But not Me

Denying feelings

After considering everything, and Faisal had also calculated that Dara was safe to take with him, then he contacted the owner of the hospital who was a friend of his father, who was a friend of his, he asked to keep a secret about him who took Dara away from the hospital, by telling all the events that Dara experienced, fortunately the request was finally able to be fulfilled with all his considerations.

Be Dara join Faisal that night, fly to Jakarta with all the risks they will get later, for now, the safety of Dara and the baby in her birth is the top priority.

Dara joined Faisal in Singapore, no one knew about it, not least Faisal's parents themselves, but no one knew about it, they actually closed this secret meeting so that Dara's existence was not smelled by Bagas, they could live like normal people there, he said, where Dara can still walk in the park around the apartment without fear and anxiety, shopping and taking care of Faisal's needs like an assistant, although the people there thought that they were both married couples, they only responded casually, and there, the neighbors were not as friendly as the neighbors in the country, they are busy with their own business, not busy taking care of other people's business.

Some months live together under the same roof, lying if there are no seeds of love blossoming between them, though both always deny and are hypocritical about their feelings, but time seems to be able to make an inner bond between those who both feel the feeling of liking but they are quiet, little by little each other shows their feelings although not too blatant.

However, Dara is still the wife of her cousin, moreover she is also pregnant with a baby from Bagas, it seems Faisal should be able to hold back even more his feelings, besides Bagas, like Bagas, Faisal also always refused with his own feelings, only the difference was that Faisal never did anything rude to Dara even though his cold attitude was almost the same as Bagas, but he did not, maybe his cold nature was deliberately he was determined to fortify his feelings so as not to be deep, repeatedly he insisted on himself not to be carried away, feeling, and what he did so far was nothing more than his concern for his nephew.

Eight months passed, Faisal's work period which was only 6 months, then extended to 8 months was finally completed as well, with the time that Dara had also begun to be able to make peace with her destiny, she loved the fetus in her stomach very much, she also became stronger in living life over Faisal's ever-present support in the tough times of her pregnancy.

Sometimes Dara thinks that in this case more Faisal helped himself than he helped Faisal's work which is said to be Dara played as his assistant.

Actually Faisal offered Dara to live and give birth first there, but Dara did not want to be too much burden for Faisal because Faisal had to go home to work there, although Faisal said he would apply for leave until Dara gave birth, Dara refused.

It was time for him to rise up and face the reality of life, he could not hide constantly from Bagas and hang his life and later added his son to Faisal, although Faisal never objected to it.

Flash back off

**

Bagas just kept thinking about the incident in the hospital, twice he smelled the scent of Dara's body, maybe it was just a coincidence, or just the hallucination that missed Dara too much.

Bagas drove his vehicle to the company, he wants overtime tonight, he doesn't care if today is his birthday, he also avoids Kamila who has since sent a message reminding that tonight he has prepared various favorite dishes, making Bagas more lazy to go home.

When he was in the office, Panji was still struggling with his work, it seemed like he would accompany him overtime tonight, he thought.

"Do you want to accompany me overtime, tonight?" seloroh Bagas's.

"Ah, I'm sorry sir, I don't think so, because tonight I have an appointment to go to the club, so I'll get the job done as soon as possible. Do you want to join?" invite him to talk stale, they used to often go to the club together, but since the loss of Dara, Bagas personal became very closed and no longer close as before with himself and Anwar, but since the loss of Dara, Bagas became more happy to lock himself in his pavilion alone.

After thinking about it again, Panji's offer is quite tempting than having to spend the night struggling with numbers, besides his mind is very chaotic today, today, maybe by enjoying a little nightly entertainment the burden is not as heavy as it is today.

"Ah finally, welcome back to your world master, you need entertainment so as not to be too depressed with all your problems, we will have fun tonight until the morning master!" greet Panji.

"Sir, what about your wife's search? Tanya Panji was a bit doubtful.

"Become? How do you know I'm still looking for him?" picing Bagas was full of suspicion.

"You seem so distressed by losing your wife, do you love her so much?"

Asked like that Bagas gagapan, do not know what to answer, because he could not interpret what he was currently feeling, love or just a feeling of napsu, because he could not interpret what he was currently feeling, because he managed to become an outlet for his passion which so far can no longer be passionate with anyone.

Suddenly Bagas went awry, instead of answering, he took out a bottle of wine that was on his workroom shelf and poured it into a glass and downed it.

"Sir, are you in love with Madame Dara?" fishing Panji again, he does not care if Bagas will rampage and beat himself up because it is considered presumptuous to interfere in his personal affairs, but he can not stay silent anymore at this time, but he can not stay still at this time, before Bagas was completely destroyed.

"Master?" Panji was still waiting for the answer of the boss who he had considered as a brother.

"You go to the club by yourself, I don't come, I want to drink alone" he said.

"I'll accompany you for a drink tonight here," Panji took one more glass on the shelf and poured the red drink into his glass and drank it while sitting face to face with his boss who looked all wrong but also did not forbid him to join the drink with him.

"What are you hiding from me?" Bagas quite understand Panji, his assistant there must be something in hiding if he behaves like that.

"Jawab honestly asked me this question, then I'll consider talking about it with you,"

"Since when have you been so rude to me?" bagas's eyes began to sternly look.

"Master tell me, do you love Miss Dara? Your answer will be a consideration for me to give information about the whereabouts of the mistress," Panji said without the slightest fear.

Duaaarrrr,,,,, the,,,,

It felt like something had exploded in his head, when Bagas heard that Panji was storing information about Dara's whereabouts, his feelings of joy, happiness and anger mixed into one in his chest, being a big rumble that must either be expressed in what way, while he was very proud to admit that there was a happy feeling he heard the news, there was a glimmer of hope for him to return with his wife.