Bakoh Shoulder

Chapters 94. Obviousness

Every day is a wait for Vera. He hopes that after the surgery he had a few days ago he can again link his aspirations to be able to see as usual.

So excited by the euphoria, Vera had not yet asked about the state of Dinda in the fourth day post-surgery.

Doctors said after six days the bandage in his eye could be opened. Can't wait for Vera to know the results of the operation she's undergoing.

"Mas.. Who donated eyes to me? What will I love with her family?" Vera asked Djaduk who was there, waiting for him.

The silent Djaduk did not answer. It was responded by Vera with an annoyed grunt.

"Oiya, Dinda how are you? Bulek Mimin is also rarely here now, has Dinda gone home?" Ask again. But, even though it was there Djaduk did not say a word.

"You why the hell mas? From there on diem! Mending doesn't have to be here if it's just like a statue!" Vera crushes again.

"Why do you know who donated the eye to you? What do you want to change her eyes for?" Tanya Djaduk makes Vera confused. He himself was confused as to what he would thank later to the person who was willing to sacrifice his light for others.

"Is my donor the victim of a car accident?" Vera was just focusing on the same thing, about who owned the cornea of the eye that was now in her eye.

"You just pray for the best for your eye donor." Djaduk is a bit upset. Facing his second wife requires extra patience. And he's almost out of stock patiently in her.

"Bulek Mimin why don't you ever look at me?" Vera re-opened the conversation, for some reason she was so chatty today.

"busy. Not everyone can take care of you." Djaduk sounds inhospitable. Knowing his interlocutor was at the lowest mood, Vera relented and kept quiet.

A week after the operation, Vera can't wait to know the results of the operation. He was excited to see immediately.

"Slowly open his eyes, ma'am, don't rush. Adjust first to the ability of the eye of Bu Vera." The doctor opened the bandage in Vera's eye.

Vera was nervous, she wanted to open her eyes immediately but the sudden incoming light when she opened her eyes made her eyes sore. He closed his eyes again, repeating what he had done until a smile was printed on his face.

"Mas.. I can see you..!" Vera looked around, only finding Djaduk there.

"Mas, where's Dinda? She's not here?" Djaduk shakes his head.

"Why? He's not home! He was really a child who did not know in profit, his mother was sick just no attention at all! Pantes is what he is like, just gather it with the devil!! I-"

"Diem Ver!! Can you do it???" Djaduk's impact echoed in Vera's ears. The doctor had already left Vera's room after confirming the success of the operation.

"You snapped me mas???" No less fierce. Vera also released the emotions that she had endured in recent days because she felt her son was not paying attention to her.

"You can see, right? That's what you want, isn't it? And.. Now I want to take you to meet your son. He can't come here, let me take you to his place. Let you know why he hasn't seen you in the last few days."

Djaduk's face looks flat but holds deep anger. He was still pitying Vera but, Djaduk could not hold back any longer as Vera continued to corner Dinda with all her arguments that needed justification.

"Why did we come here?? What are we gonna do?? Mas.. I don't like you kidding me like this!!" His heart was already feeling a sense of unease, but as much as possible Vera brushed off his mind.

"Boy!! Answer.. Why are we here!?" Vera quickly followed Djaduk's footsteps. She knew this place, this is where her ex-husband was buried. What was he invited here for?

"Assalamu'alaikum sweet.. Sorry I just got here again, sweetie.. This is bringing your mother here.. He could see again.. Thank you for the light you put on your mother. You can sleep quietly there.. Don't be sad, don't think about your mom, she's still the responsibility until your mom gets bored of herself." Lirih Djaduk after arriving at the mound of land that is still wet with a sprinkling of flowers looks withered. Djaduk sprinkled many flowers over Dinda's tomb, splashing with mineral water afterwards.

Vera's tears are flowing. He screamed in disbelief. Scavenging the grave with his hands as if to make sure that the one who had laid immortal was not his Dindanya.

"What'sthis??? Dinda... Whatisthis?? What joke did you give to Mom?? Awake son.. Maafin.. Dinda.. Dinda... Sorry mama.." He yelled. She's hysterical. Even hit himself his chest tight. It was as if lazy oxygen was passing through his lungs.

"Medilna.. Mamah do not want you to do this all for mamah son, if you know you will give your eyesight to mamah, mamah more blind for life.. Sorry mama.." He continued to mourn the passing of his son.

Djaduk can only see from a certain distance because he was silent because he tried to calm his wife.

"Do what mamah can see if you even leave mamah.. Why is everything like this??? What joke did you give me, God??? All my life, only Dinda kept me alive.. Pretending to be happily married to a married man.. For who??? Who am I doing all that for? I don't want you to live a life of deprivation, son.. Awake baby.. Sorry mom, you haven't had time for you.." The crying grew longer and more bitter.

Djaduk who saw the destruction of a mother who lost her child can only be silent, sad for sure. But giving time for Vera to vent her emotions was the choice Djaduk took.

If you want to see the destruction of a mother, then separate her with her child. Mother will do anything for the happiness of her child even sacrifice happiness and life will not be thought twice so that the child can get the best thing in his life. But, if the eternal farewell that Vera got was only a roar as well as a wail of tears as a sign of deep regret.

---- Mama--------

Mah.. Let me be devoted to you

Even though my service does not match what you want

I want you to always know if I love you

I'm not as smart as others, I never boast of you, I also often disappoint you

But mah, when my behavior is like that.. I just want your attention

Your hug, the soft caresses in my hair, as well as the sweet smile that was just for me

Mah.. I'mtired.. Let me sleep..

Wading through a dream even if I knew, I wouldn't wake up again

I hope the calm can be achieved later

Mah.. I'm sorry, my devotion to you just got here...