't want anyone to interfere?" Bagas's voice rose with his eyes widened towards Anwar who was standing in fear behind Kamila's body.


"Sorry sir, anu it--"


"I forced you to come here, you've been ignoring me for three days, what the hell!" sewot Kamila's.


"Please keep your voice down, my wife is sick and I have to take care of her and look after our son!" bagas' voice sounded flat and cold.


Look no further than Bagas the 'mister yes' who always said yes, okay and well to Kamila in a soft and warm voice.


"But I'm also is--"


"We're divorced, please don't forget that, we agreed then!" cut Bagas.


"Bagas, what's going on? Last time you drove me to the hospital you were still being nice to me, even if you promised to remarry me, why did it suddenly turn out like this?"


"I don't feel like promising anything, I'm just agreeing to your request." Bagas sniffed both his shoulders.


Seeing the cold and cold attitude Bagas now showed, he said, making Kamila ride apoplexy and break into the room where Dara is looking for her son while eavesdropping on the conversation between Bagas and his inflamed big baby.


"Hey lady hick, damn lady, you did Bagas for three days until she was indifferent and did not care about me and her child, you should know yourself, you know yourself, if you're here as a stunt double, just a figurine for Bagas as long as I'm not by his side, you're just lucky to have a slight facial resemblance to me, but don't be as big of a head as if you love him the most because you have a child with him because you're just a backup who will soon be expelled, because me and Bagas will soon be reunited, happy with our son!" Bak diabatan Kamila vented his anger on Dara which in his taste had given incitement to Bagas so that Bagas attitude now changed drastically to him.


"Kamila enough! Don't nuisance or involve my wife and children in our problems, between us there is no relationship other than just because the child is in your stomach, don't cross your line!" The furious Bagas who immediately exploded his anger because Kamila tried to attack Dara.


Kamila fell silent, she took a few steps back, as if in disbelief with what she had just heard, Bagas defended Dara before her, after before the man was usually always silent and did not care if he intimidated his wife.


"W-you yelled at me and defended her?" stuttered.


"You hurt me and your child in my stomach, you promised to make your child happy" the drama queen began to pity.


"I don't need to promise anyone the happiness of my children, because it's my duty as a father to give happiness to his son, and you don't need to remind me constantly, because when God sent me a child, my covenant with God to ensure his happiness was automatic and I could not deny it while my breath was still blowing, you wrote it in your memory!" bagas' index finger pointed at his own temple.


"Anwar, get him out of here, and once again someone escapes upstairs bothering me, you take the blame!" threaten Bagas on the head of his house assistant.


Like dejavu, the virgin who had been silent since then was like seeing the figure of Bagas who used to be known as grumpy, arrogant, haughty, impulsive, but this time he was not the object of suffering from the target of his anger, except as a spectator.


Feeling that she was in Kamila's current position and even more, actually Dara was a little pity with Kamila, especially the woman who was the target of her husband's anger was pregnant, she must be very sad, he thought.


"Mas, is your attitude not too excessive and too rude to Kamila? Remember, she is pregnant, do not let her be depressed and affect the fetus in her birth," said Dara.


Once Dara with all her naivety, when she was blamed and maki by Kamila, she still had time to think about the psychic condition of Kamila who could have been disturbed, he said, because the attitude of Bagas who is in value is too harsh and excessive in dealing with his ex-wife.


Honestly, Dara also felt shocked, really this was beyond his expectations, because usually Bagas would only look indifferent and even silent when in such conditions, but the defense that Bagas did against him earlier made him feel more confused on the side next to who Bagas actually sided, why he always plan in acting when facing his wife and ex-wife.


"I don't like him insulting you,"Bagas is still carried away so that his tone still sounds ketus.


"Even your insults used to be rougher, on me!" answer Dara.


"Oh baby, you remember, I'm sorry, I still don't want to admit that I've actually been interested in your bright brown eyes from the first time we met at the factory,"


Realizing that his tone was still sounding tighter and could have ignited Dara's anger, he finally approached his wife and hugged her shoulder,


"I'm sorry for all the wrongs I've done to you before, you can repay me, I won't fight."


"I don't want to repay evil for evil, because that means I'm no different from that person, I've forgiven you, take it easy, there will be no grudge in my heart for the father of my son,"


Bagas' words about his promise to diversify his son are still clearly ringing in Dara's ears, honestly he is proud, he said, his son has a good and great father although Bagas may not be a good and great husband for his wife because his attitude in Dara values is always a plan, inconsistent.


"Wouldn't you have seen Kamila's situation, she must be sad and feel very hit with your rough words earlier, mas."


"No, let him know that his attitude towards you was wrong, I can't continue to allow his arbitrariness." Bagas.


"Mas, can I ask you something?" Tanya Dara who was immediately answered with a nod of her husband.


"But you have to be honest, yes, he replied." Said Dara again.


"my dear, tell me what you want to ask." Bagas looks impatient.


"Are you going to reconcile and remarry Kamila?"


Bagas let out a long breath, though,


"I can't give a definite answer to you yet" he replied which of course made Dara feel very disappointed in him.