
"Don't think gini.." Said the person who was now sitting next to Selvi.
"You don't know anything. Don't be smart and patronizing. We don't know each other! Don't be so damn concerned! I don't need." Selvi refused the mineral water that was ready to drink because the lid had been opened first by someone who had only met twice.
"Emangs. I don't know anything about you, nor do I want to patronize you because I'm not a teacher. But there's something wrong with your words. We don't know each other because you know my name. Aren't you? I don't know what your name is yet." The smile came out without making.
But Selvi who is emotional cannot be infected by the presence of that smile. To him everyone is currently on the stamp of infuriating! He likes to meddle in other people's business, and he doesn't like it.
"What are their problems? I never bother them?! Am I the only sinful man on earth? Why do they keep talking about my disgrace??" Regardless of Theo's ramblings, the man who stopped Selvi from beating her stomach, Selvi was like a curcol.
Theo, he accidentally passed in front of the road where Selvi was yelling. Feeling that something was wrong with the cry of the girl he saw, Theo approached and prevented Selvi from hitting her own stomach.
And Theo isn't a fool, he's also had a pretty bad experience with the past. He knew by reading the movements and a little heart expression from Selvi, he could guess what was happening.
"Do you have a brother? Parents or other relatives? My bike's right there.. Let's get anterin home." Said Theo volunteered not to make Selvi more rampaging in public places like this.
Selvi stared towards Theo as well in the end, being noticed by that line of face. Her beautiful eyes with thick eyebrows as well as the near-perfect eyelashes that Theo has. Not to mention the sharp nose and sensual lips are printed beautifully as the work of the Almighty God. That guy is handsome without edits!
"Why did you see that?" Theo tilted his face.
"You why are you good with me? We are not friends, we are not brothers, we are not neighbors. We have nothing to do with it, what is it that you're good to me?" Selvi no longer looked at Theo, she was afraid the same thing would happen again. Fascinated in the wrong man. Because he doesn't know what Theo's status is, so it's better if he keeps his heart.
Everyone needs a process to wake up and change, for better or for worse. And the events of the last few months made Selvi change his mindset. She remains Selvi who judges and whims herself but she is more mature now. More able to weigh the things he deserves and does not deserve.
An antagonist may also turn into a protagonist. Nothing is impossible in this world, right?
"It doesn't have to be any kind of bond to be kind to others. And no reason to be useful to others." Theo stared straight ahead.
"Go away. I just want to be alone." Selvi did not care about Theo's words.
It is not his fault not to believe in others but, circumstances that press Selvi's heart so as not to easily give confidence to people he does not know.
"Yes, I'm gone. But don't do that again, you can't judge your own child.. Moreover, he was not born yet! You're sad he's also sad, you're happy he'll be many times more than you. What you do affects your baby. No matter how big your problem there must be a way out, just pinter pinter you choose which way out."
Theo stood up and walked away. There were many things she wanted to know from Selvi, the woman in her eyes who looked unique.
"That's good staying by the way that's it. I don't know what I'm feeling! Pinter crap!" Selvi doesn't believe in Theo apparently.
"I can still hear the mbak. Next time you try to talk slower when I'm around, my ears are like they have a special radar to catch your sniffle."
Selvi is not bullying. He was busy with heart. He thought about how to check the contents if every hospital or midwife house always makes fun of him. Whereas if not checked by his father and Teguh will turn like a beetle that makes a hum in his ear due to an endless series of lectures for him.
"Truly troublesome!" Selvi clucked herself.
He did not know if his movements were still in the attention of someone who had invited him to talk. Perhaps more correctly called Theo himself who dialogues, because Selvi is not so pubris his talk.
He looked at the door of the midwife clinic and then looked at her watch. He has worked hard until here and only here the midwife's house is close to where he lives and good service. Because it happened that the husband of the midwife was an obstetrician, so there he could Ultrasound because of the facilities and availability of adequate equipment.
"About two hours have just been called if seen from the many people who had been waiting in line. Hmmmmm.. People if already poor really gini very, want to check the content is difficult. Try me to have some money.. No need to dig kayak gini, there will be no contempt for me as well. If you want to check the contents just show which doctor I want to go to.. This lha? I'm a nyebelin!" Selvi was still muttering to herself.
Selvi saw people passing in and out of the clinic, there were people whose faces were bright. Some are tired but seem happy because with his partner, everything looks good except him.
"The Vin.. Ervin.. May you live happily after all these events! Pretty ah mending I call him a kampret aja, may your husband soon realize that I have a wife like ndukun. And Ribut, old man smells the soil, smells vang_ke also other smells.. I wish in your grave that every day an angel would be thumped! Destroy your body again, let you know.. Even your death will not be that easy to escape from your sins!!" Selvi said as she squeezed the small bag she was carrying.